Yet another goodbye thread

[Majin K.]

I'm going to CTB today together with my CTB partner CloudedPath using SN. If you don't hear from me tomorrow, please block my account. I just wanted to say thank you to the people who have created this place and to anyone who has contributed to it. I have spent a handful of years to make this decision, so this isn't an impulsive choice. I'm a bit nervous though. I don't believe in an after life and there being nothing after death is both quite depressing and terrifying. Yet none of those emotions will matter once I fade into nonexistence.

Here's a beautiful soundtrack by the way.

 

[jgm63]

If you proceed then I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

May your journey be safe & peaceful & you find what you seek.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm so sorry. If this is your choice then may your suffering be at an end.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Surrounding you both in love and light ❤

 

[Mr2005]

I love Megaman but there are some things even he can't make up for

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm so very sorry that it's come to this. This world is so unfair, especially to those with the kindest hearts.

Just remember that there's no shame in backing out. You can always try another day.

At least if there is no afterlife, you will not be aware of it. So although it is a terrifying thought, at least it would mean you no longer suffer. But if there is one, I truly hope that you find peace and happiness.

Best wishes and good luck! Thanks for being part of this awesome community.


I'm here if you need to talk at all.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Sending love to you and your partner

May you both find the peace you seek. xx

 

[faust]

I wish you safe and peaceful transition!
Here is the light in the end of the tunnel

 

[LosinIt20]

I'm going to CTB today together with my CTB partner CloudedPath using SN. If you don't hear from me tomorrow, please block my account. I just wanted to say thank you to the people who have created this place and to anyone who has contributed to it. I have spent a handful of years to make this decision, so this isn't an impulsive choice. I'm a bit nervous though. I don't believe in an after life and there being nothing after death is both quite depressing and terrifying. Yet none of those emotions will matter once I fade into nonexistence.

Here's a beautiful soundtrack by the way.

I wish you a peaceful journey home May you find peace

I wish you a peaceful journey home. May you find eternal peace and happiness

 

[waterbottleman]

Goodbye, I'm sorry life didn't work out for you.

I only wish life was happy for everyone but instead life is quite cruel and completely unfair/unjust.

I hope to follow you soon but this virus and quarantines are making it more difficult. Might have to change my plan and ctb outside in nature instead of in a hotel.

 

[LMLN]

So sorry you both have come to this decision. I hope you you both find peace, whatever happens. We are here regardless. Peace and love to you both.

 

[Majin K.]

The hotel didn't accept us. I wasn't aware that one can't privately book hotels anymore in Germany. So now we're going to travel to my home city (5 hours!) and then drive into a forest with my car.

 

[Nem]

Best of luck for a low anxiety exit if that's what you decide
Peace/hugs

 

[cursum.perficio]

I wish you the best. Sleep well friend.

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace and love to both of you

 

[mesohappy]

I wish you safe and peaceful transition!
Here is the light in the end of the tunnel
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I read somewhere the other day that the light you see at the end of the tunnel as you die is just you being reborn out another vagina..Not sure I believe it,but made me pause and think.

This your thread @Majin K. not trying to jack it...Wish you well,hope you find what you seek,and sorry life has brought you to this point.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I wish you both a peaceful journey! Hugs

 

[Majin K.]

I read somewhere the other day that the light you see at the end of the tunnel as you die is just you being reborn out another vagina..Not sure I believe it,but made me pause and think.

This your thread @Majin K. not trying to jack it...Wish you well,hope you find what you seek,and sorry life has brought you to this point.

Reincarnation is actually more frightening to me than nonexistence. Everyone inevitably experiences suffering, so reincarnation would be just an infinite cycle of suffering and you wouldn't even get to keep your memories from your last life.

 

[mesohappy]

Reincarnation is actually more frightening to me than nonexistence. Everyone inevitably experiences suffering, so reincarnation would be just an infinite cycle of suffering and you wouldn't even get to keep your memories from your last life.

Yeah me too...

Is this about your wreck?Sorry if Im off base,know you have a partner and shit seems like its on a schedule...

You seem cool to me though,hate to see you go just yet.

 

[Ulisses]

good luck on your ctb. entering your feelings of fear and anxiety keep calm. hugs

 

[Majin K.]

Yeah me too...

Is this about your wreck?Sorry if Im off base,know you have a partner and shit seems like its on a schedule...

You seem cool to me though,hate to see you go just yet.

Err no this isn't about my car wreck. Although being broke soon, jobless as my contract expires in June, not exactly being a great catch for companies and on top of that many companies not hiring or closing down due to the virus doesn't exactly help either.

 

[mesohappy]

Err no this isn't about my car wreck. Although being broke soon, jobless as my contract expires in June, not exactly being a great catch for companies and on top of that many companies not hiring or closing down due to the virus doesn't exactly help either.

Yeah, im in need of work and money right now too.Got a brief respite but know I gotta muscle up and go nuts in order to fix my situation in the midst of this "virus" and economic downturn..Finding that strength when your depressed is hard.

Feel weak and inadequate,uneducated,not good enough.People around me shit and unrelatable.

Wish you peace bud,But it aint too late.

 

[reapandsow918]

Hope you have a peaceful passing

 

[Majin K.]

We're sitting in my car now and have begun the 1 hour process before taking the SN.

 

[LMLN]

Peace and love to both of you.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

Reincarnation is actually more frightening to me than nonexistence. Everyone inevitably experiences suffering, so reincarnation would be just an infinite cycle of suffering and you wouldn't even get to keep your memories from your last life.

The most frightening thing of all is the possibility of Eternal Return: coming back around to the identical stupid decisions again, and again, and again.

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you both peace..

 

[x-Ace-x]

Hope everything will go as planned. Good luck to you both

 

[Shinbu]

The violin is a beautiful instrument. If you go through with this. I hope it is painless as possible.