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lmon

lmon

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Well that went spectacularly wrong. I followed the instructions as I thought to the letter and experienced nothing but wooziest feeling from possibly the alcohol...which I thought I'd boiled out...no ill effects whatsoever. It was yew...as described. All I can think of was that the leaves weren't strong enough...picked in August. Got the weight right-almost double. Trying again with another tree and bigger needles . Am I over drying in the oven? I dry them until they are crushable by hand.. they go black in colour.... crush until as small a particle as possible....soaked for 10 days...
Do you think simmering the needles could be destroying certain properties? Idk tho
 
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Dot

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Do you think simmering the needles could be destroying certain properties? Idk tho
Am nt sre - am nt usng tht methd n.e.mre
 
SparkleWater

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am i the only one who thought of "a monster calls" when reading this
 
angiegirl30

angiegirl30

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Jan 20, 2022
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What is continuous dialysis?
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Ok wtf which yew lol
Lol! Didn't know there were so many.! I was referring to the Yew tree
What is continuous dialysis?
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Ok wtf which yew lol
Lol! Didn't know there were so many. I was referring to the Yew tree( Taxus baccata ) and the Japanese Yew.
What is continuous dialysis?
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Dialysis is a treatment to clean the blood stream of increased toxins and other substances when your kidneys are not working properly. It is usually done 3-4 times a week through an a venous access in your arm, upper chest or abdomen. Continuous dialysis is done in the critical care setting on patients in acute renal failure due to various reasons. It is also known as CVVHD or CRRT. It is done through access in your femoral (groin) area or up by your collarbone. It is run 24/7 and reserved for the extremely ill. You will usually be that nurses only patient because it is so complicated and time consuming.
 
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Do you think simmering the needles could be destroying certain properties? Idk tho
Not really. So long as you have the temperature at 185 or below. Which you just want it hot, but not boiling. Maybe slight bubbles and steam here and there. After all the temperature the water boils is below the melting point of taxine alkaloids.
Yea tree poisoning is rare but it can happen. But here's a reality check for those who are considering it. I'm a critical care nurse. Although there is no antidote for yew tree toxicity, medical treatment can be given to support your body to clear the effects of the poison from your system. A critical care team would more than likely put a trans venous pacemaker in to help your heart maintain a healthy rate and rhythm. You would also be put on a breathing machine. And if your local hospital offers it, an ECMO machine. This is the ultimate in life support. And it is not a pretty picture. You may also be lucky and get continuous dialysis. I'm not saying any of this to scare anyone or dissuade you. I've read several posts regarding ctb and what might happen if not successful. There doesn't seem to be a lot of info. regarding care after failed attempts. I just think you should be aware of what could occur. What I described is just the tip of the iceberg. There is so much more. Please be careful in what you decide.
There is but one question, though there may be an obvious answer to it. But say I made an extract with minimal impurities and swallowed it all. I only need about 180 milligrams of taxine, but can extract around 400-600mg/100 grams of seeds. Compared to simply ingesting leaves, it would do me in much faster. And by that, I mean I've sampled it a few times, first with a half-dropper, then a full dropperful, and then a lick of my salt powder. It took just a few minutes before I started feeling weird, like I was stoned on weed. Weird feeling in chest, sorta breathless, trembling hands that were sorta clammy, and dizzy. I'd imagine it'd be unlikely I'd be saved, yes?

The important thing is, if one were to do this, then it's better to consume it without all the bulk fibers slowing things down.

I think you're right about the kidneys though… Should you survive, sequels in the liver and kidneys may remain. But I also don't think it's the taxine that causes it.

The liver is likely caused by formic acid and the tannins. Kidneys, I need to look that one up.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

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This should be a mega thread.
 
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Any oppinion on my natural approach? I plan to ingest it without any processing. 200 grams of needles (i'm 50 kilograms). Smoking weed to avoid vomitting, taking beta-blockers, and going to sleep. Maybe drinking a bit of alcohol to improve the odds? What do you think? How much chance do i got? If i fail, how will i feel the next day? Should i wait until january? I know the toxicity is worse in summer, but i really want to do it right now.
 
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Do you think simmering the needles could be destroying certain properties? Idk tho
This is what I am very worried about. I want to use this method, but I am worried that heating it up could make it less toxic, increasing the chance of a failed suicide...