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Mar 23, 2018
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Dax-Depression 😭😭😭😭😭








I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help, mm
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit, and I reminisce 'bout the good times
Wish I could get those back
I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
And they go on these tracks
I'm not ready to erase all my memories
Hmm, I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are drainin' all my energy
I try to tell 'em to God, they said, I'm goin' insane
And then they recommended therapy
And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on in life
And pass the things that my heart cannot contain
So that happiness won't sustain
And he read me my options
He said, "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"
And they don't know how I feel (know how I feel...)

I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)
I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke
It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat
I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart
They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart
Then they say you insane until it tears you apart
And then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars

We can only see change when we accept who we are
Try to run from the shame, and you will never get far
Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
With our God, you can beat all the odds
Keep your faith, and you'll never be lost and say

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (I think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
I can't do anything right.... 😭🤬😭🤬😭🤬😭

I'm so ready to CTB !!!!!!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life
:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Jason Derulo-Take You Dancing :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (Jason Derulo)

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
Performin' just like my 'Rari
You're too fine, need a ticket
I bet you taste expensive
Pouring up, up, up by the liter
If you keepin' up you's a keeper
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
It's just us two in this party
That Louis, that Prada looks so much better off ya
Turn me up, up, up, be my waitress
Know we not in love so let's make it
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should (know that I should)
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (if you know what I mean)

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (girl)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancing)

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (If you know what I mean)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (yeah, all night)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancin')
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Falling In Reverse-Watch The World Burn :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully
And I don't medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently
Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy
I battle depression, I'm back with a message
I'm asking the question that if you hate me, why you acting obsessive?
I'm past the point of no return, fuck being passive-aggressive
I'll brandish a weapon, teach all you motherfuckers a lesson

I actually battle my demons and shadows
They swim in the deep, and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost
I gotta admit that I'm living the life that I've always wanted, but it comes at a cost
They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart, I'm swimming with sharks
I'm lifting the bar, I'm lifting it into the stars
I'm like a shot of adrenaline mixed with some Ritalin

You started a battle, but bitch, I'ma finish it
You think you can stop me? Not even a little bit
Nowadays, everybody's so sensitive
Taking my words and you pick it apart
Tripping on nothing, just get in the car
Gripping and ripping, I'm sticking the mark
I'm tipping the ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-charts

'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me
Evil tendencies are fucking with me mentally
I got people that don't like me in the industry
I can feel your energy, you are not a friend to me
'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah
I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah
I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat
All it takes is one post, watch 'em fall like dominoes

You'll never get rid of me, too many mini-mes ripping my imagery
You know my history, it ain't a mystery
I put every enemy outta they misery
Somebody, send me some positive energy
About to go Darth, about to go Disney
Into the darkness, into infinity and
Shut you motherfuckers up, you listening?

Stacking every little pretty penny that I'm getting
And I'm never giving in to anybody, always winning
Never kidding when I die, I'm taking everybody with me
You're never gonna get me 'cause you'll never see it simply
I'm a motherfucking god, you're a light yawn, I'm a time bomb
And the vibes wrong, is this mic on?
I'm killing the syllables with a loaded refillable
I'm a lyrical, typical super villain, I'm venomous
And I'm never gonna stop until they put me on top of the list
I can't control the monster any longer that's inside

The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows hard to swallow
Death is calling so appalling
Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down
Like missiles falling from the sky
Come and save us
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
Here today, but gone tomorrow

The pain inside is the fuel that drives
This flesh and bone through blood-red skies
The death defying, hypnotizing
One day you're gonna figure out that
Everything they taught you was a lie
Watch the world burn

Ooh

The fear is what keeps you alive
Break the fucking chains, take back your life
The fear is what keeps you insane
Break the fucking chains, take away the pain
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,892
David Guetta-Forever Young :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Forever Gone, I Want To Be Forever Gone 😉😂









"Forever Young"

Don't leave afraid, what's here tonight
Heaven can wait, no use in watchin' the sky
Don't say goodbye, just hold me tight
Heaven can wait, I wanna dance one more time

Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

Dance one more time
Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever young
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Suicide Silence-No Pity For A Coward :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Dry your eyes
Hide your face with your hands
One last breath, hold it in

Fuck your past
Your future
Is in your hands

Just sit back and relax
Put your fucking shades on
Put that gun to your head
You're a fucking disgrace

Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?

