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Suicide Discussion

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the_phoenix_project
I fantasise about my parents dying so that I can be free to ctb
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6
Views
520
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
overwhelming
Venting you
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3
Views
650
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
1st attempt failed
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11
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Is this SN good enough?
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1
Views
482
Dot
Dot
fox_wannabe
Anybody else wants to be comforted before ctb?
Replies
36
Views
2K
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
Y
CTB by nuke
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10
Views
1K
justsayin
justsayin
mentalhealthfighter
My mom is talking about SN again
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20
Views
1K
RN12
RN12
RN12
is it possible to test N? how you now for sure it's legit?
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1
Views
485
Tesha
Tesha
fox_wannabe
Parent finding my body
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21
Views
1K
fly away
F
Apricity
Anyone in Cali with extra SN?
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4
Views
459
Apricity
Apricity
Dear Agony
My (ex) best friend killed himself today.
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8
Views
2K
Marktheghost
Marktheghost
Ch92921
Bipolar crash
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3
Views
466
Apricity
Apricity
gorillazlover
How do I find a place to do ''it''
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8
Views
580
Apricity
Apricity
L
Venting Dumped 3 days b4 birthday and need to move house again
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11
Views
660
nico1420
N
B
  • Question
Method which methods cause fulminant hepatitis?
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1
Views
554
Jblack
Jblack
G
Anyone used this company
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2
Views
569
Jblack
Jblack
S
Now
Replies
2
Views
432
sanu189
S
St. Jimmy
Update
Replies
10
Views
786
UnemployedMD
U
Chisel
Venting I want her to know.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Apricity
Apricity
peacetoall
Pre-existence
Replies
3
Views
466
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
WornOutLife
Venting My psych and therapist have dumped me!
Replies
26
Views
2K
ellieUK
E
Butterflyfree
My 2 biggest fears
Replies
20
Views
940
Tempest
Tempest
PeopleAreWeird
Venting I feel like I'm the living embodiment of the "I'm so OCD" trend
Replies
4
Views
532
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
My recovery attempt finally fails and now even my therapist begins to acknowledge it
Replies
1
Views
484
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sasshimi
Venting I'm finally doing it tonight
Replies
19
Views
2K
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
L
How to plan funeral...
Replies
9
Views
1K
Starryeyes
Starryeyes
H
Death
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21
Views
938
ihatemyselfsomuch
ihatemyselfsomuch
B
Venting How are "neuroatypical" people treated in their countries?
Replies
6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Methods
Replies
1
Views
475
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ExitTheMatrix
Discussion If you had access to any method and meds to facilitate ctb. Would you reconsider your current one?
Replies
32
Views
3K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
halcyon
6 months.
Replies
2
Views
515
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
SN onde comprar no Brasil
Replies
5
Views
775
LonelyBrazilian
LonelyBrazilian
it's_all_a_game
Just used my last bit of cash left to get backup SN from IC
Replies
4
Views
584
Dead Meat
Dead Meat
S
Metoclopramide maloox 5 mg
Replies
0
Views
372
Suicide squad
S
S
N from av
Replies
17
Views
984
callme
callme
M
What else keeps you in this life? Write what, why, etc.
Replies
40
Views
3K
motel rooms
motel rooms
B
When is your planned Death Day?
Replies
34
Views
2K
whatev3r
W
E
Venting Euthanasia should be legal
Replies
2
Views
390
Hurt
H
N
Would you be a happy about a deadly disease despite the fact it might be very painful?
Replies
15
Views
885
TriggerHappy
TriggerHappy
sickofbeinghere
clot
Replies
2
Views
427
sickofbeinghere
sickofbeinghere
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Anyone else abuse their RX meds?
Replies
3
Views
452
sadbadpsychogirl
sadbadpsychogirl
skippingrecords
Venting I might be ready soon.
Replies
4
Views
599
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Donk
Venting anyone else here with ptsd trauma from being bullied?
Replies
5
Views
1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
I
Venting Can’t get my head clear
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5
Views
821
Idontmatter
I
H0110W
Venting I'm totally fine and I still want to kms.
Replies
6
Views
629
brutalus
brutalus
Scribble Fan
Venting I feel so alone...
Replies
4
Views
506
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
I am a fraud soon I get caught
Replies
5
Views
715
noname223
N
RN12
GHB is it smart?
Replies
1
Views
527
oneweekleft
oneweekleft
RN12
looking for N from D
Replies
0
Views
396
RN12
RN12
M
Where can i buy SN in South Africa
Replies
6
Views
1K
Deadly_Intention
Deadly_Intention
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