Story Your experience with drugs and how weed still keeps me alive

[rackli77]

I smoke weed a lot every day. had a long time with amphetamines, crystal and cocaine. I have actually tried every drug that is known and that exists. Next to weed, heroin was the best in terms of feeling. Simply the best feeling of all drugs. I understand why people get addicted to it. But I have always smoked or snorted only I would never inject anything. Weed lets me live normally without weed I would not work. My head is only really calm and I get clear and can think clearly. It just relaxes me and clears my head. I don't know how I would live without weed. Sleeping without weed was not going to work because the thoughts would get way too loud and I would just think way too hard about everything. I just think about 1000 things. Weed makes me forget that. Weed really saves my nights. I have now had 20 very very fucked up and bad years where I really tried all the drugs. From street to pharmacy everything. Out of all the drugs I tried weed, dmt and lsd were my favorite. Since I tried it for the first time when I was 13, weed has accompanied me every day. Depending on how I am and how I feel I smoke more and less, although probably always more than less. What is your experience with weed and other drugs?

 

[sunsh1n3]

I smoked weed almost every day for four years, was on and off pills (oxy, tramadol, valium, and vicoden, which was my favorite) for two of those years, occasionally took a couple doses of dxm to get a relaxing buzz, and it all finally ended with an acid trip almost six months ago. The trip was extremely traumatic for me and left me with mental scars that I'm still sorting through to this day— mostly intense derealization. The day after my trip, I quit everything cold-turkey and threw out all of my paraphernalia except for a THC cart. Since then, I've hit that cart twice to see if anything had changed, and I always find that I now hate being high. I went from an addict to completely sober overnight, and I can honestly say I've never felt better. Drugs work for some, and that's completely fine to an extent, but for me, I didn't see reality until I got sober. I was completely addicted to substances, and what I thought was fun was actually just my personal way to escape my thoughts. I wouldn't change my past, though. My experience with drugs taught me a lot about who I want to be, and I wouldn't be the person I am without that experience.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I smoked a lot of marijuana throughout high school and into my twenties. In high school I was part of the "burnout" clique. Weed did the exact opposite to me. It made me withdrawn, lazy, and even sometimes, paranoid. I completely stopped smoking weed when I was around 23 or 24, which is about 33 or 34 years ago. I had no trouble stopping. After some time, my mind returned to where it once was. I do blame weed for robbing me of my dreams in life. It's hard to imagine now, but at one point in my life, I had life by its ass. I could have been a doctor, or lawyer, or whatever I wanted. I was, also, on my way to having a successful "side gig", or even a full-time gig if I had chosen it, of being a great jazz pianist. Weed robbed me of all that. I could have done anything I wanted to do as far as a profession. I managed to salvage myself somewhat, but not to the extent of which I was capable. I very much regret ever getting involved with marijuana at all. Shortly after stopping weed, I, also, quit drinking, which, also again, was easy for me, as I never really liked it to begin with. I've lived a drug-free life the past 30+ years and it was one of the best decisions I ever made. I only wish I would have been that smart back when I was younger. I guess things are different for everyone, though.