Discussion 20000 members, how old are you?

[Versailles]

Now that the forum has more than 20,000 members, I wanted to ask some questions and opinions, it seems the family is growing so let's see what our dear members think.

 

[Snake of Eden]

36

 

[motel rooms]

 

[FuneralCry]

In exactly 1 month I will be 21. I never thought I would make this age considering the fact that I have been suicidal since I was very young. I am so tired of being alive. The fact that I could have many decades left is so depressing. I know that I have to ctb and end all the suffering. Death is freedom.

 

[starrynighty]

32 years too long

 

[Brayu]

23... OLD!

 

[just_wanna_die]

52.

My biggest regret in life is that I didn't do myself in 26 years ago....when I was 26.

I ask myself:
*Am I any happier today than I was 26 years ago? Answer: no!
*Am I any healthier now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any younger now than I was 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any richer now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I (or the world) more free now than 26 years ago? No.

I can ask myself these same questions from a future perspective:

Will I be any happier/healthier/younger/richer/freer 26 years from now (in the year 2047) when I reach the age of 78 years old?

Again, the most likely and obvious answer will still be no.

 

[ascetic_]

34. Time has certainly flown by for me. And the worst part is that nothing has changed.

 

[Darkover]

35 now i wish i killed my self at 18 tho i thought this place was going to taken care of us i couldn't of been more wrong.

 

[Simba]

Im 24 soon 25.. been on SS since 2018/19 ,i feel that people here understand you more than in real life.. like people who dont really understand vs people who do understand.. wish there was maybe some real life meetup - like say pick a country that is in the middle for everyone that isn't too far ,get tickets and meetup for like a week or 2 or what not.. really would be nice but thatd be fairly slim to ever happen ..

 

[Death is beautiful]

18

the date in my name doesn't matter, I wrote it just like that

 

[chocolatebar]

According to the answers so far, looks like I'm too old even for being suicidal. My time is surely gone...

52.

My biggest regret in life is that I didn't do myself in 26 years ago....when I was 26.

I ask myself:
*Am I any happier today than I was 26 years ago? Answer: no!
*Am I any healthier now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any younger now than I was 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any richer now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I (or the world) more free now than 26 years ago? No.

I can ask myself these same questions from a future perspective:

Will I be any happier/healthier/younger/richer/freer 26 years from now (in the year 2047) when I reach the age of 78 years old?

Again, the most likely and obvious answer will still be no.

This is a great perspective. I will use it from now on

34. Time has certainly flown by for me. And the worst part is that nothing has changed.

There's nothing worse than seeing time passing by around us while we're still. I feel you. This is my main motivation to ctb

 

[MeltedJello]

21

 

[AtMostOkay]

52.

My biggest regret in life is that I didn't do myself in 26 years ago....when I was 26.

I ask myself:
*Am I any happier today than I was 26 years ago? Answer: no!
*Am I any healthier now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any younger now than I was 26 years ago? No.
*Am I any richer now than 26 years ago? No.
*Am I (or the world) more free now than 26 years ago? No.

I can ask myself these same questions from a future perspective:

Will I be any happier/healthier/younger/richer/freer 26 years from now (in the year 2047) when I reach the age of 78 years old?

Again, the most likely and obvious answer will still be no.

I'm 57. Get it completely. So tired, nothing new under the sun.

 

[just_wanna_die]

I'm 57. Get it completely. So tired, nothing new under the sun.

Indeed. Been there, done that, bought the T-shirt.

Nothing to look forward to but all varieties of headaches and heartaches as we all kill time ...until time kills us....unless you decide to kill yourself first. But no matter what, we all die in the end. For better or worse, no one gets out of this pointless and futile world alive.

 

[Huntfish34]

37.

 

[HiImPaul]

22. Not sure how I'm suppose to live another 50 years feeling like this. If I don't ctb maybe I'll get lucky and have a heart attack at 45 or something

 

[TheHatedOne]

20 and fumin'

 

[luten]

38

 

[drune11]

33. Never lived anywhere but my home town, never felt reciprocated love, hell haven't even had a total of one hour of sex in my entire life. Lived in my parents basement for nearly two decades because I picked a terribly saturated field to work in. What a fucking pathetic life.

 

[grungeCat]

21

 

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Turned 20 yesterday. Recent attempts meant it would of been impossible but I would of loved to have had ctb yesterday by jumping off beachy head. I would of jumped at my birth time 17:49pm just for the symmetry - say I live to 80 then I would have called it quits at precisely 1/4. Gutted I didn't think of it sooner.

 

[After Life]

49

 

[farakini]

I'm 27……not sure if I'll make it to 30.

 

[motpmys]

29

 

[obliviousatbest]

23 and feeling 230

 

[Panna]

29, it's been so long since I've even bothered thinking about my age that I didn't even know it at first. It feels so weird saying 29, I thought I was 27!

 

[Rayzieka]

23

 

[44nutz1977]

I was very happy to find this place and get advice from members. I now have what I need to ctb peacefully when I choose.

But the reality is I DO feel out of place.
The stats here prove that.
So many of you are so SO young.

I had panic attacks/breakdowns and all sorts between 15yrs old and 25... I put a razor to my wrist when I was 23 but I wasn't ready. I was just deeply fucked up.

Keep on keeping on if you can.

 

[9kevinngannou]

21.