I've been meaning to leave a flower for the past few days but I'm so forgetful, sorry about that. I just realized I still have those almonds in the closet. I wonder if they're still good. I mean to eat I'm not going to use them for anything else. I don't know how to put this honestly but It's like my mind has gone through a massive change recently. I'm just so happy now I don't even think about suicide. It's insane honestly, I don't want to think about the physiological aspects of it so I'm not really bothering to. I'm sorry to say I know I said I would see you in a few months but it looks like it's going to be a long time from now actually. Honestly knowing you you would just be happy for me. I feel kind of bad being the only one between us that got to have such a happiness but at least you're at peace now so there's that. I don't even know what to say more really. I need to get ready for work so I'm keeping this one short. Thank you for being you and being there when you were. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have survived long enough to find this happiness in the first place. Alright that's enough for now I think, I'm giving you a big smile, okay? I'll be back again, you're not forgotten now and you won't be forgotten any time soon.
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