Venting 2 weeks into new job - already pissed off manager. Fuck ADHD

[PurpleParadigm]

Basically have a "soft" disciplinary meeting Tuesday because I may have went out of scope of my contract. I thought I was finally motivated and could focus, but on reflection I think I was just hyperfocusing on fairly tangential things. Also they are pretty rigid on work life balance so will be hard to see family.

Fuck ADHD. If your country has little stigma over those things and you can get help early rather than in your 30s be thankful. The mental decline it can cause if untreated for a very long time coupled with stress (like fleeing your country, having an arrest warrant from there on you etc. XD) is pretty unpleasant.

Good news though: I may know where my SN might be - for aforementioned reasons during recent flareup I got way behind on my bills and mailbox is packed with angry letters. Sorted it out partly now online. But the mailbox tho. Journos said it was a small package. Connect the dots.

Will check today if I find it might CTB this long weekend. :D

 

[fakeimportance]

I'm sorry my friend. I know what that's like. I have ADHD too and it's such a huge curse. No one deserves the pain that it brings and the stigma it has

 

[Conker]

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really tiring and awful what you have to go through, but anyway I wish you the best, I think that those who are able to access SN are fortunate in this world where it's becoming even more increasingly difficult to obtain.