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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I should have known better
Nothing can be changed
The past is still the past
The bridge to nowhere
I should have wrote a letter
Explaining what I feel
That empty feeling

 
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Aug 27, 2020
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Trudge - страсть
Dark Ukrainian instrumental song, not many words just feelings.
 
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
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Mar 23, 2018
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Fozzy-I Still Burn :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Don't tell me I don't need this anymore
Don't tell me I don't feel the same inside
What the hell do I keep fighting for?
'Cause underneath I'm never satisfied
Oh, I still believe in it
I bleed for it
Yeah, I'll take the punishment
I never learn
I never learn
Yeah, I believe in it
I bleed for it
Sacrifice it all for it
My soul still stirs
And I still
I still burn
Even when they think I'm at my end
I get up again
I still burn
Every time the fire floods these veins
Oh, it never fades
I still burn
I've put a million miles upon these bones
Living out this villain I portray
There's nothing left of me after the show
The devil made a deal that I can't break
And so I pay the dues
Fill the rooms
Watched some good friends gone too soon
There's nothing worse
It always hurts
I still carry them
Deep within
They're with me like they're guardians
Their souls still stir
And I still
I still burn
Even when they think I'm at my end
I get up again
I still burn
Every time the fire floods these veins
Oh, it never fades
I still burn
Creeping into my brain
This dread never goes away
Anxiety, mortality
They always get the best of me
The fear always feeds the flames
Yeah, I believe in it
Bleed for it
Sacrifice it all for it
My soul still stirs
And I still
I still burn
Even when they think I'm at my end
I get up again
I still burn
Every time the fire floods these veins
Oh, it never fades
I still burn
I go on and on
I go on and on
I still burn
I go on and on
I go on and on
I still burn
 
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Tim Tama - Ascent In Solitude
Nice dark instrumental piece to listen to alone.
 
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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S like suicide

S like suicide

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Apr 29, 2021
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Sep 12, 2021
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Molchat Doma - "Sudno"
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I want a God who stays dead, not plays dead.
I, even I, can play dead. Play...

 
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Sep 12, 2021
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MIstro - "Your Lullaby"


Mistro - "Bring the Flood"


MIstro - "Storken Kommer"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Bury Tomorrow-Death (Ever Colder) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Where do I belong if pressure takes over?
This weight I can shoulder
Where did we go wrong?

Heavy head without a crown
A heartbeat without a sound
A snapped neck without a noose
A torturous game we always lose
Way beyond
Way beyond the feelings I can't control
I'm just a bastard trying to save my soul

Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve
Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve

We do not belong where pressure takes over
This weight I can shoulder but where did we go wrong?
The void where this has gone, growing ever colder
This wound remains open, are we close to the end now?

Heavy head without a crown
A heartbeat without a sound
A snapped neck without a noose
A torturous game we always lose
We've been lost in oceans, drowning
So breathe in, hold it, sinking, darkness
We've been lost in oceans, drowning
We are surrendered to the deep
(We do not belong)

We do not belong where pressure takes over
This weight I can shoulder but where did we go wrong?
The void where this has gone, growing ever colder
This wound remains open, are we close to the end now?

Did you really think I gave up on life?
Get it

Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve
Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve

Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Justin Timberlake-Sexyback :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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Tristan

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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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This girl cracks me up, when will she realize she has no talent, i think she sings these songs just for the sake of it....
 
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Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Project Pitchfork - "Acid Ocean"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,269
Slash ft Myles Kennedy-April Fool :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"April Fool"

I'm not your clown
I'm not your dog
Won't be your whipping post
Been kicked around
The laughingstock
Punchline is getting old

Before I turn the page
Before I walk away
I wanted you to know

You had me shaking, had me wrapped around your finger
I was your April Fool
But look who's laughing, in the end it's safe to say
I guess the joke's on you
I guess the joke's on you

Look where it's gone
The tables turned
A twist of fate reveals
A tragic flaw
A lesson learned
Last laugh is mine it seems

There's nothing left to say
I finally found my place
I wanted you to know

You had me shaking, had me wrapped around your finger
I was your April Fool
But look who's laughing, in the end it's safe to say
I guess the joke's on you

You had me shaking, had me wrapped around your finger
But now I know the truth
But look who's laughing, in the end it's safe to say
I guess the joke's on
The joke's on you

This time
Life's cruel punch line
Is more than you can take
Ah, what a shame

You had me shaking, had me wrapped around your finger
I was your April Fool
But look who's laughing, in the end it's safe to say
I guess the joke's, the joke's on you

You had me shaking, had me wrapped around your finger
But now I know the truth
But look who's laughing, in the end it's safe to say
I guess the joke's on you
I guess the joke's on you
Oh, joke's on you​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Machine Head-Choke On The Ashes Of Your Hate :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




"Choke On The Ashes Of Your Hate"

Faithless weaponize, mass corrupted lies, poison everything
False conspiracy, soulless enemy, dead for all to see
Look around and see the great decay
Violence turns the fearful into slaves

Choke
On the ashes of your
Hate
And it's far too late
Look around and see, the great hypocrisy
Glittering inside its rotting cage

