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Xanabby

Xanabby

Dogs and death lover
Feb 20, 2022
36
What would be your ideal death?

Will you be alone or with someone?

At home, in a forest, in a hotel?

With music or in silence?

Do you leave a note or not?

Tell me about it, I'm curious
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,963
My answer here:
 
Xanabby

Xanabby

Dogs and death lover
Feb 20, 2022
36
My answer here:
Oh sorry I didn't see that it was already discussed! I'll check this thread then
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
What would be your ideal death?
N
Will you be alone or with someone?
In the arms of the person I love. He's already deceased in real life. He backed out of our pact and Ctb alone.
At home, in a forest, in a hotel?
Forest next to a river or stream
With music or in silence?
Just the sound of the forest
Do you leave a note or not?
Yep one for each person letting them know how I love them, how sorry I am and that it's not their fault


When I do die at home with SN I will look at photos of my love and die thinking about him

Anna
 
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harlow-paige

harlow-paige

part bot, part girl, full disaster
Jan 1, 2025
39
guess it depends on what definition of ideal you mean; like in an ideal fantasy scenario i'd extremely cliche like, ophelia myself in a river somewhere . but i just know si would kick in trying something like that.

but more realistic side of ideal, i'd travel somewhere far away from people who know me, and do the thing , just being a nobody corpse somewhere seems appealing

i don't think i'd leave a note or anything, just disappear from existence.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I'd want to ctb by N and also be in the comfort of somebody else who is similar to me and has similar views to me. It doesn't matter to me if they are my partner or my friend, I just want somebody near me who also wants to ctb by N and understands the torment about existence that I understand. Ideally I'd like to do it in the comfort of my own home or their home where there is nobody aside from me and them. I think that I would play wind ambience music and look at images of graveyards to symbolise what my final action would be doing. I suppose that I'd be leaving scheduled messages for my family members letting them know that I am now dead.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Hopefully any time soon cus I don't have access to any methods at the moment. I would be fine with choosing any way to die at this point as long as it has a high percent chance of killing me. But I would prefer something that is painless like N or quick like a gunshot.

I would be fine with dying alone but I guess I could like dying with someone close to that is either dying with me or okay about seeing my death.

Prefer to die at the comfort of my home.

I would probably play something to relax me or one of my favorite banger music tracks.

I have written a note to family but as a way to punish them more for creating and trapping me here.
 
AFinalJourney

AFinalJourney

Restless
Jan 2, 2025
10
My ideal method would be by gunshot in the arms of somebody I care about, preferably without them panicking.

It's not the method I will use, since I don't have access to firearms.

I would be outside in a secluded area, in silence, and leave several notes behind.

Loving the Virginia Woolf pfp by the way!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,025
I just want to die as peacefully as possible and never suffer in this existence ever again as all I see as desirable is permanently ceasing to exist, only non-existence can personally bring me peace from this cruel, futile existence I always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake that just caused so much suffering all for the sake of it, to cease existing is all I see as desirable, I'd never wish to be burdened with this existence but more than anything I wish I never suffered at all. If it's up to me I'd choose to completely erase my existence as I find it so dreadful how this existence was even imposed at all, I never should have been forced into this horrific reality where existing beings suffer endlessly until death takes away all for them anyway, I personally just hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again, I find existing deeply undesirable in every way and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all.
 
ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
What would be your ideal death?
N
Will you be alone or with someone?
Ideally a doctor would be there to make sure everything went right. I would also like my wife by my side, even though she left me she's still the person closest to me.
At home, in a forest, in a hotel?
In an ideal world at home, but I live with my parents so either a hotel or forest is more practical.
With music or in silence?
Silence. Music has become too emotionally tainted for me.
Do you leave a note or not?
No note, since everybody who knows me already knows why.
 
darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
620
What would be your ideal death?

Will you be alone or with someone?

At home, in a forest, in a hotel?

With music or in silence?

Do you leave a note or not?

Tell me about it, I'm curious
If I didn't plan it, would be to die in my sleep.

If i planned it, taking some Nembutal in a comfortable, private room somewhere far from where I live. Music or TV in the background. Just ordinary. On my own or with a like minded individual I loved.
 
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diy-event

Student
Nov 16, 2024
146
What would be your ideal death?

Will you be alone or with someone?

At home, in a forest, in a hotel?

With music or in silence?

Do you leave a note or not?

Tell me about it, I'm curious
I would choose a hotel because it provides privacy, but I want witnesses to reaffirm that I have the right to choose the time, the place and the method of my death.

I'd be happy for my death to be filmed; it was felt it could be educational for those who will follow.
 
freakypossum

freakypossum

Member
Dec 24, 2024
48
Ideal for me would probably be just dying in my sleep so I'm not aware it's happening.
 

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