A cop came to confiscate my SN (Netherlands)

[NoHorizon]

They tried to get my SN as well. Can't post too many details but it was quite a stressful experience. Every time I hear a car stop around my house I worry they are here again.

Would you mind sharing what country you're from? I've been so paranoid ever since my welfare visit that they're going to come back.

 

[Nangijala]

Would you mind sharing what country you're from? I've been so paranoid ever since my welfare visit that they're going to come back.

This was in The Netherlands

 

[NoHorizon]

This was in The Netherlands

Thanks. Sorry for the horrible experience you've had.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I think it really depends on who you get in terms of police and what kind of risk you present. I was honest with them about why I'd bought it but I emphasized it was for future use- if I became chronically ill. They obviously wanted to take it but they only pressured me so far. I think they knew that I knew they would need my permision to take it- seeing as it isn't illegal. They kept asking but I just said I'd prefer to keep it. I even let them look at it because they did seem to be honest and they handed it back. Honestly, I don't know how I would have handled it if I'd got more of a bully type though.

I'm sorry. Ultimately, these people want to keep their jobs I think. They would prefer to confiscate the stuff in all cases I suspect and I'm pretty sure they COULD do it forcefully if a person is presenting an immediate risk to themselves. It sounds to me like the oficers you got were more on the underhand side though. It's REALLY frightening having police at your door- if you've never done so before. Plus- it's ingrained in most of us to respect authority. I think they do play on that to an extent and they make it sound like they can do things that officially- they probably can't. The pair that came to me kept disappearing to talk to their superiors. I think they were at least conscious of working within the bounds of the law. I was just lucky really that they were reasonable. It sounds like you and others weren't so fortunate.

 

[woh6]

Could you share why they came? I thought SN was legal in all countries, or were they aware that it was a suicide method and that that's why they came to check? I'm looking to order SN to the Netherlands as well, so I would appreciate it if you could answer, my pms are open if you prefer there.

 

[befree]

They knew where I ordered and what I ordered. I was so startled that I spoke the truth. I could not lie. I dont have it in me. So I lost my SN. The Canadian authorities reported to the dutch police. So this can happen. Be aware.

Why didn´t you order from an EU country ?

SN source europe

Could somebody PM me a reliable source shipping to Europe for SN? Thank you.

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[xaea13]

Yes! Pretty much. Never had a fine or any of the sort. Im very vulnerable. I have 7 psychiatric disorders. I was no match. I just came out of therapy when they knocked on my door. I did not have it together. They said they had to confiscate it.

Yikes. This is why I couldn't do therapy. If I ever got too honest with my actual mental state, I might as well kiss goodbye to any CTB hopes.

 

[Xta4Love]

Why didn´t you order from an EU country ?

SN source europe

Could somebody PM me a reliable source shipping to Europe for SN? Thank you.

sanctioned-suicide.net

Had to learn the hard way I suppose. Could not find EU scources

Yikes. This is why I couldn't do therapy. If I ever got too honest with my actual mental state, I might as well kiss goodbye to any CTB hopes.

Why? My therapist knows im suicidal. And have been for a long time They wont hospitalize me no matter what. Not enough beds, costs too much money

 

[Kasumi]

As far as I know nemtubal (pentobarbital sodium) is better than sodium nitrite, it's directly the chemical used in euthanasia, but finding a way to order it is risky since there're a lot of scammers there...
I searched for it but didn't find yet, hopefully I can find one day a nembutal or sn.

good luck finding N in this day and age.
Either you live in Mexico or you're a vet and you might have a chance, otherwise you won't find any, even if you'd find legit sources it would easily cost you 20-30k in the US.

Could you share why they came? I thought SN was legal in all countries, or were they aware that it was a suicide method and that that's why they came to check? I'm looking to order SN to the Netherlands as well, so I would appreciate it if you could answer, my pms are open if you prefer there.

they came cause IC got taken down cause the owner did some dubious stuff, the Canadian police shared their customer data with LE worldwide, now they're knocking on the doors of every customer to find any kind of things they can use against that owner.

I would like to die by SN too, can I ask where you bought it?

there's no point, the store doesn't exist anymore, if you're in the EU it's best to use EU sources, if you're in NA, there are sources which are still up, tho I'm not familiar with them.

 

[Never Alive]

Was it from IC? How come it's so late tho...

