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Bernard Fanning - Songbird

I wish I knew which button to push
Then I'd know how to please you
It's sad but true
So I'll just listen in down the line
While you're busy mixing grape with grain
To sedate your pain
Songbird
You got tales to tell
How many times can you describe your livin' hell?

 
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Old Flame-Falling Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(I tried getting the lyrics but had problems, so I gave up)



 
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Hangman's Chair-Who To Die Old :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's been a long time since
Since I didn't feel like this
This time I don't
I don't want to win
I just want to see
Where it ends
I never say what I think
I never believe what I say
And if I tell the truth
I hide it under
So many lies
So many lies
So many lies
I hide it under so many lies
That it's hard to find out
The more I get old
The more I remain silent
The more I get old
I need some rest
But I can't sleep
I just remember
Who wants to die old?
On the floor I want to lie cold
I don't understand
This world we live in
I can't understand
This world we live in
I don't understand
This world we live in
I won't understand
 
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I'm Gonna Come 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂


 
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Papa Roach-Even If It Kills Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away (oh)
Is this a warning? Is this a sign?
Should I keep my mouth shut, let you live a lie?
'Cause every day it's a dog fight
I can see it pilin' up like a mile high
(Oh)
'Cause I hope that you know when you're broken, I'm broken too
(Oh)
If you need me, I'll bleed for you
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
Is this the moment? Is this the time?
Are you gonna wake up, gonna realize
Your world is burning? A thousand signs
But you're choking on the smoke from the other side
(Oh)
And I hope that you know when you're broken, I'm broken too
(Oh)
If you need me, I'll bleed for you
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
(Warning)
I won't run, I won't hide
Standing in the fire, I'm alive
I won't run, I won't hide
I'm not leaving you behind
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
I won't run, I won't hide
I'm not leavin' you behind
 
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Ed Sheeran-Perfect 💔💙💔🩵💔

For my ex.... Maybe someday we will find our way back to each other. 😥








I found a love for me
Oh, darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waitin' for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love, not knowin' what it was
I will not give you up this time
Oh, darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes, you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass while listenin' to our favourite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, "Darling, you look perfect tonight"
Well, I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday, I'll share her home
I found a love to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love, fightin' against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand, be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes
Oh, baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass while listenin' to our favourite song
When I saw you in that dress, lookin' so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight
No, no, no
Mm, oh
Baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, oh, listenin' to our favourite song
I have faith in what I see, now I know I have met
An angel in person, and she looks perfect
Though I don't deserve this, you look perfect tonight
 
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Nothing More-House On Sand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Rationalize
Mix the truth with lies (take a trip to the dark side)
It's all black magic
Mix with bad habits
Oh, isn't it tragic?
I'm a patient, going apeshit on the fourth floor, in the psych ward
I've been baptized, franchised, Americanized, left here wondering why?
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Whoa-oh, again!
Blegh!
I'm compromised
Wage war on my mind
Feels good on the dark side
It's all black magic
Mixed with bad habits
Oh, isn't it tragic?
I'm a patient, going apeshit on the fourth floor, in the psych ward
I've been baptized, franchised, Americanized, left here wondering why?
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Yo-oh
Build my life again
Err-yow!
Hey!
Huh, I'm a patient, going apeshit, I'm a monster, an outsider
It's all bullshit, all bullshit
It's all bullshit!
(Tear it) down!
Blegh!
Oh, isn't it tragic?
Huh-oh, tear it down!
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way (the storms that come my way)
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again (start again)
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Yo-oh
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
 
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Coldplay-All My Love 💙💔💙💔💙








We've been through low
Been through sunshine, been through snow
All the colours of the weather
We've been through high
Every corner of the sky
And still we're holding on together
You got all my love
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
You've got all my love
Whether it rains, it remains
You've got all my love
Until I die
Let me hold you if you cry
Be my one, two, three forever
'Cause you got all my love
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
You've got all my love
Whether it rains, it remains
You'vе got all my love
La-la, la-la, la, lie
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
La-la, la-la, la, lie
That's all, all I can say
Ooh
You got all my lovе
Oh, for now and always, 'til the end of my days
You got all my love
You've got all my love
 
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Lisa-Moonlit Floor :heart::smiling::heart::heart::heart::smiling::heart::smiling::heart::heart::heart:









Ooh la-la-la
Ooh la-la-la
I'ma need to hear you say it out loud
'Cause I love it when my name slips out your mouth
Love it when your eyes caress my body (Oh-oh)
Right before you lace your kisses on me (Bonjour, ooh)
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
How your skin is always soft
How your kisses always hit
How you know just where to
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
On that accent off your lips
How your tongue do all those tricks?
How you know just where to
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight (Ah-ah)
So kiss me
Cute fit in the whip to the flight to the sky
Never down, baby, check my stats
Truth is, I wasn't tryna meet nobody
Baby, I was there to get my bag
But when I saw you I was like, "I like that"
Wasn't tryna break, baby, I fought back
But when I heard you say, "Bonjour, bébé"
I was like, "Damn"
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
How your skin is always soft (Ah-ah)
How your kisses always hit
How you know just where to
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
On that accent off your lips
How your tongue do all those tricks?
How you know just where to
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight (Ah-ah)
So kiss me
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-la)
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-la)
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-la)
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (La-la)
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
So kiss me








 
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Suicide Silence-Unanswered :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








How much must I curse your name
And put your beliefs to shame
Before you prove yourself
And end this life?
End this life
And I'll say a fucking prayer
Because I know it won't be answered
Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?
And even though I don't believe in you
I pray for the day
I pray for the day
That you end this life
So please
Take me
Away
I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?
For all the prayers that go unanswered
For all the prayers that go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your eyes
And all your prayers will go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your fucking eyes
 
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Underoath-All The Love Is Gone :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Prayers are useless, seeing double
Another Friday night
Three vodkas deep, another level
Fucking dynamite
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone
I'm not abusing anything
That shit's abusing me
Another round, delete 'em now
Let's go bartender, please!
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone!
All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
I lost my wallet, can't find my keys
My bag's been empty since 2:15
I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level
All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Prayers are useless, I'm seeing double
Since 2:15, I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
All the love is goneAll the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
 
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Flat Black-Sideways :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








No, this is not the way
Feel like I lost control
I know my own enemy
Looking back in the mirror at me
Is it fine as I lie crossed in my mind
Live or die, I just don't know
Paranoid and annoyed, better keep
My eyes my eyes locked to the ground
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
Fake animosity
Every time I call you out
I feel the insanity
Pulling me in all directions
It's not enough just to kill my vanity
You won't stop me till nothing's left
I'll fight back but I come up empty
Losing ground instead
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
I burnt all alone
Full of faith on my own
So I do, I try
I've been all but thrown away
But I won't drown in my sorrow
I fight to stay alive
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong fa
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
 
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Disturbed-I Will Not Break :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Uh-uh
Uh-uh
Why do I feel like a criminal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I must've fallen down a thousand times
Why am I like this? There's no way to hide this from anyone
It was anything but typical
How it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I can't believe that I could be so blind, I had to find it
Now I am reminded of everything
I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
Why am I acting like an animal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I've had enough of feeling terrified
Now I'm deciding that I won't be hiding from anyone
The change was far beyond physical
When it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I even contemplated suicide
And though I am haunted, I will not be taunted by anyon
I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away (ticking away)
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
Uh-uh
I will not break
 

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