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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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My biggest desire for the after life
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17
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841
Vesiira
Vesiira
mistymoo
Will you destory any journals / dairies you have before you ctb?
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12
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716
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
bussy
  • Locked
anyone from scotland here?
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1
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447
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Hopefully today will work
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17
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1K
Bear1234
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catscratches
Help is there anyway to make locating carotid arteries easier?
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2
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507
Serial Experi Pain
Serial Experi Pain
yvesapple
Help Sn
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8
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909
yvesapple
yvesapple
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Removing oxygen from air?
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13
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1K
Themogger
Themogger
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Is here anyone who has fully understood Infinite Jest from David Foster Wallace?
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4
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482
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
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Help Will Aripiprazole work as an antiemetic for the SN method?
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7
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702
like-spoiledmilk
like-spoiledmilk
Autumn_Stars
My family and bf won't help
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1
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474
yoshizoom
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Z
Dying after a break up
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2
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551
zachw
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Jumping from a cliff?
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8
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1K
Nefer
Nefer
hoppybunny
Venting Really hate anti suiciders
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18
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2K
avalonisburning
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C
Venting Waking up with severe anxiety
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6
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579
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
iamalreadydead
Anyone else in legal trouble
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9
Views
772
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
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Help How to delay your post
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1
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346
Agon321
Agon321
iori
  • Poll
Discussion did you guys feel worse or better after leaving the psychward?
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23
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2K
zachw
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CTB Dream
Venting Fakelife
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1
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351
stupidhuman
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Purchasing sodium nitrite
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9
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1K
iamgoddamnlost
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D
SN as labeled E250?
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2
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465
Praestat_Mori
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C
Looking for Benzo Sources - Mexico
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9
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672
hadenoughscotland
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hyperacusis
I can't find SN online
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0
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357
hyperacusis
hyperacusis
melancholyc418
URGENT: Help with CTB Method
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5
Views
437
Light_
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E
Falling from 4th floor and Vegetative State
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12
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857
UnluckyYogi
UnluckyYogi
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion What were your life goals/dreams/ambition before you became suicidal, did you achieve them nonetheless ? #43
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43
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3K
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
Defenestration
Ctb 13 août?
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15
Views
676
Defenestration
Defenestration
pomcustard
Discussion What have you been doing to cope with everything?
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39
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2K
Deathismyfriend
Deathismyfriend
hematomatema
Method Nicotine/vape juice as a method of suicide (potentially quite reliable given cheapness?)
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13
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3K
hadenoughscotland
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bearbrikk
EDS Ehlers Danlos Syndrome
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6
Views
577
wanttodie12345
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MisterOGBongWater
i feel sick to my stomach accepting it
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3
Views
470
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
bus catcher
Discussion im running away soon
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0
Views
441
bus catcher
bus catcher
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Venting Losing my mind
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12
Views
988
lostintheloop
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M
Help Sulfuric acid sources?
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7
Views
750
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
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CHOSEVIOLENCE
  • Question
Help Attempting the CO method again soon
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10
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1K
sameoldMantra
sameoldMantra
pharmacoepia
Resource For those ingesting pills and drugs that survive gastric acid like SN: the best way to absorb a drug as fast as possible.
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3
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1K
Traveller12724
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jyko
Venting I swear SI is tricking me into liking things again and its infuriating
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2
Views
541
jyko
jyko
C
Venting Partner had a dream about our deceased cat
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0
Views
359
CantDoIt
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KillingPain267
Method I'm trying to start getting comfortable with the idea and pain of ctb by hanging
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20
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2K
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
UnluckyYogi
Discussion Dying from plane crash
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4
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477
UnluckyYogi
UnluckyYogi
BlazingBob
Being dead has many advantages
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21
Views
774
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
catscratches
Venting potential ctb in less than five days
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6
Views
634
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Okay tell me if I am right
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4
Views
525
iamgoddamnlost
I
N33dT0D13
Dumb question
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0
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256
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
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Venting I am so messed up ( another rant, ignore )
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1
Views
418
Buh-bye!
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Labyrinth
Suicide is as natural as the sunrise
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9
Views
549
sometimesoon
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ilistentoradiohead
Venting Feeling not well again (as always)
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0
Views
401
ilistentoradiohead
ilistentoradiohead
schrei_nach_liebe
Other methods have become unavailable, back to old trusty, amitriptyline. Can anyone PM me a source?
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0
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346
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
2
Method Why nobody speaks about cyanud ? Is it painful ?
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2
Views
595
Themogger
Themogger
UglyCat
lonely and ugly
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23
Views
976
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
annasplight
Venting i think i have to CTB
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20
Views
1K
timetogonow2024
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