 

[befree]

Had to learn the hard way I suppose. Could not find EU scources

If you search on google, enter sodium nitrite in all languages of each EU country and the country. Some of the sources ship internationally or at least to other EU countries. If the vendor does not ship to your country, you can rent an MBE address, have the package sent there, and MBE will forward the package to your country. Or you pick it up there.

Just 4 examples:

Italia sodio nitrito
Natrio nitritas Lietuva
Polska Azotyn sodu
Portugal Nitrito de sódio
....etc.

It would be even more perfect if you don't use google.com but e.g. google.pl , google.pt , google.it ...etc.

 

[Xta4Love]

I'm trying to piece this together.
I don't want to make the same mistakes.
Unfortunate.

The Canadian police.
So is it safe to assume you ordered it from a candian source.?
(I don't want to post the initials here.)
(Of what I think it might be)

When did you place this order?
What was the amount ?
How long did you have it for?
(Before they came)
Is it connected to the person that got arrested?
(Canadian)

If so... does this mean your ordered it in your
Full government name.?
Full HOME address? Or Business address?
Are they aware you are on this site ?

Sucks that this happened.
I'm just trying to figure out the contact between
Candian and Dutch police and why you would be singled out.

And yes next time if they don't have a search warrant say you don't know what they are talking about and you didn't order anything.

If you search on google, enter sodium nitrite in all languages of each EU country and the country. Some of the sources ship internationally or at least to other EU countries. If the vendor does not ship to your country, you can rent an MBE address, have the package sent there, and MBE will forward the package to your country. Or you pick it up there.

Just 4 examples:

Italia sodio nitrito
Natrio nitritas Lietuva
Polska Azotyn sodu
Portugal Nitrito de sódio
....etc.

It would be even more perfect if you don't use google.com but e.g. google.pl , google.pt , google.it ...etc.

I will look into it when Im doing better. Im opting to throw myself off of a high building though. Im so done

 

[B4mbi]

And they confiscated your SN ?

No I just lied that it never came. I don't think they can actually do anything since it's not illegal to posses it. They're pretty stupid as well as aggressive. They accused me of buying a suicide kit but they have to right to say that really. Yes it was for my suicide but what I purchased was not listed as a "suicide kit", it was a perfectly legit company which I found off the surface web. Also it's pretty stupid that they would come to threaten me now when I ordered it way in November. I didn't get to take it because someone took it from me, but if it wasn't taken then I would definitely be dead. So they aren't really helping or preventing anything.

 

[searchingforpeace]

Had to learn the hard way I suppose. Could not find EU scources

Why? My therapist knows im suicidal. And have been for a long time They wont hospitalize me no matter what. Not enough beds, costs too much money

 

[AnonymousL]

Buy some more and next time consider not being quite so honest.

what do u suggest saying when the police is in front of ur door? I wanna ordeer some soon but i'm afraid I'll be in the same boat if the police is knocking at my door that I can't say anything else than the truth if i don't know what else to say

They will ofcourse say that to scare people to not committing CTB but alot of people have successfully CTBed from it. Most are relatively peaceful with mild discomforts.

I'm sorry if this is dumb but how do they know it went peacefully if the person is dead and can't tell us ?

They tried to get my SN as well. Can't post too many details but it was quite a stressful experience. Every time I hear a car stop around my house I worry they are here again.

they tried but didn't get it?

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I think it really depends on who you get in terms of police and what kind of risk you present. I was honest with them about why I'd bought it but I emphasized it was for future use- if I became chronically ill. They obviously wanted to take it but they only pressured me so far. I think they knew that I knew they would need my permision to take it- seeing as it isn't illegal. They kept asking but I just said I'd prefer to keep it. I even let them look at it because they did seem to be honest and they handed it back. Honestly, I don't know how I would have handled it if I'd got more of a bully type though.

I'm sorry. Ultimately, these people want to keep their jobs I think. They would prefer to confiscate the stuff in all cases I suspect and I'm pretty sure they COULD do it forcefully if a person is presenting an immediate risk to themselves. It sounds to me like the oficers you got were more on the underhand side though. It's REALLY frightening having police at your door- if you've never done so before. Plus- it's ingrained in most of us to respect authority. I think they do play on that to an extent and they make it sound like they can do things that officially- they probably can't. The pair that came to me kept disappearing to talk to their superiors. I think they were at least conscious of working within the bounds of the law. I was just lucky really that they were reasonable. It sounds like you and others weren't so fortunate.

is it legal to have sn in your home? I thought that substance was illegal in some countries and that that's the reason why I would have to order it from Poland for example since its legal there