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Totally_nothin

Totally_nothin

Member
Apr 26, 2021
30
How do u imagine your last day on this world?
in my case I would get up really early and look at the sunrise, then I would take a walk with the dog, spend some time alone, and then do "it" with feeling that i had perfect day
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Full of panic and tears, racing thoughts and heart beating really fast. I think I'll be too much of a coward otherwise. Drink vodka and take lots of nice pills then a sore neck hopefully.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Probably bland and uneventful like most other days. It might be better this way because if I had too much fun I wouldn't want to die in hopes that the next day would be the same.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I just really need to take a shower somehow so the burial people don't have to deal with a gross body.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
With my current method it would most likely be soon after having realized that I'm facing a significantly decreased quality of life for whatever reason. Can't really go through with carotid slashing without having my back against the wall, so it would most likely happen after me getting caught off guard somehow. If I had a peaceful and reliable method (which I most likely will never have) I might go ride a rollercoaster or something before killing myself.
 
FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
111
On my last day, I'm clean up my apartment.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,875
Ideally it would just be uneventful, calm, and I'll keep to myself as usual. But it will probably be filled with panic and terror thanks to the dreadful SI.
 
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MaybeSoon

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
261
Ideally I'd just die in my sleep.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
My last day may be arriving sooner than l thought it would! I am just so sick of people who love to interfere with your life while their own lives are a even bigger pile of steaming manure! Yo Death will you hurry up Dude!!!
 
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happylilsht

happylilsht

Member
Jan 23, 2021
59
it'll be the loneliest day in my life
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Visit my family, play with my dog, date a girl and have fun with her for some hours and then be alone in my apartment, drinking lots of alcohol while looking at the sky from my balcony, talking to you all and some people who I'll never see again and then just...die smiling!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,350
I probably wouldn't really do anything. Maybe I would just be relieved that it is all over and I would make peace with my chaotic thoughts. Maybe an sense of calmness would overtake me, knowing this is my purpose and my intention of being on this earth. If I was jumping off a cliff for my method, maybe I would sit and admire the view for a bit anticipating what will come for me after I leave this mortal world.
 
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reasonablylost

Member
Jul 18, 2021
34
My plan is to visit my grandmother one more time and hug her. Be nice to her.
Send my things to my ex. Leave a note in my room but hidden, and go camping.
Spend some time enjoying nature and remembering the good moments then leave.
 
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Reap94

Member
Jul 21, 2021
33
I'd go out and smash dog poo in every parent's face that I see
 
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xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
I'll take my family to eat at a restorant for a final time, they won't know it's the last time, but I'll. After that i'll go to my apartment and fast for the SN protocol. I won't be seeing my gf in my final days because I wouldnt want to scar her for the rest of her life. I've already made letters to people explaning my reasons and already have the SN ready. I'm pondering if I should make a goodbye thread to document my departure mainly because I've readed a loot of them and they gave me a sense of courage, so perhaps I should/could do the same for others. At the beginning of all this I was so nervous at CTB'ing, but now I sort of feel calm.
 

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