ChronicPainExistent
One day at a time
- Jan 3, 2024
- 48
I have been thinking of this for a long time. I'm sorry. I've lost my will to live. I am in so much pain, I haven't been able to think properly.
This is all my fault. My pains are all my fault.
If you're seeing this, that means I just couldn't handle the pain anymore.
I know I've made a selfish decision. I don't ask for forgiveness — I don't ask even for understanding. I don't want to be remembered. I don't want anything. I just want nothing — an end to the pain.
You've given me everything, and I've failed. The failure is mine alone. You are all good people, and I am a bad person. I am unforgivable.
This is all my fault. My pains are all my fault.
If you're seeing this, that means I just couldn't handle the pain anymore.
I know I've made a selfish decision. I don't ask for forgiveness — I don't ask even for understanding. I don't want to be remembered. I don't want anything. I just want nothing — an end to the pain.
You've given me everything, and I've failed. The failure is mine alone. You are all good people, and I am a bad person. I am unforgivable.