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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
FuneralCry
Venting Painless suicide would be a beautiful release from the evil that is existence
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6
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1K
Sunttu1997
Sunttu1997
happynot
Instant urge
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2
Views
319
Praestat_Mori
P
happynot
Help me!
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9
Views
425
M3lancholia
M3lancholia
C
I cant take it anymore
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5
Views
565
Hellish Ore
Hellish Ore
hosesu
Venting when is it gonna end?
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0
Views
366
hosesu
hosesu
black.dahlia
Help i think im gonna ctb soon, just some small questions
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15
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1K
rozeske
R
ijustwishtodie
Venting Does anybody relate to never wanting to achieve anything in life?
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17
Views
931
MiaBhai
MiaBhai
L
Help what to write to parents who think that people who kill themselves are just cowards
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4
Views
486
Linda
Linda
S
Starvation is a really bad method I know….buut
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7
Views
635
GhostShell
GhostShell
touyathecat
Discussion I want to die so badly, right now
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5
Views
563
Linda
Linda
Darkover
Venting what i have come to realize is i'll never be free
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1
Views
327
Trav1989
T
divinemistress87
Suicide increase
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33
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1K
Trav1989
T
Qua
Venting Nothing makes me happy
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1
Views
494
Trav1989
T
indefinitesleep
Venting fantasize about the past
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0
Views
348
indefinitesleep
indefinitesleep
doingitrighthistime
Discussion Feeling a sense of peace and happiness after ordering my SN.
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1
Views
357
YosemiteGrrl
Y
ayla
whats something someone has told you thats stuck to you ever since? (good and bad)
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9
Views
541
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Cowboy_Kid
Story My parents were never there for me and never believed in me
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3
Views
441
grungy自殺
grungy自殺
Darkover
Why is existence so bad
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7
Views
931
MarkSmith73
M
Kirov
Hit by a train
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11
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1K
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
SoulWhisperer
Discussion What problems can't be solved?
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10
Views
803
Cinnamorolls
Cinnamorolls
thealteredmind
Story 6 months left
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0
Views
398
thealteredmind
thealteredmind
everythingoes
Is suicide irrational?
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51
Views
2K
JensenX
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Idk what to do
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9
Views
623
assisted
assisted
hauntyoueveryday
Help How do I get everybody out of the house?
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0
Views
508
hauntyoueveryday
hauntyoueveryday
G
Story If you see this, I may be dead
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7
Views
972
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
SonicFan1994
Thoughts on SN being painful?
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23
Views
3K
cowboypants
cowboypants
Dark Moon
Hanging with cords
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0
Views
469
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
P
A confession
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0
Views
323
paintedwreath
P
P
Any other sufferers of iatrogenic harm here??
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0
Views
349
paintedwreath
P
Darkover
Is the world really as bad as I feel like it is?
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20
Views
941
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sugarb
Discussion What’s the best day to CTB?
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5
Views
741
sugarb
sugarb
gum
Painless ways to CBT?
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1
Views
558
dolemitedrums
D
R
Use curing salt that is only 6.25% sodium nitrite?
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12
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Q
Discussion The obsession with SN on this forum seems really weird to me
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32
Views
3K
paintedwreath
P
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Autism and a bad childhood ensured that I would never have a good life
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16
Views
5K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
bubblebunny
Help Maybe a weird request?
Replies
7
Views
515
feelinggloomy
feelinggloomy
black.dahlia
Venting ctb date might need to be moved. dont know if i can make myself live that long
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1
Views
407
YosemiteGrrl
Y
F
  • Question
SN semi-quantitative testkits
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2
Views
346
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
F
P
Help need advice from someone who has bought SN in the US
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0
Views
473
pinkblur
P
KillingPain267
Venting Since my spouse left, that's the point of no return. I have to go
Replies
1
Views
356
snowbird
snowbird
R
Method I need hope
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0
Views
371
Rashmika26
R
UglyCat
i feel like the ugly duckling, but without a happy ending
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4
Views
359
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
Abyssal
Venting Shoutout to the particular hell that is off and on depression
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2
Views
290
alicia
alicia
SilentSadness
Venting Everyone just looks out for themselves.
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2
Views
364
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
Qua
Venting ,,Go out with friends and clean at home"
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4
Views
511
ToastInTheShell
ToastInTheShell
U
Venting Even though my sister, mom, and brother were abused they grew up to be absolutely morally perfect human beings
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0
Views
228
ultrasharpy123456
U
ominisgaunt
Story Leaving soon
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1
Views
591
dimgobaith
D
Illegal Preclear
CTBing due to Schizoaffective Disorder
Replies
6
Views
854
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
prototypian
I don’t want to face tomorrow.
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1
Views
330
popcornheart
popcornheart
plum!
Venting If 'normal' people felt the way I do, they would want to kill themselves too
Replies
6
Views
642
Daryl72
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