Zi’s Diary, Entry 103

[Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚]

While I was taking a walk today I came across a cold missing persons case I heard about around 2 years ago.

Skye Budnick.

I was drawn in with how I could relate to her. I write poetry on occasion, like learning languages and am a casual anime watcher just like her.

I also have felt very isolated at times.

I think what really spoke to me about her is how similar our lives will be in a way. As I've mentioned I'm planning on leaving soon, I won't be telling any of my family where but I have given some of my siblings a heads up months ago and will be leaving a note specifically for my mother.


A part of me wants to believe Skye found her happy ending and it isn't completely ruled out, but what I've come to believe is that she wanted to cross visiting Japan off her bucket list before committing.

You can look into her case as well but why I made this deduction is by the fact she pulled less than a thousand dollars from her bank account, probably just enough to get to Japan and get a cheap hotel/inn.

She wasn't qualified for a studying abroad visa and from the what her family could see from logging into her Gmail and Facebook it seems unlikely she had a job in place there once she arrived.

I looked in the comments under the video that was digging into this case and everyone was saying she was in a cult that took advantage of her…? That was the last thing on my mind when I was listening too the case, but like I said she wasn't messaging anyone from Japan or messages that really led to anywhere, she didn't even have a phone.


Backtracking to why this case stuck out to me, Skye inspired me to continue trying to learn Spanish

If she can learn another language while going to college I can too!

I didn't know her personally, but from how others described her and conversations either friends she seemed like a very humble person who just wanted to find her place in the world and though she may no longer be of it I feel she made a difference, to her family, and in ways she never expected.

Below is some Spanish phrases I practiced today, I'm going to see if my pronunciation is good by practicing on my Hispanic bf lol

Te contare in secreto, te amo


Xxx

 

[Michelstaedter]

Wow, por lo que entendí, ella viajo a Japón para ¿Morir? Aunque en realidad no se sabe a ciencia cierta qué le ocurrió.
En algún momento he pensado hacer eso como "método", aunque evidentemente tendría que tener la decisión, las agallas de hacerlo, tanto así que lo único que quedaría en mí es llegar a X lugar y ya sólo planear en dónde y de qué manera hacerlo.
También se me ha ocurrido ir a otro estado de mi país, para así no dejar ninguna pista de que tome tal decisión, de lo contrario sería duro para mi familia, en especial para mi padre asimilar mi acto.

Un día vi precisamente en un anime, que lo importante al momento de no querer hacer que tus familiares o conocidos se enteren que "colgaste los tenis", es mejor no dejar una nota y hacer parecer que todo fue un accidente.

 

[Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚]

Wow, por lo que entendí, ella viajo a Japón para ¿Morir? Aunque en realidad no se sabe a ciencia cierta qué le ocurrió.
En algún momento he pensado hacer eso como "método", aunque evidentemente tendría que tener la decisión, las agallas de hacerlo, tanto así que lo único que quedaría en mí es llegar a X lugar y ya sólo planear en dónde y de qué manera hacerlo.
También se me ha ocurrido ir a otro estado de mi país, para así no dejar ninguna pista de que tome tal decisión, de lo contrario sería duro para mi familia, en especial para mi padre asimilar mi acto.

Un día vi precisamente en un anime, que lo importante al momento de no querer hacer que tus familiares o conocidos se enteren que "colgaste los tenis", es mejor no dejar una nota y hacer parecer que todo fue un accidente.

Gracias por tu comentario y tu preocupación, pero mi estare bien!