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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
C
Goodbye everybody, i have to go
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53
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3K
Realog11
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Aunty_Seuss
Venting Is anybody here disabled, chronically ill, terminally ill, neurodivergent etc.
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14
Views
837
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
A
Discussion What are your thoughts on God and Hell regarding to suicide? do you believe in them?
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37
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2K
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
musingsofaghost
want to kill myself but circumstances won’t allow it
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0
Views
358
musingsofaghost
musingsofaghost
Happy Cat
Help So desperate to leave but can't find anyone to join me
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1
Views
393
idk i forgot xx
idk i forgot xx
E
waiting for something to go wrong
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0
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267
endlessoldierr
E
P
Venting Thinking of cutting off my testicles
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25
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2K
Ilovemyteddies
Ilovemyteddies
F
Is SN the method to go?
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4
Views
1K
Realog11
R
woofwag
How sure are you that you will CTB?
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35
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1K
woofwag
woofwag
lovelulu
What does SN mean?
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4
Views
484
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Siamese Believe
Do you ever end up accidentally talking about suicide with family?
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9
Views
494
SanagiMezamete
SanagiMezamete
darksouls2kicksass
Help Pre-CTB prep...
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6
Views
726
Realog11
R
B
I used a fake identity at a suicide crisis clinic
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6
Views
646
metfan647
M
M
If you are in my situation, will you suicide?
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23
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1K
nolifer23
N
H
Discussion How did you guys aquire SN?
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4
Views
631
DeathSweetDeath
D
coldworld
Venting anyone else
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3
Views
267
lovelulu
lovelulu
attackingvertical
I think Id be less sad if I could be a shut in
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0
Views
283
attackingvertical
attackingvertical
meowme0w
Venting Dunno if I should tell someone
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5
Views
717
vitbar
vitbar
E
Hanging in residential park, too risky?
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2
Views
504
Exhausted546
E
owarikigan
liberating to know the answer
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0
Views
339
owarikigan
owarikigan
A
Discussion Is being locked in a mental hospital or mentally disabled center a good alternative to death or not?
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8
Views
873
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
EmptyBottle
Ye olde furnace (poem about ctb)
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2
Views
434
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
V
Autism & loneliness as a reason to CTB
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25
Views
1K
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
S
Its all just pain
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0
Views
311
Suspect_Device
S
nails
Venting there's nothing
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2
Views
372
nails
nails
nintendo64
Venting I wish I could donate my life
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25
Views
1K
no-hope-no-future
no-hope-no-future
Lilithium
Venting overthinking my plan
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8
Views
681
Lilithium
Lilithium
kufajoy
Can it be peaceful? SN with Propofol and Alprazolam
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9
Views
1K
Realog11
R
C
Seroquel plus short suspension
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0
Views
189
closedeyepeace
C
eggsausagerice
Venting i'm acting how i would expect an antisocial suicidal person to act but i'm not dead
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5
Views
779
meowme0w
meowme0w
E
"Countless have it worse and they're not killing themselves"
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22
Views
830
inkmage333
inkmage333
D
I'm afraid of myself
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1
Views
287
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
mrjam
  • Question
Discussion Pins and neede]les when testing partial?
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3
Views
376
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
Aunty_Seuss
Discussion What do you believe will happen afterwards?
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26
Views
1K
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
B
Help me please
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5
Views
683
Hollowman
H
cylus46
Venting Tornado.
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2
Views
445
cylus46
cylus46
Jisatsu
Venting Just another bad night...
Replies
5
Views
643
Baisley
B
M
UK SN/ nembutal access
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15
Views
1K
HumanBBQ
HumanBBQ
B
Help finding a comment
Replies
7
Views
460
kurgan
kurgan
Jisatsu
Venting My little brother had a attempt
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6
Views
654
Baisley
B
Sylveon
Discussion Does your mind swing between wanting to live and wanting to CTB?
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54
Views
3K
BlockedintheUK
B
39hatsune
Venting dont want to die but dont want to live
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6
Views
582
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Q
Discussion People who tried hanging (partial too) but failed, can you describe how was the pain?
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3
Views
941
Forveleth
F
D
Discussion WWIII isn’t fear mongering anymore
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13
Views
782
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
sweetdrowning
Help how much metoclopramide? will it degrade?
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2
Views
392
sweetdrowning
sweetdrowning
OnMyLast Legs
  • Poll
Morality
Replies
6
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
JadedBeing
Discussion Can you remember the first time you felt suicidal?
Replies
74
Views
3K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
LIFE_IS_BUT_A_GAME
Help (Urgent) How do I make myself jump?
Replies
7
Views
539
Dante_
Dante_
lovelulu
Discussion bad episode
Replies
4
Views
457
madeincruddy
madeincruddy
H
Venting Thinking of setting a date
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1
Views
306
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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