FoxInWaiting
I want out!
- May 27, 2023
- 49
What's your idea of Heaven?
Putting aside what you personally believe, if you are religious or not, etc.
What would be Heaven to you?
Personally for me, Heaven is a place where I have a family, people to love and constantly be there for, and also a place where I never have to truly grow up. I can always hang on to some of my innocence.
I don't want a perfect life, that's boring. I want challenges and tasks and responsibilities, but I want those struggles to be worth it. That's the problem with the current life I live, the struggles aren't worth it. They've never been worth it.
Also, mite seem obscure, but I want my sexual desire removed entirely. It's just an annoyance, a hinderance, a time waster, it's lead me to dark places I wish I never knew existed, it's made me look for love in all the wrong places, it's distracted me from what's important, and warped my mind to an irreversible degree.
I want it gone, I don't even want to know what that sensation and desire feels like. I despise it.
I know alot of people who CTB have some kind of delusion of where they'll go, some idea of their next life. I dont have that. I have what I'd WANT to happen, where I'd WANT to go, who I'd WANT to become, but realistically speaking, idk what's really gonna happen afterwards. It mite just be nothing, maybe we are just electric sacks of flesh, and there is no "soul".
But either way, that would be Heaven to me.
Putting aside what you personally believe, if you are religious or not, etc.
What would be Heaven to you?
Personally for me, Heaven is a place where I have a family, people to love and constantly be there for, and also a place where I never have to truly grow up. I can always hang on to some of my innocence.
I don't want a perfect life, that's boring. I want challenges and tasks and responsibilities, but I want those struggles to be worth it. That's the problem with the current life I live, the struggles aren't worth it. They've never been worth it.
Also, mite seem obscure, but I want my sexual desire removed entirely. It's just an annoyance, a hinderance, a time waster, it's lead me to dark places I wish I never knew existed, it's made me look for love in all the wrong places, it's distracted me from what's important, and warped my mind to an irreversible degree.
I want it gone, I don't even want to know what that sensation and desire feels like. I despise it.
I know alot of people who CTB have some kind of delusion of where they'll go, some idea of their next life. I dont have that. I have what I'd WANT to happen, where I'd WANT to go, who I'd WANT to become, but realistically speaking, idk what's really gonna happen afterwards. It mite just be nothing, maybe we are just electric sacks of flesh, and there is no "soul".
But either way, that would be Heaven to me.