Sick society, lost in vanity, paid to slowly die
Lifeless reprobate, soul incarcerate, cutting like a knife
Shoving their vile venom down our throats like Klonopin
Force feed their lies back like medicine

Choke
On the ashes of your
Hate
And it's far too late
Look around and see, the great hypocrisy
Glittering inside this rotting cage

Chaos cratering
Riots, anarchy
Lawlessness abounds
All of us hell-bound
We're the damaged ones
Left with the damage done
We don't care no more
This is fucking war

Chaos cratering
Riots, anarchy
Lawlessness abounds
All of us hell-bound
We're the damaged ones
Left with the damage done
We don't care no more
This is fucking war

Mutator bastard
Bow to your master
Dead men, no worry
Welcome hell's fury

Mock and penalize, vex and victimize, starving refugee
Race identity, burning you and me, cinders char the free
Lowing like a shackled animal
Day of slaughter only time will tell

Choke
On the ashes of your
Hate
And it's far too late
Look around and see, the great hypocrisy
Glittering inside this rotting cage

Choke
On the ashes of your
Hate
And it's far too late
Look around and see, the great hypocrisy
Glittering inside this rotting cage​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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They're Baaack !!!!! :devil::heart::love::tongue:

Five Finger Death Punch-Afterlife :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





"AfterLife"

I've heard the rumors that the rumors all were true
They may be looking for me (They may be looking for me)
But they're coming for you (But they're coming for you)
I'll paint a picture you can better understand
They promise diamonds (They promise diamonds)
But they pay in sand

It goes on and on and on and on and on
It's an old broken record stuck on the same song
It goes on and on and on and on and on
You all know it's wrong but you're singing along

(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change me
I don't wanna have to wait for the fall
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change things
I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change this
I don't wanna have to fall on the knife
(I don't wanna wait)
Forever after, this disaster
Bring the AfterLife

You'd cut your nose off just to spite your fuckin' face
That's who you are (That's who you are)
You know your place (You know your place)
You let them lead you by the throat with broken hands
So how's the view beneath their shoe (and what's your plan)

It goes on and on and on and on and on
It's an old broken record stuck on the same song
It goes on and on and on and on and on
We all know it's wrong but we're singing along

(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change me
I don't wanna have to wait for the fall
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change things
I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change this
I don't wanna have to fall on the knife
(I don't wanna wait)
Forever after, this disaster
Bring the AfterLife

I don't wanna wait for heaven to change me
I don't wanna wait (I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait for heaven to save us
I don't wanna wait (I don't wanna wait)
I don't wait for heaven to save us
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait

(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change me
I don't wanna have to wait for the fall
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change things
I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait
(I don't wanna wait)
I don't wanna wait for heaven to change this
I don't wanna have to fall on the knife
(I don't wanna wait)
Forever after, this disaster
Bring the AfterLife
Bring the AfterLife
 
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Nightwish - "Over the HIlls and Far Away"


Nightwish - "Dark Chest of Wonders"


Nightwish - "Sacrament of Wilderness"


Nightwish - "Nemo"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,269
Kane Brown-One Mississippi :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






and I
Had this off and on so lon
You've been here then you've been gon
So many time
And every nigh
Yeah, I'm always bumpin' into yo
We do the same things we used t
It's your place or it's mine s

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Well, I swear we're through with the lonely drunk and déjà v
Oh, oh, oh, oh, o
Five minutes out of downtow
Ain't nothin' but a countdow

One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three shots of whisk
Are you on your way
We're tipsy, baby, come kiss me, I can't wait, I can't wai
Mississippi, two Mississippi, three in the mornin
We'll be on our wa
So tipsy, can't stop kissin', I can't wait, I can't wait foreve

Mm, every time I'm at this bar, tap on the shoulder, turn arou
And baby, there you ar
And it's fire, you're like this Bourbon, hundred proo
Yeah, they don't burn the way you d
Yeah, we're better in the dark s

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Well, I swear we're through with the lonely drunk and déjà v
Oh, oh, oh, oh, o
Five minutes out of downtow
Ain't nothin' but a countdow

One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three shots of whisk
Are you on your way
We're tipsy, baby, come kiss me, I can't wait, I can't wai
Mississippi, two Mississippi, three in the mornin
We'll be on our wa
So tipsy, can't stop kissin', I can't wait, I can't wait foreve

Kinda like that Georgia wi
We'll be gone and back agai
But always wind up right back where we ar
Playin' roulette with our heart
And blowin' smoke rings in the dark, yea

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Well, I swear we're through with the lonely drunk and déjà v
Oh, oh, oh, oh, o
Five minutes out of downtow
Ain't nothin' but a countdow

One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three shots of whisk
Are you on your way
We're tipsy, baby, come kiss me, I can't wait, I can't wai
Mississippi, two Mississippi, three in the mornin
We'll be on our wa
So tipsy, can't stop kissin', I can't wait, I can't wait foreve

Every time I'm at this bar, tap on the shoulder, turn arou
And baby, there you are
 

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