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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I can't stop, I can't stop touching him & crying, I am diseased, this is pathetic, this is insanity. He doesn't want me to stop. My fucking heart is going to explode blood all over him.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
I can't stop, I can't stop touching him & crying, I am diseased, this is pathetic, this is insanity. He doesn't want me to stop. My fucking heart is going to explode blood all over him.

It's not pathetic, It's not insanity.

You are there for each other, you love each other. Some people live and die without ever knowing this feeling. Me for instance, I never had any of this.

He is very lucky to have you with him. It's tough, might even seem impossible, but as long as you two are together, it will be easier. Yes, The impossible might gets a little easier, as strange as this phrase might sound.

Reading this made me very happy.
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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It's not pathetic, It's not insanity.
My neediness is out of control, I'm acting like a fucking infant. I can't stop crying, I don't know what to do. I have to work, I can't afford this bullshit...
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
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My neediness is out of control, I'm acting like a fucking infant. I can't stop crying, I don't know what to do. I have to work, I can't afford this bullshit...
It's new, it's gonna be like that for a while. I miss that feeling.
 
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Flippy

Felis Sapien
Jan 5, 2020
931
I can't stop, I can't stop touching him & crying, I am diseased, this is pathetic, this is insanity. He doesn't want me to stop. My fucking heart is going to explode blood all over him.
You aren't pathetic, or diseased. I agree with what others have said, it's new and all consuming, and, I think perfectly normal. It's those bonding chemicals like oxytocin, reinforcing your connection. It's normal.

Maybe part of your brain is rebelling? Maybe it's struggling to accept this new situation. But you do deserve to be happy, you do deserve to enjoy this. Things will likely settle in after a time to something more routine once the initial explosion of emotion calms down a bit.

Enjoy the crazy ride for a while!
 
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AaronHernandez

Fairytale gone bad
Sep 6, 2021
10
Damn dude I like you so much dont go just not yet....
 
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Pure

Specialist
Jun 29, 2021
366
I can't stop, I can't stop touching him & crying, I am diseased, this is pathetic, this is insanity. He doesn't want me to stop. My fucking heart is going to explode blood all over him.
This sounds like love. It's a good thing to hold on to. I heard it keeps people alive even when they want to die.
 
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