Method 90 taxus baccata seeds

[Suine Kurisu]

i'm still trying to tie up some loose ends before i ultimately decide to commit. i've given up my dreams in favour of reprieve, i just want to be as considerate in my approach as possible so not to infringe on the dreams of my friends. family can go fuck itself. anyways, in preparation, i've ordered 90 yew seeds and i was wondering if the alkaloid content when ground would be enough to be fatal, in case i need to plan for a backup. circumstances already dictate that i typically have enough time unsupervised, enough to where by the time anyone gets to me it would be too late.


are my expectations too high or can i rely on this method? what would be the ideal way to ingest the seeds?