OK_Smile

OK_Smile

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I'm planing to take a good amount (thinking about 40mg or above) of xanax and mix with vodka, maybe i will take some antiemetic, and lay in a position where helps if i start choking/vomiting to not suffer that much. What are the chances by dying of a xanax overdose? It will be painful? As xanax makes you feel almost every feeling less than you should, it shoudn't be that painful, and mixing with alcohol i will probably have a respiratory failure right? If i survive what could be the consequences?

i know that is kinda of utopic but i just want to die peacefully in my bed, listening to my favorite songs :/
 
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kkatt

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Nov 12, 2018
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According to the label, Oral LD50 in rats is 331-2171mg/kg .
Do some maths. Maybe think about something else.
Sorry.
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
It is almost impossible to overdose on benzos but its a good way to enter into a new level of pain and suffering when your body starts to withdraw from that massive amount... benzos will ruin your life, but they are not likely to end your life unless you have a series of siezures (not the way to go) as the drug leaves your system. Or you choke on your own vomit from the alchohol... also not a good way to go
 
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Crystal Labeija

Crystal Labeija

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Benzos are unreliable. They are designed to achieve the effects of Barbiturates, but without the overdose factor.
 
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Kingkelly

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Ya wont work. Sorry. I wish it were that easy. hugs
 
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deadalready1969

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I've been trying to come off Klonopin (partly so I'd have a supply and also because I think it makes my depression worse), and it's hell. When I was prescribed a benzodiazepine more than 10 years ago, I had no idea the effects it would have on me, especially when it came time to stop. Headaches, insomnia, tremors, itchiness on the outside and inside, GI problems, manic feelings, etc. I had to go back to my 3mg per day dose because I got so sick trying to drop by 1mg at the start. I'm dropping by .25mg at a time now.

For what it's worth, Klonopin was one of the many meds I took in January with alcohol and I'm still here. I almost lost my liver though since I added something with acetaminophen too. It wasn't a fun week in the ICU.
 
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trynacbt

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Sep 28, 2019
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Look into SN. Could give you the chance to lie down, sleep, pass.
 
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deadalready1969

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Look into SN. Could give you the chance to lie down, sleep, pass.

I just ordered SN. I'm terrible with math so now I need to figure out the dosing to make sure I don't mess things up again.
 
ThatIsTheQuestion

ThatIsTheQuestion

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Aug 4, 2019
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Benzos show up in a lot of celebrity suicide stories, but that's not really what people die of. Mostly they OD on opioids (Oxy, H, F), with alcohol and benzos mixed in. Heath Ledger didn't die because he took Xanax, he died because he also took other benzos and at least two opioids. Benzos are kind of fun for a few weeks, and then they're really not. And when they do kill, it isn't pleasant. The only remotely reliable way to die by benzo is to get hooked, go gold turkey, and see what happens. If you're lucky and suicidal, the withdrawal seizures will kill you fast. But probably they won't.
 
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Life sucks

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I think its not a good option specially when one is used to it. While theoretically everything can kill, practically its different and not always applicable or peaceful.
 
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kkatt

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Nov 12, 2018
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I tried the Amitriptyline cocktail.
It was painless,I had no memory of even taking them let alone anything else.
I'm only here cos some idiot had the police hunting for me.
Would definitely use it again
 
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alexithymia

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Sep 18, 2019
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It's too bad that it's so difficult to commit suicide with prescription pills. I have quite a few.
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
252
Well there goes my plan What about 60 mg of klonophin and 60 Tylenol #3
/ codeine.?
 
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Jean Améry

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Mar 17, 2019
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I think the answer is pretty clear: xanax by itself is not a suitable method at all.

I will add that I think you deserve kudos for asking first. Many people would have just popped the pills without a second thought only to wake up hugely dissapointed and possibly in a hospital gown.
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
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You'd have to take a ton to ctb. If you mixed that with a bottle of vodka you might have a better chance but personally I wouldn't risk it.

Grapefruit juice interacts with benzos somehow but I doubt enough to matter when you needed it to. It's nasty as hell anyway imo so scratch that for I. :notsure:
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
If you want some attention and a holiday in the laughing house, go ahead and try it
I heard of people popping 80 - 100 with a shot of insulin to help kickstart the events and they woke up after 3 days, still very much alive.
About the least lethal method out there
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

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Sep 14, 2019
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I honestly don't think that would work. I have over 18,000 mg of morphine ER
Over 1000 mgs of Xanax
Klonopin
800mgs of Percocet
And a lot of anti nausea meds


There's also a way you have to do it! You have to fast for two days before you plan on killing yourself so you throw up as little as possible. Then you have to grind them up and put them in yogurt or pudding and eat it. But I'm so sorry what you have doesn't sound like enough
You need some hard duty pain killers.
 
