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Suicide Discussion

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Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Discussion Nytol and hallucinations
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3
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714
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
CrazyMary
No guts at the very end with SN
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35
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2K
SadFather2020
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sadworld
My SN arrived. CTB this weekend!
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1
Views
732
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
ecmnesia
Venting persistent dreams about cbt
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2
Views
473
sadworld
sadworld
C
Method Is the SN correct?
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8
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1K
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
bugasboy
Method Midazolam Dormicum with SN
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4
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1K
bugasboy
bugasboy
oono
Help failed attempt and search for a solution
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10
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1K
oono
oono
M
Use of simple oxygen mask and nitrogen
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18
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2K
Kruger
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K
Where can I buy pure pressurised N2 in the UK? Struggling to find any.
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0
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462
Kruger
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Anyone in the Philippines know where to buy SN?
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10
Views
794
bugasboy
bugasboy
Literalgarbage
Probably suicide
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5
Views
754
albino_elk
albino_elk
Life_and_Death
Discussion personality disorders
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24
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2K
LastWhisper
LastWhisper
S
ctb alone. I have children.
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9
Views
969
laserfocus111
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DetachedDreamer97
Discussion Self-induced heart attack via adrenaline (bearshaek)
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49
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10K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
BitterlyAlive
Venting I am so desperate for the courage and strength to end it.
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12
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1K
foxdie
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
Comment down below how bad of a person I am
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25
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1K
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
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Posting again. Desparate for immediate help checking my SN
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4
Views
701
kqlysrsly
K
Literalgarbage
Got it
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4
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
deepseaburrito
thoughts on suicide gestures/parasuicide?
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21
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1K
deepseaburrito
deepseaburrito
allym101
Help Hanging with robe?
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13
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1K
allym101
allym101
Lawliet
Venting Bullying Escalates
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7
Views
691
Sherri
Sherri
Squiddy
Venting Does anyone else want to ctb because they have a really bad phobia?
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19
Views
1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
willitpass
Venting i’m out of options
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0
Views
519
willitpass
willitpass
T
Doing a 'test' SN run using salt
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13
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1K
SadGuyWannaDie
S
IRIYAMA
Memorial to member who successfully CTB
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11
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
S
Buying Experiences (Canada)
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5
Views
738
greyhound
greyhound
O
Help i need something safe
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0
Views
872
Oli
O
M
ill ctb tonight
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62
Views
4K
Silvermorning
Silvermorning
MrBigSad
Discussion Failed attempts?
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21
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2K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
S
I’m so sad today
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19
Views
763
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
Ardesevent
Studies show that involuntary hospitalization increases suicide risk
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9
Views
925
the witch’s lament
the witch’s lament
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PARANOID
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0
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710
Amandye13
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xLosthopex
Help Please review my regimen
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11
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1K
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
allym101
Help Is hanging "loud"?
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14
Views
2K
Forgotten
Forgotten
ecmnesia
Help coping with college, cbt and mental illness
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11
Views
755
lighthousekeeper
lighthousekeeper
fluffymuffin
Help Gaviscon as an antacid (SN)
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2
Views
793
fluffymuffin
fluffymuffin
GonnaGoBye
Gonna drink SN after it arrives
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29
Views
2K
bugasboy
bugasboy
Meditation guide
Facing Death, kept alive on machines in an intensive care unit, not good!
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9
Views
890
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
S
What can I expect taking SN?
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4
Views
615
Steamm
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death137
What do you think should/shouldn’t be done on the last day?
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3
Views
502
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
dropdeadfred
Venting F it all (my “F you” rant)
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2
Views
538
Astronomer
Astronomer
TheGoodGuy
Inside Out Pixar (spoilers)
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9
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1K
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Meditation guide
Consider wearing a heart rate monitor when you ctb for others to see and document
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9
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1K
willitpass
willitpass
G
I was hesitant to post this but I’m too distressed not to.
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63
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4K
Ghost2211
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Help Questions about SN and N
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4
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1K
elfinspace
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
What do do when you can face people because of guilt but are also too chicken to suicide?
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5
Views
1K
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw for self harm] other coping mechanisms?
Replies
7
Views
779
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
willitpass
Venting the bus may be coming sooner than later
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12
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2K
willitpass
willitpass
suicidalstrawbabie
Need words of encouragement...
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15
Views
846
x~Sophia~x
x~Sophia~x
M
Grr
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1
Views
482
VIBRITANNIA
VIBRITANNIA
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