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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I can't even get up from the bed
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6
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465
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Seele
Method How to commit a silent CTB? - erase my existence
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10
Views
1K
JoysoftheEmptiness
JoysoftheEmptiness
onelastcall
Help I can’t continue like this much longer. Please help.
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4
Views
722
NegevChina
NegevChina
LittleAngel
Help Vent-ish. Am I a bad person?
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8
Views
955
John Kramer
John Kramer
suicidaltransgirl
My dad told me that he's lost all hope in me
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3
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729
John Kramer
John Kramer
PuppyCatTeeth
Dad told me to jump off a cliff
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15
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2K
John Kramer
John Kramer
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It’s my birthday today
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16
Views
813
John Kramer
John Kramer
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Story Anyone Else Positive That Life Will Never Get Better?
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11
Views
547
UnnervedCompany
UnnervedCompany
leavingsoonx
People want me to kill myself and it makes me less suicidal. Stupid idiots.
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2
Views
536
lilah
lilah
binnychn
Help OD on prescription medication
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4
Views
372
binnychn
binnychn
Aglossa
Venting I don't want my family to find me
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1
Views
441
TennTrixie
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ijustwishtodie
Discussion Is anybody else here being prevented from ctb by the same reasons that they want to ctb?
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3
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401
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
-nobodyknows-
Conflicted feelings about the future
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5
Views
671
Warlord's Pulse
Warlord's Pulse
Utter_emptiness
Is there a way to make my suicide seem like an accidental death??
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19
Views
3K
Warlord's Pulse
Warlord's Pulse
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Attempt as a cry for help
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7
Views
466
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
OneAndOnly!!
Help Overdose without the intention of CTB
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8
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650
SomewhatLoved
SomewhatLoved
6
Help How do you melt 1g of heroine?
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2
Views
518
6o66yx
6
kamikaze_shark04
Does Meto have any interactions with Wellbutrin?
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1
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303
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Lish
Story Firearms License Acquired
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3
Views
420
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Money a key reason for ctb for anyone else?
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25
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1K
limerentsaudade
limerentsaudade
Unleashtherain
My plan is foiled.
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8
Views
846
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SomewhatLoved
Discussion Should hurting people in dying be a reason to not CTB
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10
Views
769
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help (URGENT) DISTRACT ME WITH SOMETHING ALREADY I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE ABOUT THIS FUCKING STORM I TRIED TO CTB BUT I FAILED
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8
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469
FriendDeath
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JustaDreamer
A lil introduction about me.
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2
Views
346
Praestat_Mori
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kamikaze_shark04
SN without water
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7
Views
604
GoSan1
GoSan1
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Venting Ordered SN from DMC (to Germany) - I'm so.. happy
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3
Views
468
Praestat_Mori
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ForsakenShadow
Venting I’m scared I won’t ever get the courage to do it
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9
Views
788
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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crayon
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8
Views
779
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
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Venting Last days (N questions)
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13
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2K
Trappednocure
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kamikaze_shark04
Can one successfully CTB with just Meto and SN?
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2
Views
341
LostSoul1965
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Using Skrill as payment option for DMC
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1
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455
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
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Volunteering at a Vet Clinic
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7
Views
935
JoeFailure
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PlannedforPeru
  • Poll
Discussion Worse to have loved and lost or have never been loved at all?
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15
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1K
MentalFuneral
MentalFuneral
B
Help Would exsanguination via flogging be enough to kill me?
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1
Views
456
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
zombiegirl
who up killing themselves if trump wins
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84
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5K
Worndown
Worndown
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Likelihood of dying to sn?
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9
Views
916
Pryras
Pryras
bathinginmymisery
scared of hurting those i love
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1
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339
lostovertime
lostovertime
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i dont want to write a note
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2
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349
manic
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darkenmydoorstep
Hope this new bill makes it🙏
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13
Views
878
TANETS
TANETS
kamikaze_shark04
What's the packaging look like.
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0
Views
369
kamikaze_shark04
kamikaze_shark04
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Metoclopramide and mexico
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4
Views
340
Honde
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Timothy7dff
Near Death Experiences
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14
Views
1K
maniac116
maniac116
vadim
There's no way out
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1
Views
1K
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
AbyssalAlien
Discussion Potential Heart Attack. Doctors intentionally trying to worsen it.
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4
Views
868
SomewhatLoved
SomewhatLoved
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My uncle just gave me a phone call to check up on me
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1
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340
Life'sA6itch
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CTB Dream
Venting Empty
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1
Views
339
Unleashtherain
Unleashtherain
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I feel worthless
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1
Views
576
Life'sA6itch
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yumeganai
Venting No remorse
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3
Views
721
Life'sA6itch
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naomewki
Venting feeling stuck
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2
Views
417
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
disabledlife
Does bad luck exist? Why do some people, families, etc. have it? Is it the demon? Is it by birth?
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7
Views
652
willow115
willow115
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