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Suicide Discussion

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VINDICTIVEVEGETABLE
Story Hey all new member here.
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Final-push123
Final-push123
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You missed nothing before and you will miss nothing afterwards
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16
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1K
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
The lonelyest soul
I should of read the small print 😂
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7
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773
The lonelyest soul
The lonelyest soul
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Discussion Emotional abusive domestic relationship and I don't see a way out
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20
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1K
Cerulea
Cerulea
lemony-cakes
Help Please help with ctb plan, want to ctb asap
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23
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1K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
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Wife kills husband by empyting entire bottle of Visine in his water
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20
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5K
Cerulea
Cerulea
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Help Contacting an attorney while hospitalized
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4
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622
Cerulea
Cerulea
Joeydoe
Alkyl nitrites
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0
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418
Joeydoe
Joeydoe
reverse03
Venting They found my SN
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9
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1K
reverse03
reverse03
spectraltease
Want to move up my ctb date
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3
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438
spectraltease
spectraltease
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I was led to this site by Pro-life Youtube Videos
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20
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1K
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HangInThere
Suicide preparation
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11
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3K
spectraltease
spectraltease
motel rooms
Would you agree that many young people's depression is due to their unrealistic expectations?
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113
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7K
ForeverLonely82
ForeverLonely82
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Help What is the best inert gas for cbt?
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1
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525
actual_fox
actual_fox
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Venting Here's my story
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5
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593
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
universe
I have all the material for CTB and my brain reacts
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6
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941
universe
universe
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Venting So tired
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4
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613
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Littlewittlelight
Discussion The SN thread?
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4
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659
Littlewittlelight
Littlewittlelight
heirofvoid
Help I'm running out of time
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5
Views
677
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
SN in water bottle? + is it okay to ctb in a hotel?
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1
Views
598
madebrief
madebrief
SorakaMein
Story Reasons why I want to die, my ways to die (also introduction because im a newbie)
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13
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1K
SorakaMein
SorakaMein
ManicPanic2018
My Goodbye Thread. Thank you all. For Everything.
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46
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6K
Hope:-)
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CTB Dream
Venting Body big burden
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4
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582
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
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My month of waiting is over, I'm thinking about hanging myself tomorrow. Any reasons to reconsider?
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27
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2K
Ashu
Ashu
emgrl
Makes me so sad…
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20
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1K
emgrl
emgrl
E
Feeling like a loser
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4
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541
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Time fast
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4
Views
549
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
LostSoul1609
Detergent gas method
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7
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Nirrend
Ctb in few weeks and feeling sick
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28
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2K
Nirrend
Nirrend
Anxieyote
Venting I’m experiencing psychosis, and I need help.
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17
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
makethepainstop
Help Help please
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6
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767
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
W
One year after discovering this site - Venting
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10
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782
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Life_and_Death
Depression = cold (flu?)
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1
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404
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
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is not what thought !!
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1
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453
freedompass
freedompass
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new method?
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8
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917
ClownMe
ClownMe
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I'm stuck. Trapped.
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5
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683
RickSanchez2022
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Any frum on this site? I could use some guidance.
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7
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593
anonymousanguish
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T minus 4 hours before the bus arrives
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9
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1K
RickSanchez2022
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S
pentobarbital veterinario
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4
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663
soldierbavaro
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CTB Dream
Help Room filler
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3
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644
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BornToFail
Discussion Are there any studies on if you would feel pain after a shotgun blast orally?
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5
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704
BornToFail
BornToFail
Nightwillalwayswin
Venting SN Frustration
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15
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1K
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I'm not sure if i'm sad but i still wanna kill myself
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6
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586
theboy
theboy
S
SN with other drug
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17
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1K
zombie_zam
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Samael96
Discussion Are 20-30mg of Antiemetics just before taking SN enough?
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4
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640
madebrief
madebrief
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Method Need to know because I have no knowledge about pills.
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4
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770
Joeydoe
Joeydoe
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Help Let me know which tablets/sleeping pills can be lethal to die with painless?
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7
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1K
Joeydoe
Joeydoe
spectraltease
BLUE WHALE CHALLENGE
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4
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977
Raskolnikov's Axe
Raskolnikov's Axe
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Can anyone link me to the thread that detailed what i needed to CBT with charcoal?
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1
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438
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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in the hospital, going to kill myself after i get out
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1
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603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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