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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Constant coincidences and bad luck
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16
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Bct
Bct
vesttigeel
Does anyone know of any ways to experience literal hell to offer some relief or substitute for ctb urges?
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25
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1K
Aonewayticketplease
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TAW122
Venting How and why psych holds (even temporary ones) are considered "legalized criminality"
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25
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2K
Darksektori
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madgod
i started drinking again
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5
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1K
Aonewayticketplease
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Discussion does anyone else get jealous of dead people?
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43
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3K
lotus11
lotus11
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Failed attempt
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6
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961
Cashewmilk
Cashewmilk
Iwouldratherdie
Try another time
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1
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506
SpottedPanda
SpottedPanda
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Procuring meto
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20
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901
enjolras
enjolras
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People who have taken an Olanzapine overdose, what was it like + was there any long term damage?
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3
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839
moon_r4
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RileyTanaka
Leaving soon - bus is around the corner
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3
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969
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
krsu
Help will this combo make me go night night forever?
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10
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1K
charlottewilts
charlottewilts
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Just ordered my BBQs
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0
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475
Chucchy
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Methadone how much
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2
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578
SNOB
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Close_to_freedom
How did you know you were close?
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1
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615
SuiSqueeze92
SuiSqueeze92
K
I’m in a hotel room trying to do partial suspension
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2
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1K
Sadkitty
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Red
Last ditch attempt at puzzling it all out
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3
Views
636
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
bipolarg0ner
Effective hanging method?
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3
Views
871
prochoicefriend
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
I don't have money for a gun, what can I do instead?
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11
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1K
garbagemonkey
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UrDreamz
Trying to find the words
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1
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472
AnxietyAttack44
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Close_to_freedom
Jumpers: is it better to fall forward or backward so as not to land on your feet?
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3
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714
Jessica5
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Some questions about the SN Method
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6
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693
Lilium
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Cosmiq
Has anyone attempted to jump, but was talked down?
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17
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1K
Irrelevant biologist
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Im ready
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6
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701
K-O
K-O
737492
Method Benzos and alcohol
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13
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2K
Emily_Numb
Emily_Numb
Razor's Edge
Help Dark Web & Cryptocurrency...Please Someone...Can you give detailed Instructions...Like I'm a 3rd Grader?
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5
Views
950
jgm63
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JohnnieWalkerDead
My Situation
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0
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438
JohnnieWalkerDead
JohnnieWalkerDead
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sometimes i just need to wallow in self pity
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2
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557
painoflife
painoflife
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Venting i feel so hopeless
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4
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561
2020wanderlust
2020wanderlust
korosenai
1 month til I CTB
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1
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1K
korosenai
korosenai
Cosmiq
Anyone making their goodbye note a video or voice recording?
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23
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1K
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
nigelhernandez
Discussion Is there an evolutionary reason why people are against suicide?
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12
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1K
Libracusp_1022
Libracusp_1022
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Do you think this will hold me? I weight 64kg
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6
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693
shipwreck
shipwreck
Deleted member 17331
Mental disorders and the "lack" of god
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24
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1K
Disintegration
Disintegration
foreverbroken28
Goodbye Family
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14
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2K
Brackenshire
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Smurf in a casket
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7
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869
AcornUnderground
A
Close_to_freedom
What would happen if I sent tons of letters to Democrat senators throughout the U.S. asking them to legalize euthanasia for the mentally ill?
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38
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2K
Darksektori
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Vault of Memories
Nothing makes depression and never ending suicidal thoughts worse than a boss you can’t stand
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4
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562
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
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Help Does being on this site make me a participant to suicide
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14
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2K
Deleted member 1465
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Want to live broadcast my CTB method
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11
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989
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Story Really hate my life
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7
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815
SunInTheShade9
SunInTheShade9
Tiktok
SN in home while everyone’s asleep
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5
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747
Lethe
Lethe
DoNotLet2
Venting I don't want to live but I don't want to die
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21
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2K
AcornUnderground
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Covidblows
Emo rant re good days
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4
Views
522
Covidblows
Covidblows
LM10
SN lies
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7
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787
LM10
LM10
RileyTanaka
Does SN go bad once opened?
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11
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1K
I screwed up
I
Lettam
  • Poll
Discussion Live Streaming CTB
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13
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3K
Ardesevent
Ardesevent
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Antacids with SN
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12
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2K
Taraxias
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Anyone ctbing because of their looks and their brain
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7
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1K
ugly_loser2008
ugly_loser2008
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Sn delivery
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1
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613
autumnal
autumnal
_Minsk
Story has all this suffering made you emotionally numb too?
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2
Views
695
Mr2005
Mr2005
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