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Suicide Discussion

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J
CTB using ONLY SN, antipsychotic and Ibuprofen
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2
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574
namida
namida
plushjuggybandit
it's my birthday and i feel hopeless.
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9
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1K
plushjuggybandit
plushjuggybandit
mayhem
Venting do you also feel guilty after talking to people?
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7
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1K
catastrophix
catastrophix
FireFox
Last year i was finally happy for the 1st time in my life now I want to CTB again
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3
Views
756
FireFox
FireFox
catastrophix
Venting Just tired of no escape
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6
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714
catastrophix
catastrophix
birdofafeather
Impulsive vs planned CTB
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4
Views
463
birdofafeather
birdofafeather
K
Sometimes I really want to run away
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8
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1K
KenDraco
K
Calculator321
Help Propranolol Overdose?
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85
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21K
Source Energy
Source Energy
Vuliex
Venting To be taken seriously...
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5
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1K
Vuliex
Vuliex
Microwave
Resource Rational Suicide - Yale Philosophy Lecture
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1
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831
Lostandlooking
L
I
Method Going today.
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18
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3K
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
C
Do you care where you die?
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46
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2K
eternalbliss22
E
NeverEndingPain
Partial hanging question
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12
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1K
sincerelysad
sincerelysad
dembe
Venting I dont know what I want anymore
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0
Views
392
dembe
dembe
soysoysoy
Does anyone know how to bruise themselves? (SH)
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8
Views
912
Brokensaddle
Brokensaddle
gnomeboy17
Story Going today
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38
Views
6K
zeenatax
Z
Caspi.kherson
CTB by decapitation via train?
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31
Views
3K
liverhood
liverhood
Fwompje
Discussion I've been extending my suicide date for years
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10
Views
783
koko
K
sad_dude
Venting I hate the fact that I couldn't kill myself
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8
Views
1K
VioletNight
VioletNight
VioletNight
Feel like a failure
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1
Views
379
thebusislatetonight
T
arcadia
  • Question
Do you think N will ever become available again?
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9
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2K
soysoysoy
soysoysoy
a_pine_tree
Venting Only thing missing is a date
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3
Views
537
jodes2
jodes2
helba
Venting My slowly dwindling obligation to stay alive for others
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5
Views
709
Dominicka
D
spaceyman
Venting Thoughts.
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6
Views
744
puppet_nihilist
puppet_nihilist
2bemyenemy
Venting Untreated autism makes me want to CTB
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1
Views
734
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Venting Feeling extra CTB today
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4
Views
784
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Faejin
Getting SN in Scandinavia?
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4
Views
380
StillBreathing
StillBreathing
D
Me again, misery, methods
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3
Views
714
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
CTB Dream
Venting Not self antmore
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2
Views
616
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
  • Question
Hello
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6
Views
748
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mothman._.
Story the second bottle
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3
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Homeless women’s shelter…
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9
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting I'm thinking about all the people who treated me less then.
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11
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1K
2bemyenemy
2bemyenemy
Lonerzepam
Resource Properties on active effects of different benzodiazipines
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3
Views
1K
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
JustADeerGirl
Venting im pathetic and its ok
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3
Views
849
DrivenSneeze1
DrivenSneeze1
CTB Dream
Venting Unique situ
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3
Views
449
Jarni
Jarni
K
Can I get into trouble for ordering SN from Poland to Germany?
Replies
9
Views
992
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
nomotels1443
Venting I actually hope reincarnation is true
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18
Views
4K
itsallpointless
I
D
Can you go to jail for ordering Nembutal ?
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17
Views
2K
novem
novem
a_new_man
Guilt
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0
Views
334
a_new_man
a_new_man
its-about-time
Help How to ask for a gun back that you gave to a friend for "safe holding"
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12
Views
987
wr3ck3d
wr3ck3d
R
Nitrogen method
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4
Views
997
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Viranamari
Mental health professionals
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20
Views
845
FlameWhisperer
FlameWhisperer
ham
Venting i want to ctb but the people i care for might follow me.
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9
Views
995
paoS
paoS
U
  • Poll
Help Have you bought SN from IC?
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10
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1K
MelodyCymbal
M
Jamesun
because
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5
Views
432
mothman._.
mothman._.
botch3d
SN/meto source
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11
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1K
MelodyCymbal
M
E
Good drug
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0
Views
378
eternalbliss22
E
D
Anyone else planning to go soon?
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20
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1K
bolt
B
clawsofperdition
death by beta blockers
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13
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2K
bolt
B
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