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Suicide Discussion

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M
Having fantasies about being killed
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12
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654
Living_Hurts_so_Much
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suicidalstrawbabie
What methods could you never do?
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60
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3K
XYZ
XYZ
R
Drowning - plus shallow water blackout
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9
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1K
CSSLAVE
C
Nymph
Venting Just opened up to my mom
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5
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
catsarecool
Venting Not having a way out is killing me
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5
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763
CarbonMonoxide
CarbonMonoxide
overwhelming
Dammit
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0
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811
overwhelming
overwhelming
G
Clonazepam
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4
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604
Justin1985
J
RainAndSadness
How to store N
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4
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1K
Matthias_k
M
SipSop
Venting Venting thread
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2
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876
SipSop
SipSop
Alucard
N and Antidepressants : bad interactions ?
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5
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995
IrRegularjoe
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E
Don't want to live but scared to die?
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11
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1K
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
Nymph
Help Hearing sounds from white noise
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11
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1K
Tiedie
T
TAW122
Discussion WRT to processes and safeguards of voluntary euthanasia (Part II)
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3
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751
TAW122
TAW122
finalnap
Anybody else not into the idea of life?
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30
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2K
Iamcharlie
Iamcharlie
G
Barbiturates
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0
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488
gamaliel
G
M
Self diagnosed BPD???
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14
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1K
Toobrokentofix
Toobrokentofix
L
Bad Conscience
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3
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406
Lordsudbury
L
G
SN help please
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0
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442
Ghettofunk
G
BitterlyAlive
Oh look. another breakdown.
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8
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699
Ktmnny
K
Blue LIPS
Resource GIUFFRE V. MAXWELL Unsealed Documents
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12
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2K
Aap
A
L
Induced Heart Attacks
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2
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657
Wisdom3_1-9
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A
  • Locked
All ready
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39
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3K
aminend
aminend
S
I want to do it but can't
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4
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678
Linda
Linda
L
The Three day rule?
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6
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1K
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
Whited Sepulchre
Method How to ctb by jumping
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3
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1K
pringle6066
P
K
Discussion Question about SN
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1
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508
autumnal
autumnal
roju
Venting I feel so much guilt for doing this to my family. I'm so scared and profoundly sad.
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10
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1K
WillOxyWork
WillOxyWork
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Now everybody hates me. Living with BPD is impossible and I should die because of it
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12
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2K
Linda
Linda
ahs1079
Amount of SN
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5
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625
autumnal
autumnal
ahs1079
Understanding the WHY.
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1
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979
Brink
Brink
ahs1079
HERE IS THE WHY.
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0
Views
643
ahs1079
ahs1079
Mustkeyknow
Things are actively getting worse
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1
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598
BitterlyAlive
BitterlyAlive
TAW122
About freedom of choice and why we aren't "truly" free
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33
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2K
CursedForDisaster
C
V
I plan on cbt next week.
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1
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574
Linda
Linda
W
Alive but dead
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0
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620
whywere
W
lighthousekeeper
Some things I've been noticing about myself near (hopefully) the end of my life...
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1
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756
littlecorporal
L
R
Gave everything away, still waiting
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1
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828
whywere
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K
Authantic buying CN
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0
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408
kajag
K
nigelhernandez
Discussion Why is most anti-suicide rhetoric about guilt tripping rather than reasons to live for yourself?
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15
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1K
Midnight-rain
M
Sdj
Going with SN, propranolol, xanax, meto, antacid tonight
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11
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2K
MeriDeath
MeriDeath
Pryras
Discussion Where do you want to be when you decide to ctb?
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48
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3K
clocktower
clocktower
Nature_is_God
Venting Another horrible day today, anticipating a horrible one tomorrow.
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0
Views
591
Nature_is_God
Nature_is_God
W
Feeling like I want to cbt
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1
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896
Living_Hurts_so_Much
L
Sugar_Cookie21
Thank you all, and sayonara :D (Suicide Note)
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23
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3K
Sugar_Cookie21
Sugar_Cookie21
Sing_Me_To_Sleep
Discussion Hypothermia
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12
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1K
Linda
Linda
W
Want to ctb
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0
Views
357
Whitebigwall
W
Thin Chew
Courage to jump
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0
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540
Thin Chew
Thin Chew
B
I can’t stand being alive anymore
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25
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2K
Living_Hurts_so_Much
L
RecycledAtoms
Method Hypothermia
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6
Views
2K
Linda
Linda
Hank
Method Hello, and considering hypothermia
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22
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4K
Linda
Linda
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