You coward
You coward
You coward
You coward

Drowning yourself
In your tears
No one has
Pity for you

Pity for you
Pity for you
Pity for you

Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch

Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Erik Gronwell (Just some of his cover songs) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(I think I'm having a Bro-Crush moment) 😉😍😍😍





 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Ok... Who's Next ? 😂😂😂😂
Selena Gomez-Single Soon :heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart:










Should I do it on the phone?
Should I leave a little note
In the pocket of his coat? Yeah
Maybe I'll just disappear
I don't wanna see a tear
And the weekend's almost here

I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon
I know he'll be a mess when I break the news
But I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I'ma date who I wanna, stay out late if I wanna
I'ma do what I wanna do
I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I know I'm a little high maintenance
But I'm worth a try
Might not give a reason why (oh, well, yeah)
We both had a lot of fun
Time to find another one
Blame it all on feelin' young

I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon
I know he'll be a mess when I break the news
But I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I'ma date who I wanna, stay out late if I wanna
I'ma do what I wanna do
I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
Yeah, I'll be single soon
Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
All That Remains -Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Forever Cold"

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you

I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Suicide Silence-Fuck Everything :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



















"Fuck Everything"



If you hate the world around you.

And you hate everything that you see.

And if what you see makes you happy,

Then fuck off cause we're all out of time.

So follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



If you hate the world around you.

And it makes you sick what you see.

Then follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we all call home.

Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we hate to call home.

We fucking hate! Hate hate hate



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x6]



Put your fingers in the fucking air,

And live your life without a care.



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x2].



If you hate the world, fuck everything,

And it makes you sick what you see, fuck everything.

Say this with me, fuck everything, fuck everything!



Fuck everything, fuck everything

, ehya! [x5]

Fuck everything! Fuck everything! [x7]
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Static X-Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We kiss the stars

We writhe, we are

Your name, desire

Your flesh, we are

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Your mouth, these words

Silence, it turns

Humming, we laugh

My head falls back

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,892
Dark Divine-The Reaper :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground



My friend, death is an impatient man

Waiting and praying for the day that I finally snap

I don't want to know when it happens

But honestly, it could have already happened

Fighting the voices with internal bloodshed

Facing the fears that have taken control of my head



Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground

Screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-



Save me from my superficial suicide

Don't let it consume me

Death is only the beginning of the end



My friend, death, he's as crazy as me

Watching the clock as I'm rotting away

Projecting my judgments and bad energy

Life is always hiding a dead personality

(Dead personality)



Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-



And I'll never be free

Until they finally hear me

Silence has a way of being deafening

To those who are not used to listening



Listen to me



Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground

Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the ground
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Ghost-It's A Sin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"It's A Sin"

(originally by Pet Shop Boys)

When I look back upon my life
It's always with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
At school, they taught me how to be
So pure in thought and word and deed
They didn't quite succeed
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
Father, forgive me, I tried not to do it
Turned over a new leaf, then tore right through it
Whatever you taught me, I didn't believe it
Father, you fought me, 'cause I didn't care
And I still don't understand
So I look back upon my life
Forever with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin
 
Yoñlü×

Yoñlü×

Smaller than a grain of salt in the wide sea
Jul 19, 2024
85

Suicide Song - Yoñlu

Back into your arms because I just can't be
Anything outside of them
Reinvaginated just to rewind
Back to the time I had a future I could see
Now I find that days slip through in loneliness
Now I see it doesn't help to understand
How the pain became world-sized
And how I realised
That life is losing friends
Try to see through these sheets of shit poetry
And see what there is left
See, I'm sad cause I'm alone in this world and
Writing doesn't seem to help
Now she's gone like everyone I ever met
Now my suicide is lit by the sunset
It's pretty sad if you ask me
I don't think I will be
Around to see your face again
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Snoop Dogg-Last Dance With Mary Jane :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








