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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
nikdiedtoday
Thread for random vents/stories
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2
Views
489
nikdiedtoday
nikdiedtoday
BlueButterfly111
Venting Every time I go to a job interview I feel like ctb
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2
Views
574
Uncounted1846
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Venting I probably wont end up dead I'm not brave or legit like you guys
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7
Views
824
InvasionOfPublicity
InvasionOfPublicity
negi-maguro
Venting Yayy its the holidays, I'm back home with my parents but I'm miserable. I should be celebrating but I find the holidays and weekends sucks.
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2
Views
680
BlockedintheUK
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A Life of Betrayal, Abuse, and Survival
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2
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504
Jello Biafra
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paperbaghat
Discussion Is it wrong to ctb if people depend on you?
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14
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1K
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
sweetdrowning
Discussion do you make an effort to keep your use of this site private?
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33
Views
2K
inextremis
inextremis
claeasi
Venting Recovery didn't work.
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4
Views
663
claeasi
claeasi
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Venting i wish for the comfort that others receive
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5
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503
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
BlissfulEnigma
Plastic bag method that might actually be great
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8
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2K
Jello Biafra
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BlueButterfly111
Story I feel so lost without my dead boyfriend
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4
Views
682
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Busridin'26
Method Hypothermia as a method. Thoughts? Opinions? Knowledge/facts?
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4
Views
571
BPDvic
BPDvic
persepexa
Discussion DNP
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2
Views
378
persepexa
persepexa
dust-in-the-wind
There was a cbt at the beach down the street from me
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3
Views
468
itsgone2
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Method What did it feel like to OD?
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15
Views
1K
darkandtwisty
darkandtwisty
A_Breath_Away
My Suicide Note
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3
Views
691
A_Breath_Away
A_Breath_Away
SadCryingBunny
Guys, I just want to Exit Death
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19
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2K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
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the waiting period
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2
Views
372
honeythunder
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R
If you were Bruce Willis, would you have opted for euthanasia?
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13
Views
748
DeathSweetDeath
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ineedtogetout
Story Which substance reduces si the most
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3
Views
434
Groundhog_Day
Groundhog_Day
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I'm scared of quitting my remote job because of my health and because it may fasten ctb
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5
Views
604
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
muu
Help a couple questions about methods
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8
Views
922
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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Jumping off point, Sydney Australia
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1
Views
406
davidtorez
davidtorez
prompt_critical
How dangerous is PSH/FSH practice?
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3
Views
547
Jadeith
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absolute failure
Method Rope length
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1
Views
509
absolute failure
absolute failure
un.exist
Venting I hate this
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1
Views
405
itsgone2
I
LonelyPrince
Discussion Painless and peaceful death
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16
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eyeswithoutaface
not even that sad
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0
Views
275
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
almondmilk
Venting i want to take off my chest. some thoughts
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3
Views
505
barely_afloat
barely_afloat
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Help Q’s on KN protocol & Random Q’s
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2
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1K
gothbird
gothbird
eyeswithoutaface
leaving soon
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5
Views
530
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
Unsure and Useless
Venting Island of Joy in a Sea of Despair
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3
Views
369
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
Busridin'26
Discussion Leaving a note. Do's & Don't's
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2
Views
629
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
Crematoryy
I feel disconnected
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1
Views
277
spacealiens
spacealiens
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Venting I have everything I could ever ask for, but it doesn't fix what's broken.
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2
Views
654
leaning dream
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R
Do any of you remember when you were smart?
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26
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1K
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
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Discussion Can I be traced from this website?
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11
Views
1K
inextremis
inextremis
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Discussion Where can one CTB? I don't want to traumatize anyone.
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9
Views
1K
invisible4ever
invisible4ever
Siamese Believe
Why are ugly people expected to just accept it and move on? Why live like this when I can destroy this disgusting body that I was forced to exist in
Replies
79
Views
5K
Morte
Morte
IHateTheBeach
God
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8
Views
583
SufferingDev
SufferingDev
parnassius_mnemosyn
Help What happened to the ctb partner thread?
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16
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
anotherlastchance
Usefull info from uncle fester on poison
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3
Views
586
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
khek0_
  • Question
Help Partial hanging help
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5
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
lovelulu
Venting i cant cry without being hurt
Replies
3
Views
369
MrWebBrowser
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LonelyPrince
Venting Is it Love or Loneliness?
Replies
16
Views
952
LonelyPrince
LonelyPrince
kuroshimi
Discussion Is my future became blank?
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4
Views
457
stardusted
stardusted
Bungee_gum
Anyone else planning to be found and interrupted when they ctb?
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12
Views
951
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
TatsumiportSkyline7
Venting I hate hate HATE mental health specialists
Replies
7
Views
867
kitkat9234
K
Defenestration
Correct my plan SN please
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31
Views
4K
Defenestration
Defenestration
A_Breath_Away
Pretending Everything is Okay
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5
Views
421
badatparties
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