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Suicide Discussion

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nitrogen
Where do you hide your SN in the house from your family?
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20
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1K
Shinbu
Shinbu
Zoltiel
Has anyone else had to move a lot as a kid?
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19
Views
959
squirtsoda
squirtsoda
Oscar.in.the.closet
Discussion Can you remember a time when you didn't feel so empty?
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8
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779
Broken Chimera
Broken Chimera
P
I can’t be comfortable anywhere
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1
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943
Thereisnothing
Thereisnothing
T
Venting I feel relief in my ctb thoughts
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2
Views
559
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
DepressedAngel
Can someone just kill me
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16
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1K
DepressedAngel
DepressedAngel
Throwmyselfaway
Making amends
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4
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576
TAW122
TAW122
FracturedSeraphim
My roommate forgot her wallet and came back and saw me.
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19
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2K
Jean4
Jean4
Thereisnothing
  • Poll
Discussion How sure are you about going through with it?
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14
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1K
Journeytoletgo
J
Deadman000_
Help Getting access to the rooftops of tall buildings?
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11
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2K
Longman
L
ALittleBurden
Venting My only friend may, probably will, ctb because of our relationship.
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5
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927
ALittleBurden
ALittleBurden
P
Letting myself just sleep today
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6
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608
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
B
Discussion Research into suicide network on Instagram
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9
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1K
Grandexit
Grandexit
V
Venting is there something wrong with me?
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2
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579
S1mpleme
S
E
Help Warning note
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9
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2K
Badlucked21
B
g0921
Discussion Should the autopsy show it is suicide if I bloodlet myself daily to cause severe anemia and dead by heart failure?
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21
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1K
g0921
g0921
W
Help Making the most out of Overdose
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10
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2K
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
Elekrel
Cannabis with appetite?
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11
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1K
Daktalsnakal
Daktalsnakal
V
The police came to my house
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84
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5K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
nailcat
exit bags
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3
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725
easywayout
E
Alcal
Last week- what would you do?
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11
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897
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
hybridtheory
bed sheet curiosity
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4
Views
899
Defenestrator
Defenestrator
ScornedStoic
Help At what height would jumping be instantly fatal?
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23
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2K
ScornedStoic
ScornedStoic
M
Paranormal activity just before trying to CTB
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15
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2K
Sensei
Sensei
b0s
Help Plans for after my death
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4
Views
1K
Fragile
Fragile
littlelady774
Does anyone worry about how kids will react to your death?
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13
Views
929
Fragile
Fragile
lasagneass
Venting Is anyone feeling the same?
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7
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1K
beatlegirl
beatlegirl
R
Failed Fentanyl Attempt
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22
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2K
fficiallyjawshh
F
issyishere
Discussion Anyone else suffering from not being able to sleep or insomnia?
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34
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2K
freaky3600
freaky3600
seho_j
Making a promise not to die
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18
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1K
foreveryoung
foreveryoung
U
What are you doing to work up to it?
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20
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1K
MysticPerception
MysticPerception
HorribleFeelings1
Hello!
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7
Views
668
Hopeindeath!
H
R
Discussion What’s like for me. What is your experience like?
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0
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525
Reallyreallyreally
R
T
Chloroquine or SN
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4
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1K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
N
Mother says mental health system failed son shot by police
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5
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1K
Xaphous
Xaphous
GoodPersonEffed
Chloroquine Method - Why or Why Not? Ancedotal Evidence Available?
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5
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2K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
Freedom Believer
Discussion Do you ever break down when you finally are alone?
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65
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3K
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
R
I may be gone tonight
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16
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2K
TheEndof
TheEndof
C
I use to beat myself up until I realized I was right all along
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16
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1K
Skyview
Skyview
reapandsow918
What do you hope to accomplish through CTB?
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71
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4K
Innereye
Innereye
SativaKherifa
Venting Venting IRL made me wanna kill myself even more
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9
Views
810
cowbain
C
T
From 0 to 10 how suicidal are you feeling today?
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37
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2K
Whitewash11235814
Whitewash11235814
R
Anyone ordered from A recently and recieved?
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1
Views
601
SneekUponIt
S
MsMaudlin
Story Goodbye letters?
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9
Views
906
LegaliseIt!
LegaliseIt!
B
Discussion Anyone else visualizing CTB to calm themselves/overcome SI?
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17
Views
953
Crushed_Innocence
Crushed_Innocence
Crushed_Innocence
Discussion Afraid to DIE VS. Afraid to LIVE: Which one will win?
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5
Views
808
TheLastGoodbye
T
Daktalsnakal
Venting Deception loneliness and drowning
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5
Views
648
Daktalsnakal
Daktalsnakal
T
SN Excuse
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15
Views
995
Quarky00
Quarky00
elizabeth.luck
Tried to buy SN on eBay and...
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107
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9K
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
HereToday
Not wanting my body to be found
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27
Views
2K
Skyview
Skyview
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