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Suicide Discussion

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azoidant
Help Anyone order antiemetics/other meds from ADC?
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0
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217
azoidant
azoidant
ladidabi
Repeated, sudden feelings of hoplessness
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0
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298
ladidabi
ladidabi
CremstDearest
Venting i hate my mom
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9
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752
CremstDearest
CremstDearest
TimeFateLove
It's never enough
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2
Views
436
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eepymumu8
  • Question
Help How long does it take for SN's chemical structural changes?
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7
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857
rozeske
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LostLily
  • Poll
Are you good at hiding your emotions ?
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30
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1K
LostLily
LostLily
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Brazilian states are going to regulate Sodium Nitrite (SN) commercialization
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20
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3K
LostLily
LostLily
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Help How to overcome fasting?
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13
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1K
pace_of_the_future
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true-ending
Venting BPD hurts me so badly every day
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7
Views
574
pulleditnearlyoff
P
Sweet Chainsaw
How Do You Survive Pre-CTB Period? (Can't CTB B/C of My Cat & Logistics)
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2
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621
Forever Sleep
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J
I tried to inject 10ml propofol but unable to inject because it is milky substance
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3
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415
jasmineck
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Might need to pay for school by trying to off myself.
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2
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360
Pigeonleaderboard44
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EmpressDean
Help 24 hr SN?
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6
Views
722
cowboypants
cowboypants
oysa
ppl who have successfully got their hands on SN
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10
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826
turnaround
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Method Slow acting methods and saving face
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27
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3K
Shrooms
Shrooms
yushuyoo
My dad has terminal cancer and it makes me feel guilty
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2
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405
Shrooms
Shrooms
r4hz
mom blames me for all of her suicide attempts
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4
Views
657
Shrooms
Shrooms
PlannedforPeru
Help SN Method, better to try for Meto or Benzo prescription?
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3
Views
475
cowboypants
cowboypants
Kadaver
Venting I love my life 🫰😍
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3
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1K
Shrooms
Shrooms
nothingspecial
Help Is this good rope?
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6
Views
612
Shrooms
Shrooms
glad it’s night
Have you had an older relative or friend ctb? How did you feel later when you got close to or reached their age?
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3
Views
555
Moniker
Moniker
S
Help Should I stop Antipsychotics and Antidepressants for 1,4 Butanediol Method?
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14
Views
916
GoSan1
GoSan1
C
If you knew that reincarnation were real
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23
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1K
Archness
Archness
_crgam
Help Need Help With FSH
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6
Views
838
_crgam
_crgam
L'absent
Method It is 100% foolproof!
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29
Views
3K
Whale_bones
Whale_bones
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Being Petty Before CBT
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0
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225
Caliguy
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Defenestration
Propanolol expired in june 2023
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0
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219
Defenestration
Defenestration
TAW122
Resource After enduring and living with quadriplegia for a decade, he has chosen and been approved for medical assistance in dying
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13
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2K
maniac116
maniac116
seasons4changing
Choosing ctb date with SN
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8
Views
972
Defenestration
Defenestration
leavingsoonx
Discussion Flatline - does anyone else write poetry based on suicide?
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0
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439
leavingsoonx
leavingsoonx
yowai
Venting Thinking of playing the "long game" lol
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5
Views
529
leavingsoonx
leavingsoonx
BlizzardSnow
Venting help
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3
Views
572
BlizzardSnow
BlizzardSnow
FireFox
How to save a life by the Fray effects me now that I am suicidal
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0
Views
452
FireFox
FireFox
109
Venting why do i have a perfect life and i still want to ctb
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12
Views
892
dontlook
dontlook
guineapiglover8503
Discussion I almost CTB 2 weeks ago but I got talked out of it
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3
Views
620
littleraccoon3
littleraccoon3
qualityOV3Rquantity
Venting i cannot fucking endure this much longer
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4
Views
438
Sailor_saturn
Sailor_saturn
RickyIsSad
Needing tips to overcome SI
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5
Views
549
NegevChina
NegevChina
glad it’s night
  • Poll
Would you choose hanging or firearms? (If availability were not a question)
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9
Views
892
JFED
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P
  • Poll
How much hope do you have for the future?
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22
Views
2K
outrider567
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B
An idea to have a crashing of the vertebral arteries (immediate loss of consciousness) with full suspension ?
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2
Views
392
sos
sos
Kimmi.rikudotnet
Venting Imsodeadicantreachthespacekey
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1
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354
sos
sos
D
Tonight's the night
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30
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2K
OldManOfTheLake
OldManOfTheLake
L'absent
Help Is it possible to remain conscious with complete suspension?
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5
Views
615
sos
sos
dontlook
  • Poll
Discussion Would you prefer to discover the body of a loved one or be notified of the death?
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10
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2K
littleraccoon3
littleraccoon3
lawlietsph
"Friend" just made me suicidal af and he doesn't even realize it.
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15
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1K
dyingslowly
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dOm!n!K
Venting Why are parents so surprised when their child goes on with suicide?
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23
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2K
FireFox
FireFox
--SILENCE--
Help me
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4
Views
372
--SILENCE--
--SILENCE--
maniax
Method Nobody will ship SN to me without a business address?
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17
Views
1K
BlizzardSnow
BlizzardSnow
synthcadia
Venting idk what to do.
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0
Views
285
synthcadia
synthcadia
YourLocalSadGirly
Where are good places to go to ctb with CO?
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2
Views
386
leavingsoonx
leavingsoonx
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