[Snoop Dogg:]
Don't bother asking me to ever give my lady up
Was about five years old taking my first puff
It was love at first light, fell in love the first night
My uncle told me, "Don't rush. This could be your first crush."
Now I'm on the block with all the homies and it's a family affair
Seventeen with a dream, blowing smoke in the air
Serving fiends, my routine is where I was that year
Avoiding them fucking pandas in my rear-view mirror
County blues, wanna lose shit, I'm with all of my peers
Looking back, I wouldn't change shit, oh what a career
I used to flip bags with her, skip class with her
She comfortable as fuck when I'm trying to smash with her
She got a lot of fans and they always harassing us
Ashes to ash to dust, feels like I'm Lazarus
I can't get past the rush, never pass her up
Who took this bitch worldwide? Nigga, we gassing up
Now is the
[Snoop Dogg (Tom Petty):]
(Last dance with Mary Jane, one more time to kill the pain)
Even before the fame, she was my Novocaine
You know it ain't gon' change, 'cause now
(I feel summer creeping in and I'm tired of this town again)
And if the truth remains
That it just ain't the same
Without my Loïs Lane
By my side
[Jelly Roll:]
I've seen some things in my life
It feels like raging inside
This time I'm changing my mind
I'm saying goodbye to the dangerous side
Sometimes you gotta roll with it
Fighting fire is a damn cold finesse
Somehow she came in my life
Between the white lines and made it alright (Well alright)
And everything she ever told me
Knew it from the get go, yes I did (Yes I did)
And if I gotta grab a can of gasoline
Strike a match, I'ma burn that bridge
It's so unfair what she did to me
The way she sparked this epiphany
I tried to walk away but I'm stumbling, whole world crumbling
Somethings never change, but now it's my
[Snoop Dogg {Tom Petty} (Jelly Roll):]
{Last dance with Mary Jane} (This is my last dance)
{One more time to kill the pain}
Even before the fame, she was my Novocaine
You know it ain't gon' change, 'cause now
{I feel summer creeping in} (I feel it coming)
{And I'm tired of this town again}
And if the truth remains
That it just ain't the same
Without my Loïs Lane
By my side
 
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Bullet For My Valentine-Tears Don't Fall :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Let's go
With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleepin'
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Oh
Yeah
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones, they heal no more, no more
With my last breath, I'm choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Let's go
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
(Tears) your tears (don't) don't fall, they crash around me
(Conscience) her conscience calls the guilty to come-
(Better) your tears don't fall, they crash around me
(Conscience) her conscience calls the guilty to come home
 
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Fear Factory-Final Exit :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"It's quite an experience
To hold the hand of someone
As they move
From living to dead."
"Final Exit...
The practicalities
Of self-deliverance"
Final Exit
Your Life no longer
Has any value
Let them tell you what your
Own life is worth
There is no compassion
As life fades away
This self deliverance the choice
You have made
Contemplate your last breath
As you see the face of death
Contemplate your last breath
Breathe, slowly breathe
Final Exit
The pain in your life
I cannot perceive
Crimes of humanity
I see and believe
Contemplate your last breath
As you see the face of death
Contemplate your last breath
Breathe, slowly breathe
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye
"It's quite an experience
To hold the hand of someone
As they move
From living to dead."
Like the knife
That cuts through me
Stabbing uncertainty
It bleeds my life I know
Draining my heart and soul...
Like the knife
That cuts through me
Stabbing uncertainty
It bleeds my life I know
Draining my heart and soul...
My soul
My soul
My soul
My soul
My soul
My soul
My soul
Contemplate your last breath
As you see the face of death
Contemplate your last breath
Breathe, slowly breathe
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye
 
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Paris Hilton ft. Maria Bacerra-Without Love :heart::heart::heart:








I used to be an island
When I was young
Too proud to rely on anyone
But then I saw you smiling
And I was home
Now you're the air that's filling up my lungs
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Me encanta sentir tu calor
No puedo vivir sin tu amor
Porque morí cuando me miraste así
Es que andaba tan ciega y en tus ojos yo me vi
Ya no hay nadie más, yeah
Nunca te vaya' lejos de mí
Lejos de mí
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
You go down easy
I see you see me
Right in the middle of a crowd
You go down easy
I see you see me
Don't wanna be without you now
You go down easy
I see you see me
Right in the middle of a crowd
You go down easy
I see you see me
Don't wanna be without you now
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
 
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Bullet For My Valentine-Welcome Home (Sanitarium):heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Welcome Home (Sanitarium)"

(originally by Metallica)

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says rage?
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
And cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our Hell
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Sanitarium, yeah!
No, leave me the fuck alone!
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly
word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again!
 
