You can pretend we care

[Surai]

You can pretend they care. they don't care do they. It's all in our heads, it's not important. If it's all in our heads is it really that important? None of them care we don't care anymore. No one cared about us anyway. We can pretend for a lifetime. No work ourselves up for a failure so heart wrenching. It destroys us from the inside out. No one really cares about you other than yourself. We can work to becoming this figure, spreading your beliefs your art your meaning. But does anyone care? Unless it makes them feel good. What a horrible existence this is. Everything is conditional. There is no refuting that love is conditional. Everything in shit world is a transaction. And suffering and suffering and suffering. We were born because it felt good to do so. Didn't it. You would have given birth if it didnt make you happy now would you. See we just want to happy. And feel happy all the time. And what happens when you don't get what you want. You live in resentment in suffering jealous and envious of others. Selfish creatures. I can't live in this flesh prison anymore.