Discussion Your Reason(s) to leave this world?

[OkTotti]

Middle aged man, unemployed, little chance of getting my career back on track, no wife or gf, very few friends. Just bored and exhausted with life. I feel like I'm living in a prison on earth

 

[Xerxes]

The thought process that i'm just not good enough to exist. Major depression from early childhood, a personality that seems to screw me over in relationships and getting to connect with people. I don't belong here.

 

[Toenditall]

Grandad died in July last year then lost my dad in April he was like my best friend we did everything together the a few months ago my partner of 2 years best friend of 8 years the love of my life and was about to pop the question to (brought the ring and had everything planned) broke up with me along with a life time of bulliling and never being good enough at anything, failing at everything I try, had enough of my life going to shit and desided to end it in the next week

 

[Hans Wolfgang]

Climate change. The world is ending in the very near future; not much sense in continuing or building anything.

I also have tinnitus, anxiety, phobia of insomnia, and a lower back condition.

I'm not entirely ready to leave just yet but my kit is ready and I know very well that it takes only one freak accident to go from "bad, but bearable" to "catastrophic".

 

[Final Escape]

Being transgender and constantly hating my body. I got sex reassignment surgery and now I hate my body even more. The only stable work I've ever had has been prostitution and porn. I went to college but I can't find work in my field (computer science). My spouse accidentally had a kid with another girl. My spouse is also looking for other people to have sex with since me and the parent of their child aren't interested. (Though, my spouse has raped me twice before)

I'm isolated from all my friends (in another country), I spend most days lying in bed in pain, and I'm broke.

Wow, my life is pretty depressing. I haven't just laid it all out there before.

I can relate, not transgender but the only lasting employment I ever had was in prostitution because it allows u to be mentally ill and still make some income. But it's not a great long term solution. I went through a couple vocational programs only to hate those jobs and get trapped with student loan debt I'll never be able to repay.