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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
kane
Fear Of Hell
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24
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2K
Spitfire
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MrBigSad
Venting Places of worship
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6
Views
919
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
S
Would you drink SN in your car or in a hotel?
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13
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1K
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
Life_and_Death
  • Poll
How would you feel?
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7
Views
562
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
L
Venting Celebrity deaths vs me
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6
Views
708
Sherri
Sherri
Beautiful Angel
Getting closer to the End!
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1
Views
476
123doodoo
1
_Minsk
Discussion anyone also feels better at night?
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45
Views
2K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
Close_to_freedom
How likely will my suicide influence another person I know to ctb?
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29
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1K
BabyBirch
BabyBirch
Infinite Conscious
Prices of various methods - SN, N, He, CO, guns, ropes
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6
Views
875
k75
k75
D
How to get over fear of jumping?
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10
Views
729
dilapidatedMind
D
R
Any songs to trigger suicidal thoughts??
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10
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1K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
L
What if death is not the end of this?
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35
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2K
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
please_kill_me
Help I cant ctb for him but i cant live either
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16
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1K
please_kill_me
please_kill_me
dec132013
Venting Somehow have never been in a relationship
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4
Views
479
AintNoWayOut
A
Painless_end
Difficulty of existence
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4
Views
526
AintNoWayOut
A
Deleted member 22650
I need a good excuse
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8
Views
845
k75
k75
Ardesevent
Discussion Do friendships and relationships feel hollow to you?
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15
Views
909
k75
k75
snowman626
  • Poll
anyone here (adults) still play with stuffed animals?
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28
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
LonelyDude15
I Have the House to Myself this Weekend
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8
Views
687
bluejane
B
N
SN Preparation
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7
Views
642
NitrogenVacuum
N
U
Help What rope should I buy for partial and full suspension hanging?
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4
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1K
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
B
Darkness
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1
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895
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
iftheworldwasending
leaving family behind
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15
Views
791
dilapidatedMind
D
H
Help Probably getting hospitalized soon
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3
Views
583
iDieUDie80
iDieUDie80
L
Stranded in Mexico
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5
Views
566
bluejane
B
Caspers
Venting Such a loser
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23
Views
1K
Heart Shards
H
C
Discussion Your strangest reason for CTBing?
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113
Views
5K
Lilacmoon
Lilacmoon
S
Enough is enough
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15
Views
2K
Hopeindeath!
H
Deleted member 22650
Anyone living in Canada ever got N from A?
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2
Views
561
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
Soulless Angel
Why is suicide so complicated for us?
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24
Views
1K
ARW3N
ARW3N
Painless_end
Are you functional or have been in the past
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26
Views
1K
RedFoxSwims
R
purplesmoothie
Opiates
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44
Views
2K
checkouttime
C
Deleted member 22650
About N order
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1
Views
458
Nymph
Nymph
HappyMstake
Discussion Anyone else having increasing dreams about suicide or death in general?
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17
Views
981
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
S
The pain is unbearable
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5
Views
529
Soul
Soul
-Focusedarkness-
Help Advice would be really appreciated right now.
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8
Views
712
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
bov
Teardrops on my Guitar
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5
Views
550
fox21132113
F
glitchgirl
Method Alone, afraid and counting down the days.
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7
Views
994
TooConscious
T
S
I’m tired of not being loved
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52
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2K
Mm80
Mm80
J
Ativan
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2
Views
1K
TooConscious
T
Stepheng7287
How can I calm my nerves before going through with it?
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1
Views
616
enuff
E
L I F E T O L O S E
best place to hang yourself
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17
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2K
Alec
Alec
S
Trying to locate 1,4 butanediol or SN
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6
Views
856
Sweetfa
S
PJFord
Video Similar to Contemplating CTBing
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1
Views
882
Neowise
Neowise
BipolarGuy
It's going to be this weekend
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216
Views
13K
TheQ22
T
Meditation guide
Do you feel this way? “I’ve had so many good experiences in the last year that I wouldn’t have gotten to have if I died.”
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15
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1K
Matthias_k
M
D
Why are some people unable to die by partial suspension?
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23
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1K
SHThrowAway213
SHThrowAway213
N
Nembutal milkshake
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17
Views
1K
laura fines
laura fines
Bulldogbitch
Help Lost
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11
Views
644
Bulldogbitch
Bulldogbitch
ecmnesia
Discussion am i the only one who envy those that are dying?
Replies
21
Views
1K
Hyperbunny
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