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mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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I'm thinking about getting a prescription for either lorazepam or Xanax (which I have had in the past) , I can't get SN so I'm thinking I should attempt this.. any thoughts?
 
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death_bed221

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Sep 23, 2024
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It will never happen. I use to do this for fun when my alcohol tolerance was high. You just pass out and wake up with the worst possible hangover.
You will not die. The buzz before you pass out is amazing tho.
 
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JEDM

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I'm thinking about getting a prescription for either lorazepam or Xanax (which I have had in the past) , I can't get SN so I'm thinking I should attempt this.. any thoughts?
I have drank a lot and taken Xanax too, didn't kill me unfortunately (wasn't trying to kill myself though, just trying to get really high). I don't know much but apparently taking high doses of benzodaziepines, opioids and alcohol combined together is pretty lethal. I don't know the exact dose needed though.
 
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Aug 12, 2025
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It will never happen. I use to do this for fun when my alcohol tolerance was high. You just pass out and wake up with the worst possible hangover.
You will not die. The buzz before you pass out is amazing tho.
Ahhh okay
 
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I'm thinking about getting a prescription for either lorazepam or Xanax (which I have had in the past) , I can't get SN so I'm thinking I should attempt this.. any thoughts?
out of all the possible ods this one is probably the least likely to kill you unless you fall unconscious and aspirate on your own vomit. it could cause respiratory arrest but tbh pretty unlikely. it's more likely that you'll either like wake up in hospital or in prison from blacking out and doing something extremely stupid

i took a fuckton of alprazolam one time and woke up like almost a week later to atleast 5 new massive bruises and my parents said they took me into hospital at one point cus i fell unconscious for like 24 hours and they thought i was having a stroke

i've also like blacked out on temazepam and i went to subway, fell asleep twice trying to eat my order while dropping it constantly, then either dropped my phone and broke it or walked into a door and broke it (my mum says its the 2nd but i remember the first but like again i was on alot of benzos so i dont really remember much other than walking there and falling asleep a few times)

safe to say extemely unlikely to cause death extremely likely to cause other bad things
I have drank a lot and taken Xanax too, didn't kill me unfortunately (wasn't trying to kill myself though, just trying to get really high). I don't know much but apparently taking high doses of benzodaziepines, opioids and alcohol combined together is pretty lethal. I don't know the exact dose needed though.
i took tapentadol, carisoprodol, and iirc nitrazepam once and it felt good for like a few minutes before i fell asleep for like idk how long but when i woke up i had like 0 fine motor skills i could barely operate my phone let alone type lol
 
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mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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out of all the possible ods this one is probably the least likely to kill you unless you fall unconscious and aspirate on your own vomit. it could cause respiratory arrest but tbh pretty unlikely. it's more likely that you'll either like wake up in hospital or in prison from blacking out and doing something extremely stupid

i took a fuckton of alprazolam one time and woke up like almost a week later to atleast 5 new massive bruises and my parents said they took me into hospital at one point cus i fell unconscious for like 24 hours and they thought i was having a stroke

i've also like blacked out on temazepam and i went to subway, fell asleep twice trying to eat my order while dropping it constantly, then either dropped my phone and broke it or walked into a door and broke it (my mum says its the 2nd but i remember the first but like again i was on alot of benzos so i dont really remember much other than walking there and falling asleep a few times)

safe to say extemely unlikely to cause death extremely likely to cause other bad things

i took tapentadol, carisoprodol, and iirc nitrazepam once and it felt good for like a few minutes before i fell asleep for like idk how long but when i woke up i had like 0 fine motor skills i could barely operate my phone let alone type lol
Thanks for your response, yeah i definitely won't be attempting that. ♥️
 
DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
57
out of all the possible ods this one is probably the least likely to kill you unless you fall unconscious and aspirate on your own vomit. it could cause respiratory arrest but tbh pretty unlikely. it's more likely that you'll either like wake up in hospital or in prison from blacking out and doing something extremely stupid

i took a fuckton of alprazolam one time and woke up like almost a week later to atleast 5 new massive bruises and my parents said they took me into hospital at one point cus i fell unconscious for like 24 hours and they thought i was having a stroke

i've also like blacked out on temazepam and i went to subway, fell asleep twice trying to eat my order while dropping it constantly, then either dropped my phone and broke it or walked into a door and broke it (my mum says its the 2nd but i remember the first but like again i was on alot of benzos so i dont really remember much other than walking there and falling asleep a few times)

safe to say extemely unlikely to cause death extremely likely to cause other bad things

i took tapentadol, carisoprodol, and iirc nitrazepam once and it felt good for like a few minutes before i fell asleep for like idk how long but when i woke up i had like 0 fine motor skills i could barely operate my phone let alone type lol
You sound like my mom. Lol. I used to stand with her by the counter when shed be on Xanax up at night "eating a sandwich" or "getting a drink". She'd stand there and just nod off like she was gonna fall and id have to always make her go to bed.
And it would take forever to make her ass go to bed! Sorry lol, reading that just made me think of these things.
 

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