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All That Remains-Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you
I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever cold
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
 
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Saliva ft Payton Parrish-Time Bomb :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Here I stand with the weight of the world on my chest
Still I fight with the struggle my mind never rests
They see a mask but never the pain I invest
With every line, every rhyme, every time I confess
They say two for the money but nothin' is free
And every moment in time is a chance to achieve
I'll rise no matter the shit you believe
I'm not dying for you I'm just livin' for me
You lit my fuse I'm counting 321
Yeah
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
Had to lose, had to fall just to open my eyes
I had to break these chains just to come alive
When they bruise and abuse keep my eye on the prize
So the scars I wear give me a reason to fight ya know
You wanna say it to my face now
But you never keep the truth inside
You wanna taste a little pain yeah
You wanna say it to my face come on come on
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb
I will not back down
I'll go round and round
Adrenaline's got me (rushing) high
It doesn't matter what you say
'Cause now I'm gonna detonate
I'm counting 321
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321
I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
 
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Asking Alexandria-Psycho :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
I love to get attention
The tension's all I need
To feed my own insanity (feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cause I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
I'm a fucking psycho
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm 'bout to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground? (Psycho)
Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cause I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Something's awakened deep insid
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage



I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)

(I'm a fucking psycho)

I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho, yeah)

I'm feeling out of my mind, yeah

I'm feeling out of my mind



(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)

I'm feeling out of my mind

Oh God, I feel so alive

Oh no, I'm not gonna die



Something's awakened deep inside

It's like I'm frozen still in time

And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (oh, whoa)

I hide behind the devil's eyes

I lost my faith a thousand times

And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)



I'm feeling out of my mind

Oh God, I feel so alive

Oh no, I'm not gonna die

'Cause I'm a psycho

A messiah to life

I'm feeling out of my mind

I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm a fucking psycho

I'm a fucking psycho
 
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Godsmack-Serenity :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul, reflecting in the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control?
Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child



I need serenity

In a place where I can hide

I need serenity

Nothing changes, days go by



Where do we go when we just don't know

And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?

Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing

And when will we learn to control?



Where do we go when we just don't know

And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?

Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing

And when will we learn to control?



I need serenity (where do we go when we just don't know?)

I need serenity (and how do we relight the flame when it's cold?)

I need serenity (why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?)

I need serenity (and when will we learn to control?)
 
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Killswitch Engage-I Believe 👍🤗👍🤗👍








I believe
I believe
Covering the truth inside us, giving into spite
Self-inflicted paranoia hindering our sight
Lose track of what used to drive you to make you feel alive
That part of yourself that gave you the willingness to fight
Some people will say it's part of life
I chose to refuse to let it slide
Finding faith in these dark times
Keeping hope alive
I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face
Discovering the faith inside us
Save us from despair
No matter what this world will tell you
Do not live in fear
Learn to let the light guide you
Let go of the pain
You can't kill the passion in me
My devotion remains
I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face
Come what may, the light will guide my way
Come what may, I won't be led astray
Do you believe that something can renew your strength?
When you find it, you stop at nothing
It's in every word you say
So keep the faith
Keep the faith
The light will guide my way
I won't be led astray
And nothing will stand in my way
I believe, I believe that there is hope
I believe, there is hope for better days
 
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I bet she doesn't wake up like P. Diddy anymore... 😉😁😂

Kesha-Tik Tok :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Wake up in the mornin' feelin' like P Diddy (ayy, what up, girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city (let's go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't comin' back
I'm talkin' pedicure on our toes, toes
Tryin' on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowin' up our phones, phones
Drop-toppin', playin' our favorite CDs
Pullin' up to the parties, tryna get a little bit tipsy
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick-tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-oh
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick-tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-o
Ain't got a care in the world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now the dudes are linin' up 'cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick 'em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
I'm talkin' 'bout e'rybody gettin' crunk (crunk)
Boys try to touch my junk (junk)
Gonna smack him if he gettin' too drunk, drunk
Now, now we go until they kick us out (out)
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down, po-po shut us (dow)
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-oh
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-oh
(DJ) you build me up, you break me down
My heart, it pounds, yeah, you got me
With my hands up, you got me now
You got that sound, yeah, you got me (oh, oh, oh)
(DJ) you build me up, you break me down
My heart, it pounds, yeah, you got me (oh, oh, oh)
With my hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-oh
Don't stop, make it pop, DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'ma fight 'til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock, but the party don't stop, no
Oh-whoa, whoa-oh (oh), oh-whoa, whoa-oh
 
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Shinedown-365 :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:







There's a hurricane and it's on the way
Been sittin' around this house for days
I'm in here waitin' on the flood
Been hangin' out and holdin' on
To every word in our favorite song
These headphones are thicker than blood
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
Givin' in, not givin' up
Maybe I didn't care enough
I wish I could let you know, somehow
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
Keep lookin' out, not lookin' down
You won't find the answers in the ground
Where will we be 12 months from now?



If I could hitch a ride on a time machine

I would bring you right back here with me

And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear

Even though I said all the things that mattered most

While I held on tight to the end of the rope

I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here



A lot can happen in a year
 

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