6 DAYS TO GO

[Unattainable666]

I have six days left on this shitty world. How I fucking hate my life it's beyond words. I'll be glad for next tuesday. Just thinking this time next Wednesday I will be gone. No longer a part of the game. No more worries about bills, taxes, work, etc. all the bullshit of life gone in a split second. No regrets on my decision. I've done this to myself and this is the only way out. What a fucked up world this is. People, companies are allowed to abuse you because you have mental illness. Then it takes an army of documents to prove you do have a mental illness. ANd people wonder why there are so many workplace killings.

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

why 6 days?

 

[Unattainable666]

why 6 days?

tuesday is my last day D Day. Have things to get in order and pay for cremation.

 

[The Schizoid]

What are you going to do in the mean time? Are you going to try and enjoy anything in your final days?

 

[Unattainable666]

What are you going to do in the mean time? Are you going to try and enjoy anything in your final days?

I'm still at this fucked job will probably not last much longer. Just putting things in order

 

[lnlybnny]

what is your method? if you don't mind sharing

 

[The Schizoid]

I'm still at this fucked job will probably not last much longer. Just putting things in order

You're dying in 6 days, can you not just call in sick? I'd not be working if I knew I was dying next week.

 

[Unattainable666]

You're dying in 6 days, can you not just call in sick? I'd not be working if I knew I was dying next week.

You're right I should it's almost like an ingrained thing in me that you go to work every day

what is your method? if you don't mind sharing

Hydrogen chloride a ND lime sulfur

what is your method? if you don't mind sharing

Hydrogen chloride a ND lime sulfur

 

[leloyon]

Hydrogen chloride a ND lime sulfur

...is it weird that I have an odd appreciation that you're going for this method?
Everyone's obsessed with SN or hanging here. It's more original.

 

[The Schizoid]

You're right I should it's almost like an ingrained thing in me that you go to work every day

Hydrogen chloride a ND lime sulfur

Hydrogen chloride a ND lime sulfur

You said that that has a 100% chance of success, are you sure?

Also no you've acknowledged the above, I'd recommend just calling in sick. Part of me thinks you're going in because part of you is worried about the possibility of losing your job if you choose not to CTB. I understand not quitting, but part of me believe you may have hope?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck in your plans.

 

[rozeske]

All the best to you in your plans

 

[Unattainable666]

You said that that has a 100% chance of success, are you sure?

Also no you've acknowledged the above, I'd recommend just calling in sick. Part of me thinks you're going in because part of you is worried about the possibility of losing your job if you choose not to CTB. I understand not quitting, but part of me believe you may have hope?

No because as use I can't h a ndl r much more of this s bullshit

 

[The Schizoid]

No because as use I can't h a ndl r much more of this s bullshit

If that's the case then fine, but if you can call in sick to work then do it. You really don't need to be working a job while this is going on.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I wish you the best with your plan!

 

[voidstar]

Hey, it's me again. Haven't been here for a while to make up my mind.
How are you going to deal with your dear Sweet Pea, if I may ask? Relocation to a friend or shelter? I'd gladly offer support with that, unless it's already taken care of.
It just sounds weird if I were to send you positive vibes or thoughts or whatever, I'll just send you strength to pull through with this.

 

[Unattainable666]

Hey, it's me again. Haven't been here for a while to make up my mind.
How are you going to deal with your dear Sweet Pea, if I may ask? Relocation to a friend or shelter? I'd gladly offer support with that, unless it's already taken care of.
It just sounds weird if I were to send you positive vibes or thoughts or whatever, I'll just send you strength to pull through with this.

I may have to delay for a few days. I have a mess to clean up first then I'll be ctb. but definitely leaving this fucked up life. They pushed me over the edge. Never again

 

[voidstar]

I may have to delay for a few days. I have a mess to clean up first then I'll be ctb. but definitely leaving this fucked up life. They pushed me over the edge. Never again

Understandable, I'm here for you to lend you an ear to vent if you ever need one.
Take care and take care of Sweet Pea