Venting You lot saved my life, the irony....

[PeakyBlinder]

I want to thank you all for the help, suggestions, and advice. I found multiple ways of ctb through here and that has empowered me in a profound way.

About a week ago I almost ctb were it not for survival instinct. Started passing out with argon exit bag and chickend out. I still have all the equipment and will keep it till the day I die.

Posting this was kind of hard due to the guilt I feel towards those that are in a pinch where the only way out is ctb, my heart goes out to you and wish you all the best. But this community is about choice, that is my takeaway message.

Thank you everyone, without knowing it you have saved my life.....for now

 

[Wantingpeace]

Oh best of luck to you ☺

 

[MEoDP]

Glad to have helped you out here. Not everyone here necessarily wants to CTB. They just want access to information that would let them achieve their goals if they ever want to do the deed.

As I've said before,just having the OPTION to exercise your right to die is very empowering and relieving. Unfortunately,society refuses to grant us this right,and so we need a website like this to help us out. I too have greatly benefited from mingling with everyone here. people who can actually understand me. (although whether or not I'd CTB is still up in the air.)

 

[Deleted member 847]

Whatever you choose mate. This is a forum that respects individuals abilities to make rational decisions, not a "kill yourself or get out forum" nor a "O don't kill yourself, because you're just insane and we will decide for you, subhuman" (what every pro lifer thinks but doesn't say)

 

[Ben]

I want to thank you all for the help, suggestions, and advice. I found multiple ways of ctb through here and that has empowered me in a profound way.

About a week ago I almost ctb were it not for survival instinct. Started passing out with argon exit bag and chickend out. I still have all the equipment and will keep it till the day I die.

Posting this was kind of hard due to the guilt I feel towards those that are in a pinch where the only way out is ctb, my heart goes out to you and wish you all the best. But this community is about choice, that is my takeaway message.

Thank you everyone, without knowing it you have saved my life.....for now

I'm new here, but I'm bearing witness to the relief it gives those in pain, and I'm glad to see another one.

I know what u mean with the exit bag. I did it budget style and duct taped 7 garbage bags on my head when I was drunk + sleeping pills. It gets crazy fucking hot, and you might as well be drowning because you feel like a fish out of water. My adrenaline was pumping so fast that elephant tranquilizer couldn't knock me out. That was when I THOUGHT I was serious lol

 

[No Future]

Posting this was kind of hard due to the guilt I feel towards those that are in a pinch where the only way out is ctb, my heart goes out to you and wish you all the best. But this community is about choice, that is my takeaway message.

Thank you everyone, without knowing it you have saved my life.....for now

It'd be great if there wasn't a need for this forum, but since there is, it's good to help people recognize what they need.

Recovery stories are encouraging, and even though this place was built in acknowledgement of stereotypically morbid ideals, I for one enjoy having some positivity around here. Go get 'em, champ.

 

[Miss clefable]

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