Story You know you're fucked when this becomes the main website you use after social media

[ChildrensITV]

Aside from Discord, YouTube, Reddit and the like, SaSu has become the website I spend the most time on. I am literally refreshing it most of the day. I even browse it at the gym. I come here because I feel like shit all of the time and it is the only place where I can see how I feel reflected back at me. At least, this is true regarding a good subset of posters here. This place is 1 million times more comforting than r/SuicideWatch on Reddit, which is mostly lazy shitposts of 3 lines from anonymous people who post during their low-point then, most likely, recover. People here have actually hit rock-bottom. This place really is "put your money where your mouth is" cuz methods are allowed to be discussed here. This site is not just for venting. It's for solutions. Nothing is offlimits. There is no enforced prolife narrative. This is why this site will always have appeal.

EDIT: I use this site more than Reddit.

 

[chr74]

im the same, i did used to use a mental health forum instead but as things got worse with me i felt like i just fit in better here!

 

[81-Z@P@D]

The post quality is great, here's to hoping it stays that way on SS

 

[SVEN]

The irony is, that this site probably encourages more folk to just hang on, even if temporarily, because we can relate with other desperate and despairing people on here… and some pro life groups would like to see the site closed down.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly think that this site is beneficial as I believe that people deserve to be able to access suicide method information, as without it there would be a lot more failed attempts from people attempting very risky and unreliable methods due to lack of method information of how to ctb correctly.
It's really disgusting how many people want to censor information about suicide methods and force people to stay here against their wishes, all that pro lifers do is cause people to suffer even more. It's so wrong how suicide is still this stigmatised when the right to die really should be viewed as a basic human right.

 

[hellispink]

This is my only safe space. It's definitely a support and somehow a family. When its time to go i dont have to be alone there will be people wishing me a peaceful transition. Not truly alone here. I am in real life but here i can be myself

 

[epic]

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Story You know you're fucked when this becomes the main website you use after social media

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Facts.

 

[Papilio_polyxenes]

Yeah, it's like my second or third most visited site right now as well.

Went through a long period of inactivity because IRL issues delayed my planning.

 

[xxpinkmoonglitterxx]

Thank the universe for this site honestly. I have absolutely no one to talk to in real life about how I'm feeling without getting toxic positivity regurgitated at me. It's nice here. I don't post much but I lurk and read. People seem to be kind to each other (mostly) from what I've seen. I hate Reddit it can choke on a fat dick.

 

[notwhereIbelong]

The irony is, that this site probably encourages more folk to just hang on, even if temporarily, because we can relate with other desperate and despairing people on here… and some pro life groups would like to see the site closed down.

This site has helped me clear my head and get out of a crisis way more often than it has encouraged me to CTB. Being able to vent and interact with people who know what it's like, and who won't criticize and guilt you for wanting to die, is great and extremely helpful

 

[warriorofeld]

I am the same way on this site more than anything else tbh and I'm glad its here.

 

[Blackpepperpancake]

I managed to withdraw myself from every social media because everyone is faking themselve there. Or maybe I'm really too fucked up. I'd rather talk to you guys here than seeing random people shooting dancing videos or posting curated happy contents, can't deny that sometimes I get bored and feel left out. If anyone has any advice pls do give tell me

 

[ropearoundatree]

I don't even really have social media. So, I don't know what that says about me? :)
(I guess this is my social media)

 

[gbi2]

One thing is, people think this site enables people to ctb easier, but certainly in my case I had 2 previous attempts before knowing about this website (ok, so one attempt was even before there was any internet). In fact, I think this website might have kept me alive for longer, meaning there has been more time for any solution to come up - and as none has (I've just been ntoified that the first bit of actual home help I was going to be getting, has been cancelled, yesterday I had a call from someone helping me in other areas, which was after they cancelled last week, and this call was them telling me they don't think they can help me much whereas previously they said they could), I've decided to try a method which would ultimately cost less money for the state and be less traumatic to other people.

I've made posts elsewhere for them to be deleted or blocked (on youtube I'd post on one channel name then check the video a day later on another channel name and not see my comment anywhere, even after expanding all of them, but it would still show in the account I made it on). Peopel just really don't follow through with their rhetoric that they are all for talking about problems. It's not like I'm posting about ctb on a nature video or anything, it'll be one about depression and anxiety and I don't even mention ctb, just how much of a problem I've had trying to get help.

Sometimes when people are offering advice, they don't want the conversation, they just want to say their bit and feel like they've done something to help.

 

[Forever Sleep]

This is my social media! Lol. Personally, it feels far more fitting than lying about how great my life is.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Screw anything else, this is mainly where I am.