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1TorturedByLife

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May 16, 2022
5
On my 2nd ML of N from D. Not feeling anything
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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How do you feel now?
Goodnight. Talk to you in the morning.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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What are you doing, just testing it? You're feeling nothing? Sounds like you went to sleep to me. Nighty nite.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Season 4 Sleeping GIF by The Simpsons
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,399
I wish you the best in whatever happens. I can imagine that it must be comforting having the option of N.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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They're still sleeping lol
 
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Tortured Existence

Tortured Existence

Alone till the end
May 18, 2022
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I don't even remember writing that haha! I do know that I had to take 2 more syringes and eventually took 10 mg of zolpidem. I could not fall asleep.

I still haven't figured out the correct dosage. I tried the following day with 4. It put me to sleep, but I was wide awake in 3 hours and ended up taking my normal 20mg of zolpidem and a carisoprodao(I have severe insomnia).

I sure hope it does what it's supposed to in the end! I've been on benzos and sleeping pills for decades, but I feel like if it was a problem, Philip would've mentioned it in the Snippet or handbook. But, since I was denied access into their forum even though I "met all the criteria," I'll never know😡
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Don't rely on Philip for allnthe details. The pph is a useful document but he is not an entirely reliable source of 'complete' info himself. General info yes but as demonstrated by your predicament, not complete because actually there is cross tolerance between benzos and barbiturates. Z drugs too. If you take zolpidem regularly your tolerance increases quickly. I have experienced this. If you already have bad insomnia that will be a factor too. I don't think it's likely to hinder a dose of 200ml of course. But at low tests dose it clearly does as you yourself have shown. It is surely a factor even though not mentioned by 'Philip'. That said I am pretty sure I have read something on that matter. I can't remember where. Perhaps there is actually a brief paragraph of senstence on it in the pph which we have both forgotten or overlooked. It may be worth a revisit to check to most recently updated version.
 
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ptif

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May 19, 2022
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What about the taste? Did you drink in pure or diluted?
 
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1TorturedByLife

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May 16, 2022
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What about the taste? Did you drink in pure or diluted?
Pure. Just shot the syringes down my throat. That is, after shooting them on my tongue twice. Either way, NASTY, and the aftertaste is horrible! Luckily, for its final purpose, none of that will matter.
Don't rely on Philip for allnthe details. The pph is a useful document but he is not an entirely reliable source of 'complete' info himself. General info yes but as demonstrated by your predicament, not complete because actually there is cross tolerance between benzos and barbiturates. Z drugs too. If you take zolpidem regularly your tolerance increases quickly. I have experienced this. If you already have bad insomnia that will be a factor too. I don't think it's likely to hinder a dose of 200ml of course. But at low tests dose it clearly does as you yourself have shown. It is surely a factor even though not mentioned by 'Philip'. That said I am pretty sure I have read something on that matter. I can't remember where. Perhaps there is actually a brief paragraph of senstence on it in the pph which we have both forgotten or overlooked. It may be worth a revisit to check to most recently updated version.
I'm TERRIFIED that I'll drink it all down and wake up😱!That truly has been the story of my life. The shit females have to endure. The so-called "change of life" robbed my body of its health and beauty, but worst of all, a good night of sleep without ridiculous amounts of sleeping aids😞.
 
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