4 hours until CTB

[deeeeejay]

Things have moved quicker than expected. I wanted to have a last drink with my friends tomorrow but actually, I feel it'd be more cruel if I subjected them to that.

So we're here....

In a hotel.

SN weighed out (3 x 25g)

Meds regime started

It's nearly time

 

[Death is beautiful]

will you make updates?

 

[marinekiwi]

Hope everything goes according to your plan. Wish you the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[luckzz3ra]

I wish luck for you

 

[cambrai33]

Things have moved quicker than expected. I wanted to have a last drink with my friends tomorrow but actually, I feel it'd be more cruel if I subjected them to that.

So we're here....

In a hotel.

SN weighed out (3 x 25g)

Meds regime started

It's nearly time

Wow this has all moved so quickly. I am envious about how quick you got it all together but understanding about the enormity of it all too.

Us being in the same country you could be around the corner from me and we would never know.

I wish you the best and please update as best you can

Thoughts with you both

 

[deeeeejay]

will you make updates?

If you'd like? I don't know how long I'll be able

Wow this has all moved so quickly. I am envious about how quick you got it all together but understanding about the enormity of it all too.

Us being in the same country you could be around the corner from me and we would never know.

I wish you the best and please update as best you can

Thoughts with you both

The SN arrived a few days before it was expected which helped speed things up.

This has been planned for a while so luckily I've had everything else in place.

I'll keep updated as long as possible.

Thank you

 

[cambrai33]

If you'd like? I don't know how long I'll be able

The SN arrived a few days before it was expected which helped speed things up.

This has been planned for a while so luckily I've had everything else in place.

I'll keep updated as long as possible.

Thank you

I have an SN source but haven't ordered for fear of exposing myself but have to just take that leap of faith and just do it.

The meto and other stuff could be another level of difficulty to get hold of.

How do you feel? I mean content, nervous, determined? I expect the good planning has helped lots and things are in the place they need to be

 

[deeeeejay]

I have an SN source but haven't ordered for fear of exposing myself but have to just take that leap of faith and just do it.

The meto and other stuff could be another level of difficulty to get hold of.

How do you feel? I mean content, nervous, determined? I expect the good planning has helped lots and things are in the place they need to be

If you'd like to check sources, give me a PM.

I'm excited I guess! A little bit nervous. But more just happy that hopefully things will work out

 

[farakini]

I hope all goes well and you ctb to freedom. I'll be here for support.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Peace and safe travels. Hope to join soon.

 

[StarfleetVisionary]

I hope you find your peace and freedom.

 

[freelifexit]

Peace and safe travels, please keep updating if you can

 

[obliviousatbest]

Wishing you a peaceful ending and the dissolving of your troubles, whatever happens

 

[xyzasd]

I hope you'll find peace. Could you, or someone else, PM me a source of SN pls? I've only found big US companys that don't ship to Europe. Thanks.

 

[sickoffighting]

R u sure this is what u want? There's no turning back?

 

[Beeper]

One may seek freedom to fly, another an escape from trouble.

But to the suicidal person, a true freedom from life above the rubble.

I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Rayzieka]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Kennish]

I hope you find peace

 

[sickoffighting]

Please just think before u do anything cause there's no going back can't u do just one more day

 

[cambrai33]

Thinking of you both right now, the enormity of it has just hit me. Wishing you peace and love right now

 

[deeeeejay]

15 minutes before painkillers and first lot of propranolol

 

[cambrai33]

15 minutes before painkillers and first lot of propranolol

So taking Sn at about 9pm based on the guide

I will be here without fail if you need someone out here for anything. I hardly knew you deeeeejay but I will miss you

 

[deeeeejay]

Will move over to chat

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you all the Luck in the world that you have a very pleasant and comfortable journey, may you have never-ending peace and tranquility

 

[ihatemylife]

Have a peaceful journey

 

[finalexit]

Did anyone see what happened in the chat? I was there for a bit the other day but had to go. Hope they're doing alright

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I hope you had a safe and pleasant journey

 

[Rayzieka]

Did anyone see what happened in the chat? I was there for a bit the other day but had to go. Hope they're doing alright

They had their first glass and began vomiting, had a second glass and remained conscious with symptoms such as dizziness and blurred vision for around 40 minutes. Reported drinking a third glass and decided to go lay down. Hasn't been online since. I hope my report isn't against their wishes. Rest in peace regardless.

 

[blueclover_.]

They had their first glass and began vomiting, had a second glass and remained conscious with symptoms such as dizziness and blurred vision for around 40 minutes. Reported drinking a third glass and decided to go lay down. Hasn't been online since. I hope my report isn't against their wishes. Rest in peace regardless.

RIP.