Yes, I did purchase it on Amazon. ~$47. I'm not planning to use the 1,4 recreationally, but I like having it on hand in case my first option doesn't come through (N from A).
I am planning to ctb, probably towards the end of this month depending on when I get ahold of my N. It was supposed to have shipped recently, so I'm hoping I don't have to wait the many weeks that others have. Working on wrapping up logistical stuff like an official will and unofficial DNR in case someone finds me in the meantime, then once I get my N I'm planning to take a short vacation before coming back and ctb. Fingers crossed it all works out!
Thanks for your response, PrettyReckless! I am just amazed that one can buy this stuff on Amazon!! And it's legal?!? Wow. I get the good back up plan idea you have in place. One way or another, you'll be able to meet your needs. Good to know, too, that it doesn't bother the skin too much. Whew! I take niacin but I think I've built a tolerance to it so I don't flush much anymore, so I'm familiar with what that feels like. Kinda like it! Good for the skin.
If A has told you it's been shipped, hopefully it will reach you soon. How long ago did it ship? I'm sure you'll let us know when it arrives. Yes? Always interested to know how long the shipment takes as it seems to vary so much from person to person. Did you go with the courier, or with regular mail?
Good idea about the DNR. I also like your idea of a vacation first, one last "fun" time before you go. If I have the funds, I might try to do the same. Any idea where you'll go, what you'll do? So curious. Would it be something on your bucket list, if you have one? Whatever you do, I hope it will be everything you hope for so that you can transition in Peace and contentment. :-)
I have a health directive written up (unofficial) but will look it over again and make sure it's still what I want. I don't have anything of any significant monetary value to leave in a will, but there are a few things I'd like to make sure someone gets, so will write something up for that. I've been unsubscribing to various things on the computer, closing Netflix and Hulu, even thinking about canceling my phone, but I think I'll hold on to that for now ($30/month), though I could use that to save up for the N. (sigh) Still have a bunch of things to settle, though, and will do that bit by bit. It's kind of a relief to let go of stuff, or even the worry of some things as I've made my decision to ctb. Like letting my hair just do it's thing - no more cuts, stopped the coloring months ago, so now I have 50 shades of gray (and fading blonde) in my hair! Gonna shave my legs only 1x week (save on gel and razors), no more vitamins/supplements as I run out except for digestive enzymes, nothing I can do about my aging skin (too $$$ to remedy), things like that. Gotta have my medical MJ, though, that's a priority for me, everything else can slide now. But I'm also looking at months from now to ctb, end of May/June. Will just have to see how that goes.
Best wishes to you, Dearheart! :-)