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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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I watched some videos of people who ctb with Sn on wpd website and them throwing up looking like the chick from Exorcist was quite disturbing I know it was only like 10 min but damn..
 
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s00ngone

s00ngone

All you can feel is the weather
Mar 21, 2025
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I feel the same way with no benzos. 🙃
 
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dust-in-the-wind

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Aug 24, 2024
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I won't watch any suicide videos as I don't want it to dis-sway me from attempting someday soon. I'm sure I would find every method disturbing in some way.
 
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TBONTB

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I won't watch any suicide videos as I don't want it to dis-sway me from attempting someday soon. I'm sure I would find every method disturbing in some way.
I watched a couple. It was very real.
 
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divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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I won't watch any suicide videos as I don't want it to dis-sway me from attempting someday soon. I'm sure I would find every method disturbing in some way.
Ya I regret it
 
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cryptoinvestor

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Jul 12, 2024
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Can you dm those links please? all the SN videos I watched were quite calm and peacefull
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I have partied enough in my day to become very good friends with my toilet. Also threw up a lot from anxiety when I was younger. Yeah, it sucks but if you do not fight it and just let it out, it is not so bad.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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I think those Chinese didn't follow protocol. Also, their videos have no volume, I don't know why. The first Chinese woman was the best.
But it's quite peaceful compared to other violent methods
 
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Jan 1, 2024
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I think those Chinese didn't follow protocol. Also, their videos have no volume, I don't know why. The first Chinese woman was the best.
But it's quite peaceful compared to other violent methods
You are right. It was the asian man one that freaked me out but he may not have follwed the right protocol
 
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Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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One video on wpd had a young guy taking it , his eyes started bulging when he was puking on himself, I haven't been able to get that image out of mind.
I've overdosed and done the same thing and it's surreal knowing that your body is dying .
 
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Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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If they took it out of desperation and lack of preparation, it's normal for them to end up like this, vomiting from the projectile. We'll never know for sure. It's best to follow protocol to the letter
 
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I think those Chinese didn't follow protocol. Also, their videos have no volume, I don't know why. The first Chinese woman was the best.
But it's quite peaceful compared to other violent methods
we have no way of knowing what was taken or done prior to the recording. just wanted that to be clear since i'm seeing it thrown around a lot regarding this wave of videos. no disrespect meant to anyone.
 
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Feb 10, 2024
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I watched some videos of people who ctb with Sn on wpd website and them throwing up looking like the chick from Exorcist was quite disturbing I know it was only like 10 min but damn..
How on earth did you find those videos? I haven't been on there for a long time but apart from the Sasu member whose video was on there, I"ve never seen sn on wpd.
 
quietwoods

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May 21, 2025
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Certain things can be inferred, like a lack of benzos, but other than that yeah it is difficult to ascertain how much protocol was followed. There is also the question we will never know, which is how lucid/conscious people were during some of these unpleasant parts.

Think more a cautionary tale to prepare as well as you can with SN, and it is not a free ticket.
 
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divinemistress87

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One video on wpd had a young guy taking it , his eyes started bulging when he was puking on himself, I haven't been able to get that image out of mind.
I've overdosed and done the same thing and it's surreal knowing that your body is dying .
Yes thats the one! :(
How on earth did you find those videos? I haven't been on there for a long time but apart from the Sasu member whose video was on there, I"ve never seen sn on wpd.
On the suicide section
 
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One video on wpd had a young guy taking it , his eyes started bulging when he was puking on himself, I haven't been able to get that image out of mind.
I've overdosed and done the same thing and it's surreal knowing that your body is dying .
the guy who was wearing sunglasses?
 
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wham311

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I think those Chinese didn't follow protocol. Also, their videos have no volume, I don't know why. The first Chinese woman was the best.
But it's quite peaceful compared to other violent methods
Why don't you think they followed
 
StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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Why don't you think they followed
I recall a brazilian fella from here that followed the protocol by the rule and his death wasn't as violent nor gruesome.
Still disturbing tho.
 
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I have a bad fight or flight response so thanks everybody for helping me see it more logically
 
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Jul 12, 2024
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Guys also remember that some people have a tendency to dramatise and add extra animation for theatrics esp on camera. Add in mental illness and we get a horror show. If you take benzos, you will be cool and calm, even if you're nervous as heck, benzos will not allow your body to go panic/manic, it's scientifically impossible. Avoid stimulants esp caffeine or the obvious ones like meth or adderall, follow protocol, you'll be fine. I mean you'll die fine
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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Jul 11, 2024
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the guy who was wearing sunglasses?
The sunglasses and thumbs up were a nice touch. I didn't see anything concerning with his process.
I have partied enough in my day to become very good friends with my toilet.
There's phobic levels of fear about throwing up in this forum. I think maybe it's because gen z doesn't drink as much. I've also had many cats and they throw up all the time.
 
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The sunglasses and thumbs up were a nice touch. I didn't see anything concerning with his process.

There's phobic levels of fear about throwing up in this forum. I think maybe it's because gen z doesn't drink as much. I've also had many cats and they throw up all the time.
Probably I used to have a phobia but so much boozer indic e vomiting helped. me get over it. Yay for alcohol? 😅
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

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Sep 30, 2023
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Vomiting is a normal reaction in this case. After all, they took a lethal dose of poison. And then they died. Everyone is different and reacts differently. The SN Bible says that vomiting will most likely occur.
That site with the video is terrible. Why even create sites like that?
 
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death_bed221

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Sep 23, 2024
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My takeaway from those videos is at least they weren't choking to death. That is my biggest worry about sn. That suffocation feeling. None of them looked like they were suffocating. At least we have that. People who suffocate tend to move their arms and legs a lot from sheer panic. Look up badly done hanging videos
 
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The thing with these videos, we can't be sure if they even took SN.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Can I ask for u some links to videos that look calming?

The thing with these videos, we can't be sure if they even took SN.
 
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Aug 2, 2025
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I don't know why, but it's so hard for me to watch it. I would like to go after her, and preferably just as calmly and smiling for the last time. Everything went quite peacefully and incredibly calm here, it even calms me down. She held on well and found her desired peace in oblivion.
 
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