Venting thank you - goodbye

[mariastra563]

ive led a painful life, blah blah blah.

anyways ive got a blanket on my neck, charger cord tied in a slip knot to my bed frame and around my neck. im leaning away from my bed lying on a beanbag and pillow for comfiness, im tired and can cut my oxygen before i fall into the hanging stuff, im naked on a adhesive carpet so i wont slip, and another strand of determination

i know the risks, but ive got near 8 hours till people find me, and ive gotten to the point where i can feel all the blood and cells in my body after waking up

so hopefully, thanks to new knowledge of how easy it is to pass out, and partial hanging guides

ill be free

みんなに、がんばれ。

 

[ForWhatPurpose]

good luck and rest well friend.

 

[QueerMelancholy]

スペースカウボーイまた会いましょう。

 

[lollblanca]

hope you a peaceful journey

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Safe travels and good luck! I Hope you find peace!

 

[mariastra563]

gonna try again soon, but had a really painful moment and got these red spots

 

[Kore]

you okay Maria?

 

[mariastra563]

i keep attempting but i cant remember what works because i forget so much when i pass out - still suffering

i keep attempting but i cant remember what works because i forget so much when i pass out - still suffering

i think i found a place to do full suspension so ima try again

 

[lita-lassi]

gonna try again soon, but had a really painful moment and got these red spots

broken blood vessels from the blood pressure increase :/ i hope youre doing alright either way, im sorry you feel the need to go this route. hopefully it isnt too painful