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No capacity

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Feb 5, 2020
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If you want some attention and a holiday in the laughing house, go ahead and try it
I heard of people popping 80 - 100 with a shot of insulin to help kickstart the events and they woke up after 3 days, still very much alive.
About the least lethal method out there
Where us this? Have means ro travel
 
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asifkhanny12345

Student
Jan 2, 2020
138
I tried the Amitriptyline cocktail.
It was painless,I had no memory of even taking them let alone anything else.
I'm only here cos some idiot had the police hunting for me.
Would definitely use it again

Can i inbox you
 
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Steve3PO

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Feb 12, 2020
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Mixing Benzos and Opioids killed a friend of mine. By them selves they are pretty hard to OD from. But mixed with opioids and you got a very toxic mix.
 
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Mizzmini45

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Dec 1, 2019
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Mixing Benzos and Opioids killed a friend of mine. By them selves they are pretty hard to OD from. But mixed with opioids and you got a very toxic mix.
Yea this. You have to mix them with lots of opioids and low tolerance ups the chances of ODing. I should know my sister almost committed a successful suicide like this but she was found
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
I'm planing to take a good amount (thinking about 40mg or above) of xanax and mix with vodka, maybe i will take some antiemetic, and lay in a position where helps if i start choking/vomiting to not suffer that much. What are the chances by dying of a xanax overdose? It will be painful? As xanax makes you feel almost every feeling less than you should, it shoudn't be that painful, and mixing with alcohol i will probably have a respiratory failure right? If i survive what could be the consequences?

i know that is kinda of utopic but i just want to die peacefully in my bed, listening to my favorite songs :/
Zero chance, unfortunately. This is due in part to the relatively short half life of Xanax. In fact, 40mg. Is a minuscule amount to begin with. Yes, vomiting may occur, but, unfortunately, you will live to see the sunrise.
 
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lost_soul83

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Jan 7, 2019
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I'm planing to take a good amount (thinking about 40mg or above) of xanax and mix with vodka, maybe i will take some antiemetic, and lay in a position where helps if i start choking/vomiting to not suffer that much. What are the chances by dying of a xanax overdose? It will be painful? As xanax makes you feel almost every feeling less than you should, it shoudn't be that painful, and mixing with alcohol i will probably have a respiratory failure right? If i survive what could be the consequences?

i know that is kinda of utopic but i just want to die peacefully in my bed, listening to my favorite songs :/
That same combo of Xanax and vodka almost killed my brother. He would've died if we hadn't come home and gotten him to the hospital. As far as in his case, he didn't vomit at all, he was just out cold and not breathing so I would say he wasn't suffering.
 
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Pan

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Oct 24, 2019
914
Interesting...I base my knowledge of Xanax on my own personal experiences with it, so I am not the final authority. In addition, I did not include the vodka as a factor. Was there any subsequent brain damage, to your knowledge?
 
Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
I tried the Amitriptyline cocktail.
It was painless,I had no memory of even taking them let alone anything else.
I'm only here cos some idiot had the police hunting for me.
Would definitely use it again
Thanks. Could i ask for more details as this is my first choice. Ie what you took and dosage, what you experienced and timescales.
Thank you
 
UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
Well there goes my plan What about 60 mg of klonophin and 60 Tylenol #3
/ codeine.?

Nope. Stay far, far away from anything with Tylenol/paracetamol in it. It will not kill you but will leave you with extraordinary pain and severe liver damage.
 
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kkatt

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Nov 12, 2018
967
Thanks. Could i ask for more details as this is my first choice. Ie what you took and dosage, what you experienced and timescales.
Thank you
I'm afraid to say I have very little memory of what I actually took
The truth is,I had a stash of N,but reached it's expiry date,so I chose to pass it on to someone who needed it more than me
Maybe it was not having that to hand or maybe I was just at a desperate point
I know I went to my mom's house because she had an old box of Amitriptyline.
Not sure how much was in there,but I took the whole box (quite a large box) along with anti emetics and valium (and some wine).
I have no memory of passing out at all. Furthermore,I jave no memory of going to their house or taking the meds
I came around in the ICU with brain damage from hypoxia and heart damage from the amitriptyline.
But it was totally painless and I would do it again.
I was just very unlucky and was found
 

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