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Snowdrifts1212

Member
Sep 16, 2020
33
Mine are:
1. N
2. SN
3. F

...in that order, and nothing else really appeals. The only problem is, to be honest, that none of these are accessible to me. I cannot for the life of me find a way to order reliable SN here, I don't know where to get F, and given everyone else's headaches trying to acquire N I really don't want to even bother and potentially lose a ton of money on that if it doesn't work out.
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
SN (not really an option in my country though)
H+bag
Hanging (undecided on full or partial)

Ideally I want something peaceful where i could make a pile of blankets in the forest and watch the stars until I fell asleep. Barring that, get a tent for H and put a warning sign on the outside of the tent to warn whoever finds me. If I'm in a really desperate situation, I'm willing to hang myself
 
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OrdinaryDay

OrdinaryDay

Hollow
Dec 6, 2019
157
1. Hanging (most accessible, likely will go this way).
2. Heroin (prob won't get it, but if I do I won't hesitate).
3. Firearms (definitely no chance, but if I do - perfect).
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
1 and 2 (Interchangable): Cerbera Odollam and Yew Poisoning
3: SN
4: 2M2B + Loperamide
 
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Deleted member 23726

Student
Nov 13, 2020
153
Preferred;
1. N
2. SN
3. Nitrogen asphyxiation

Realistically from means I can obtain currently:
1: SN
2: Partial Hanging
3: Nitrogen asphyxiation (only because I currently can't get all the materials right now, otherwise it would be second)
Why arent you able to get all the material for nitrogen asyphyxiation? Is it difficult? Also is it really painless? I worry that we become unresponsive rather than unconscious maybe? And how much can the body handle pain when unconscious?
1 and 2 (Interchangable): Cerbera Odollam and Yew Poisoning
3: SN
4: 2M2B + Loperamide
Is yew poisoning painful?
1 and 2 (Interchangable): Cerbera Odollam and Yew Poisoning
3: SN
4: 2M2B + Loperamide
Is dying from Yew poisoning Or cerebera painful?
 
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PurposeDeficiency

PurposeDeficiency

In a constant state of confusion
Apr 3, 2020
24
1. SN
2. Jumping
3. Partial hanging
 
VtubersAreMyLife

VtubersAreMyLife

Member
Nov 26, 2020
45
Why arent you able to get all the material for nitrogen asyphyxiation? Is it difficult? Also is it really painless? I worry that we become unresponsive rather than unconscious maybe? And how much can the body handle pain when unconscious?
It's not really that I'm unable to get what I need, it's the fact I'm currently living with family members who would be 100% suspicious if they find a tank in the house. I'm mostly monitored, but I'm not suspected of wanting to ctb, so I can't waste the chance of going discreetly. It isn't too difficult to get, but it's still a lot of prep work. In terms of it being painless, so far from what I've read it seems to be true, but sadly nobody knows until they actually try themselves. Most people who attempt say they go unconscious rather quickly, so I wouldn't worry too much about being awake the whole time. The only thing I would worry about is being saved or something going wrong in the process, leading to brain damage. But everything comes with risks.
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
Is this with or without restrictions?
 
Ironweed

Ironweed

Nauseated.
Nov 9, 2019
302
1. Inert gas
2. CO
3. Not yet unlocked
Still have to level up, eh? :wink:

With no restriction:
1. CO
2. lethal injection
3. bullet through temple

(2) is ofc impossible without medical supervision, (1) is extremely impractical given my current living situation.


Realistically:
(1) Bullet through temple
(2) Jumping
(3) self-induced heart attack

(3) in my case is not as crazy as it might sound otherwise. I'm old, my father actually had several heart attacks, my mother one, and I'm obese, borderline moribly obese. I've actually had moments of extreme chest pain in the morning, tingling in the left arm, which I've never communicated to a physician.
 
Salvation_

Salvation_

"Please, finish my story."
Nov 25, 2020
230
1. N (but too expensive and hard to get)
2. SN
3. CO
 
LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
1. SN
2. partial hanging

If I had N, then it would be #1.
 
yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
Sorry if this is a stupid question but... What does the cyberpunk atmosphere have to do with jumping from a skyscraper ? Just curious.. -
For yive -.
here's what i meant (spoiler).
it's just a dream. i hope you understand ;)
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Deleted member 23726

Student
Nov 13, 2020
153
Mine are:
1. N
2. SN
3. F

...in that order, and nothing else really appeals. The only problem is, to be honest, that none of these are accessible to me. I cannot for the life of me find a way to order reliable SN here, I don't know where to get F, and given everyone else's headaches trying to acquire N I really don't want to even bother and potentially lose a ton of money on that if it doesn't work out.
Isnt SN painful?
1. N (but too expensive and hard to get)
2. SN
3. CO
What is CO?
 
Leaving-Soon

Leaving-Soon

Member
Nov 9, 2020
71
Carbon monoxide. See also https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/
 
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Josef2000

Josef2000

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
145
1. N (obtained)
2. SN (obtained)
3. Partial suspension or CO poisoning
Would love N or SN but Ireland's laws aren't great for finding this stuff
Mine would be:
1. Night Night Method
2. Exsanguination
3. Overdose/Poisoning
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Why arent you able to get all the material for nitrogen asyphyxiation? Is it difficult? Also is it really painless? I worry that we become unresponsive rather than unconscious maybe? And how much can the body handle pain when unconscious?

Is yew poisoning painful?

Is dying from Yew poisoning Or cerebera painful?
Yews are relatively painless as death can occur rapidly even before symptoms occur. Though, you'll have to do it right.

Cerbera Odollam by default is painful, however... much of the worst symptoms (diarrhea, colic, nausea, vomiting) are due to cholinergic agonism and can be alleviated with muscarinic acetylcholine inhibitors. And I'm making a botanical cocktail out of it.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Yews are relatively painless as death can occur rapidly even before symptoms occur. Though, you'll have to do it right.

Cerbera Odollam by default is painful, however... much of the worst symptoms (diarrhea, colic, nausea, vomiting) are due to cholinergic agonism and can be alleviated with muscarinic acetylcholine inhibitors. And I'm making a botanical cocktail out of it.
Fancy sharing the cocktail at all, would love to try it and be the lab test rat for you
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,135
Would love N or SN but Ireland's laws aren't great for finding this stuff
Mine would be:
1. Night Night Method
2. Exsanguination
3. Overdose/Poisoning
I'm in Ireland and got them both no problem
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
1. SN
2. Jumping from a high cliff
3. Hypothermia combined with drowning *unsure about this one mainly just a fantasy.

I was going to hang. I tied the noose but then was too terrified then I saw a video posted here of a girl suffocating from hanging and it was awful.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Fancy sharing the cocktail at all, would love to try it and be the lab test rat for you
I call it the "Nyan Cocktail"
It consists of at least 3 pong pong seeds, 2 grams of 20:1 akuamma extract, 120 drops of incarvillea sinensis extract, and 120 drops of california poppy extract. Make sure those extracts are of good quality with high reviews.

Last but not least, take 400-800 mcg scopolamine 30 minutes beforehand.
 

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