b1ackstar
manifesting my downfall :D
- Sep 16, 2023
- 25
sorry if this is already being discussed, but its a in the moment thing
i just realised i have very easy access to xanax, like literally could get it tomorrow if i wanted (but no because ctb is next friday lol), how reliable is xanax? does it hurt and is it quick? and how much would i need to take? ANDD should i do it with anything?
also side note, tried going to work, couldnt manage, hands shook too much from living off basically plain bread for three days. so so ready to go, but wanna prep first and get any last affairs in order
i just realised i have very easy access to xanax, like literally could get it tomorrow if i wanted (but no because ctb is next friday lol), how reliable is xanax? does it hurt and is it quick? and how much would i need to take? ANDD should i do it with anything?
also side note, tried going to work, couldnt manage, hands shook too much from living off basically plain bread for three days. so so ready to go, but wanna prep first and get any last affairs in order