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ChronicPainExistent

ChronicPainExistent

One day at a time
Jan 3, 2024
48
I have been thinking of this for a long time. I'm sorry. I've lost my will to live. I am in so much pain, I haven't been able to think properly.

This is all my fault. My pains are all my fault.

If you're seeing this, that means I just couldn't handle the pain anymore.

I know I've made a selfish decision. I don't ask for forgiveness — I don't ask even for understanding. I don't want to be remembered. I don't want anything. I just want nothing — an end to the pain.

You've given me everything, and I've failed. The failure is mine alone. You are all good people, and I am a bad person. I am unforgivable.
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
I have been thinking of this for a long time. I'm sorry. I've lost my will to live. I am in so much pain, I haven't been able to think properly.

This is all my fault. My pains are all my fault.

If you're seeing this, that means I just couldn't handle the pain anymore.

I know I've made a selfish decision. I don't ask for forgiveness — I don't ask even for understanding. I don't want to be remembered. I don't want anything. I just want nothing — an end to the pain.

You've given me everything, and I've failed. The failure is mine alone. You are all good people, and I am a bad person. I am unforgivable.
Why be so harsh on yourself?
 
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Wormfood

Wormfood

I like people... I said it
May 23, 2022
131
I don't think it was a selfish decision
 
lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
245
i think mine would sound something similar, a lot of reassurances and trying to convince my friends and family that it's not their fault. but failing is not a sin, OP, i hope you know that.
 
one last chance

one last chance

センタクシ ↻ ⊲ Ⅱ ⊳ ↺ VOLUME:▁▂▃▄▅▆▇ 100%
Aug 17, 2023
13
I have been thinking of this for a long time. I'm sorry. I've lost my will to live. I am in so much pain, I haven't been able to think properly.

This is all my fault. My pains are all my fault.

If you're seeing this, that means I just couldn't handle the pain anymore.

I know I've made a selfish decision. I don't ask for forgiveness — I don't ask even for understanding. I don't want to be remembered. I don't want anything. I just want nothing — an end to the pain.

You've given me everything, and I've failed. The failure is mine alone. You are all good people, and I am a bad person. I am unforgivable.
Wouldn't change a thing bro, that's the stuff
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
This sounds goods , mine will be something like that if i decide to write one.
 
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Cara7177

Trying to end it all
Feb 9, 2024
106
I'm not gonna bother with a note. What's the point?
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,851
I'm sorry that you've suffered so much pain. You're not a bad person, we don't choose to suffer from chronic pain, and you are tough as hell for fighting it every single day.
 

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