Labyrinth
There is no escaping the burden of existence
- Jan 8, 2024
- 176
1. Dying alone and sad
2. Getting sick early
3. Suffering a brutal accident or being tortured
2. Getting sick early
3. Suffering a brutal accident or being tortured
If you would still like to donate, you still can. We have more than enough funds to cover operating expenses for quite a while, so don't worry about donating if you aren't able. If you want to donate something other than what is listed, you can contact RainAndSadness.
Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt
Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVS
Okay, well if they nearly Macauley Culkin'd your ass then that's different. I hope you watch that scene. "Bees? Bees..." Quicksand I thought could apply to your situation. 2birds, 1stone.Hey I have actually seen that one! And yes great movie.
But my bee fear is not rational lol it's built in from being swarmed as a kid. I can tell you it's stupid but as soon as those fuckers buzz around my ears I freak out.
I did rewatch the clip last night. Great scene and yeah it does fit how I feel sometimes.Okay, well if they nearly Macauley Culkin'd your ass then that's different. I hope you watch that scene. "Bees? Bees..." Quicksand I thought could apply to your situation. 2birds, 1stone.
This was my fav movie the year it came out. Falco was such a dreamboat Before everything was lost in a fire, there lived a vhs with a label that said "Falco" lol.
I was the "ham" of the family, and was made to mock these characters for my family's amusement Practically abuse to use me in such a manner... for their own laughter smh.
Sometimes you gotta rebuild rather than fix.3. Being unfixable
If you're too immersed in Ctb then you are. Any other fears fall by the wayside. This was just to learn about people outside of Ctb; and if I didn't give the option of ctb or disqualify it, that's all I would hear about and that wasn't a thread I was wanting. So even if you had to look back into your life where ctb wasn't your number #1 priority/fear, what were your others. Even from childhood if you had to. In the parts of my life where ctb wasn't my every thought, my biggest two fears were just always losing a family member or having an unplanned pregnancy occur. Even the latter doesn't apply for obvious reasons right now, I just used it because these are "livable fears." I gave everyone a quick, peaceful death; other than not having that, what have you been afraid of? Maybe you never really thought about it. Another fear of mine could've been being shot or stabbed, since physical pain is a fear of mine. Ever being paralyzed in any capacity is a fear of mine. Other people said that. It's not that complicated. HthI don't mean to ignore your qualification, but there really isn't anything I'm afraid of that matches that in in its intensity so I have to mention it. I don't have any kind of life where I can keep the course and still be somewhat sort of normal.
So:
Being stuck here because of inability to CTB (basically any other fear I could have in life is a consequence of this anyways)
Failing a CTB attempt with all of the repercussions
Being vulnerable/intimacy is quite the bitch... *nods*1) Getting drafted to fight in a war/getting captured in said war.
2) Getting into a relationship with someone (despite this also being one of the things I want most).
3) Getting some kind of injury that would put me into a vegetative state but I'm still completely aware of what's going on.
Oo girl, you gotta work on that #1... mix it and flip it on that #3...1. confrontation/ getting yelled at
2. change in routine/ new things
3. having to follow rules that i find unnecessary and/or wrong
Genuinely, what's vegetable??1. The feel of how times flies and how life doesn't wait for anyone
2. Becoming vegetable if I'm not able to ctb correctly.
3. The existence of another life after death and being as pointless and miserable as this one.
Second this1 hell potentially existing
2 failing ctb and becoming a vegetable
3 my little sister after I ctb
Being completely disabled. I did the wrong translation from Spanish :(Genuinely, what's vegetable??