Hecate
Member
- Dec 19, 2021
- 10
Aloha, this is my first post here.
First things first, I am sorry for my halting English. Believe me, it is not my intention to wound your eyes and offend centuries of history.
Secondly, I am pretty sure this thread is nothing new here. The fact is that I am a helluva lazy guy, I like reading, but not a bunch of other posts. Plus, it'd be nice to feel some human warmth and interest.
So, I stop dilly-dally, here my doubts:
1) I think I have understood that I should not eat anything hours prior the final act, since I could throw up, da? Only this? It'll be kinda hard for me, since gluttony is probably the second sin in my personal list. Somewhere I read I could take some bicarbonate more or less 30 minutes brefore drinking SN. Also, taking an antiemetic would be a great idea. Uh...I will get to the point. Is it so easy to throw up when drinking my beloved SN? I read the taste is unremarkable, vomiting is unlikely...It is not a real problem, just an innocent doubt. I tried to taste it, it is like...no, nothing I have ever had in my life, I think.
2) Now a better question: more or less two-three table spoons should work very well, no? Is there any remote possibility I could save my ass (always if I do not thow up, right)?
3) Is it painful? At least for once, I'd like to make things work out perfectly, you know...And pain could be unbearable, bringing me to regret my action. No, I cannot allow myself being so pathetic once again. This fact, the fact of feeling utterly pathetic and useless bedevil me, I cannot resist anymore...I think.
4) Now, now, what about the company who sold me SN? I relocated in another country months ago, in my motherland it is kinda illegal. Here, where I live now, I bought it for nothing. I do not want to cause any trouble to other people, it would not be right. Maybe you'd tell me:"Who the heckf*** cares, soon you'll be dead!". Yeah, you are darn right, but however it'd not be so nice. I mean, I bough it from a company online who regularly sells various kinds of chemicals and stuff like that, so it should not pose any issue, right? I mean, they could not know I wanted to use SN for this reason, right? I really do not want the kerels to knock at their door and close the activity they open with Zeus knows how much effort and sacrifice.
5) Lastly, how can I be supremely sure I have SN and not some strange stuff? Maybe it is cocaine, it would be the beginning of a strange and surreal story...
I am truly sorry for bothering you with such unoriginal question, please, try to be kind and comprehensive with me. Or you could not. But if you do, you'd have all my gratitude.
First things first, I am sorry for my halting English. Believe me, it is not my intention to wound your eyes and offend centuries of history.
Secondly, I am pretty sure this thread is nothing new here. The fact is that I am a helluva lazy guy, I like reading, but not a bunch of other posts. Plus, it'd be nice to feel some human warmth and interest.
So, I stop dilly-dally, here my doubts:
1) I think I have understood that I should not eat anything hours prior the final act, since I could throw up, da? Only this? It'll be kinda hard for me, since gluttony is probably the second sin in my personal list. Somewhere I read I could take some bicarbonate more or less 30 minutes brefore drinking SN. Also, taking an antiemetic would be a great idea. Uh...I will get to the point. Is it so easy to throw up when drinking my beloved SN? I read the taste is unremarkable, vomiting is unlikely...It is not a real problem, just an innocent doubt. I tried to taste it, it is like...no, nothing I have ever had in my life, I think.
2) Now a better question: more or less two-three table spoons should work very well, no? Is there any remote possibility I could save my ass (always if I do not thow up, right)?
3) Is it painful? At least for once, I'd like to make things work out perfectly, you know...And pain could be unbearable, bringing me to regret my action. No, I cannot allow myself being so pathetic once again. This fact, the fact of feeling utterly pathetic and useless bedevil me, I cannot resist anymore...I think.
4) Now, now, what about the company who sold me SN? I relocated in another country months ago, in my motherland it is kinda illegal. Here, where I live now, I bought it for nothing. I do not want to cause any trouble to other people, it would not be right. Maybe you'd tell me:"Who the heckf*** cares, soon you'll be dead!". Yeah, you are darn right, but however it'd not be so nice. I mean, I bough it from a company online who regularly sells various kinds of chemicals and stuff like that, so it should not pose any issue, right? I mean, they could not know I wanted to use SN for this reason, right? I really do not want the kerels to knock at their door and close the activity they open with Zeus knows how much effort and sacrifice.
5) Lastly, how can I be supremely sure I have SN and not some strange stuff? Maybe it is cocaine, it would be the beginning of a strange and surreal story...
I am truly sorry for bothering you with such unoriginal question, please, try to be kind and comprehensive with me. Or you could not. But if you do, you'd have all my gratitude.
