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This thread is something of a continuation of this thread but more specifically this post.
Some of you can relate to this, If you can then this info can probably help you.
I have had easy access to firearms for as long as I have been serious about dying. I have had the barrel in my mouth multiple times, but I have never overcome my own survival instinct. My failures led me to look for less intimidating, but much harder to obtain methods (such as inert gas asphyxiation or sodium nitrite poisoning). But I now believe that my firearm will be more than enough, and that, in short...
You should consider access to adequate tools to be just as important as your ability to suppress your SI
Inhibiting SI is a tricky thing, especially when compared to something as simple as acquiring some sturdy rope. So now is when I would recommend reading the post I linked at the top, specifically the part where op says
I and many others have used alcohol as an almost primitive way of inhibiting SI. It may have been the deciding factor for some but it was never enough for me. That's what led me to buy MDMA and ketamine and to begin experimenting with their subjective effects. Now for my contribution.
I can confirm that the SI inhibiting effect of MDMA is massive and can be of use to anyone looking to CTB. (I took 130mg)
The SI inhibiting effect of ketamine was present but not as decisive as MDMA.
I'm confident my next attempt will be successful because of the research done by purebliss and I hope I can spread this information to others who are in my position.
The most difficult part of this process was, by far, buying the substances off the internet. So as my last contribution I'd like to help people understand all the hoops you must jump through. For reference I'm on windows 11.
buysn.net is still a good guide for 80% of the process (creating and decrypting PGP keys with Kleopatra, configuring Tor browser, registering on and using DrugHub) but the payments options no longer work as advertised.
The process that worked for me was - purchase litecoin on coinbase --> set up a litecoin wallet and a monero wallet on the Cake Wallet mobile app --> transfer the litecoin to the litecoin wallet --> swap the litecoin for monero using the Cake Wallet app --> transfer the monero to separate monero wallet (I used monero gui wallet) now you can complete a payment on DrugHub.
I hope this is a valuable contribution!
Some of you can relate to this, If you can then this info can probably help you.
I have had easy access to firearms for as long as I have been serious about dying. I have had the barrel in my mouth multiple times, but I have never overcome my own survival instinct. My failures led me to look for less intimidating, but much harder to obtain methods (such as inert gas asphyxiation or sodium nitrite poisoning). But I now believe that my firearm will be more than enough, and that, in short...
You should consider access to adequate tools to be just as important as your ability to suppress your SI
Inhibiting SI is a tricky thing, especially when compared to something as simple as acquiring some sturdy rope. So now is when I would recommend reading the post I linked at the top, specifically the part where op says
The point of this thread is really just to share this information.purebliss said:
I and many others have used alcohol as an almost primitive way of inhibiting SI. It may have been the deciding factor for some but it was never enough for me. That's what led me to buy MDMA and ketamine and to begin experimenting with their subjective effects. Now for my contribution.
I can confirm that the SI inhibiting effect of MDMA is massive and can be of use to anyone looking to CTB. (I took 130mg)
The SI inhibiting effect of ketamine was present but not as decisive as MDMA.
I'm confident my next attempt will be successful because of the research done by purebliss and I hope I can spread this information to others who are in my position.
The most difficult part of this process was, by far, buying the substances off the internet. So as my last contribution I'd like to help people understand all the hoops you must jump through. For reference I'm on windows 11.
buysn.net is still a good guide for 80% of the process (creating and decrypting PGP keys with Kleopatra, configuring Tor browser, registering on and using DrugHub) but the payments options no longer work as advertised.
The process that worked for me was - purchase litecoin on coinbase --> set up a litecoin wallet and a monero wallet on the Cake Wallet mobile app --> transfer the litecoin to the litecoin wallet --> swap the litecoin for monero using the Cake Wallet app --> transfer the monero to separate monero wallet (I used monero gui wallet) now you can complete a payment on DrugHub.
I hope this is a valuable contribution!
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