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Suicide Discussion

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Sadness20
Oleander seeds from Amazon? Are they the same you can use to CTB?
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3
Views
677
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
Intelligent_Panic99
No one believes me
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8
Views
1K
Iwishiwasafrog
Iwishiwasafrog
Lost Magic
What is your dream fantasy escape from this life?
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22
Views
1K
Darkover
Darkover
R
Wait or Go Forward
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3
Views
416
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
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Story Gave my Ex everything, now I have nothing left
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10
Views
956
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Versailles
Losing interest in almost everything
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4
Views
581
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
My N got stopped by customs in Sweden :(
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73
Views
5K
Pau MP
Pau MP
G
Discussion 25mg of SN enough to kill ? Or 25g the same.
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5
Views
603
Someone123
S
B
Is tonight the night?
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6
Views
457
Foresight
Foresight
fuhloof
Venting been wishing to die for a few years now
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2
Views
422
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Muse
Yesterday was the worst
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3
Views
495
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Do artists who ctb have a higher chance to get a cult status? (Kurt Cobain/DFW)
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0
Views
332
noname223
N
bad luck
Venting I need to go now
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21
Views
1K
Micheal64
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F
Overdose cocktail
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2
Views
363
foggy
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G
Resource Can we post the brand of SN not the source of buyer?
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0
Views
699
Graytaichi
G
J
Just mixed my SN. Help.
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50
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4K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
J
Brave officers clung onto man for five minutes before tragic fall from Humber Bridge
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1
Views
645
PeacefulSloth
PeacefulSloth
S
Discussion Suicide method in Europe
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9
Views
1K
SubZero
S
hopelessgirl
Can I kill myself just because my life is absurd?
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39
Views
2K
Red Scare
Red Scare
S
Will a .32 Beretta do the trick?
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6
Views
944
Someone123
S
P
If I die....
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3
Views
486
PDAnnie2610
P
M
  • Question
Oxy and wine
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12
Views
614
Kristicide
Kristicide
NothingElseMatters
I'm 35 years old and still live with my parents
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27
Views
2K
summers
S
J
Antipsychotics
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7
Views
933
lmon
lmon
L
Resource Heat and mental illnesses
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3
Views
728
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
wanttogetonthebus
Method How many bottles of N can one drink before losing consciousness?
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46
Views
4K
KimKevorkian
K
S
Any singaporeans want to ctb together?
Replies
18
Views
990
VoidDesirer22
VoidDesirer22
Volatile
Deep down, why do i feel like i’m going to live forever?
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9
Views
1K
VoidDesirer22
VoidDesirer22
justfloating
Venting just feel used and unlovable
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3
Views
425
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
deerme
Help discreet ways to ctb
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6
Views
759
lifehurtsalot
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Versailles
I found this video about SS
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2
Views
688
Shu
Shu
VoidDesirer22
Venting I feel deep, horrifying regret for having wasted large amounts of other people's time.
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2
Views
639
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
Method Large or small part of neck tie
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0
Views
489
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
StarryStarry
SO ALONE
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17
Views
829
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
W
Method Joining the army?
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9
Views
2K
clown
clown
Polar_tye
Sources I found for Nembutal and sn
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9
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2K
diamond975
D
N
Anyone here alpha males but still want to CTB?
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17
Views
886
whatevs
whatevs
W
Full tank of gas, but nowhere to go...
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7
Views
573
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
I
Discussion Nembutal hype
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41
Views
4K
BrokenBliss
BrokenBliss
L
How to get SN delivered other than my apartment? US
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2
Views
353
Life is overrated
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xLosthopex
Help Has anyone here ever successfully ran away/gone missing?
Replies
6
Views
958
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
FuneralCry
The suffering will only end when I die
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13
Views
1K
eyeroller
eyeroller
idontgiveadvicehere
Is it okay to use a UPS pickup point (instead of a PO box)? How likely is N to get intercepted (USA)? Also can someone PM to confirm his email?
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0
Views
401
idontgiveadvicehere
idontgiveadvicehere
D
Zofran + Risperdone instead of meto
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2
Views
377
somuchpain1
S
Lost Magic
Discussion What simple pleasure(s) will you miss the most?
Replies
27
Views
1K
OldDrummer
O
S
Find difficult to purchase GAS or SN
Replies
8
Views
588
thisplaceisaprison
T
lucid
Venting just so tired
Replies
6
Views
490
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Painless_end
Life feels like a punishment
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6
Views
631
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
What if this site didn’t exist?
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6
Views
785
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ghostunderthelight
I don't feel like I deserve to feel like this
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3
Views
399
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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